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  1. Public Bookmark 14

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    Seeing how stressed Helly is from running the innie revolution, Mark tries to figure out ways to help her relax. Shenanigans ensue.

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    The one where the innies accidentally throw a rager.

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    29 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 1

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    An operation to protect the psyche of combat surgeons from painful memories of war has effectively rendered several surgeons of the 4077th M.A.S.H. into amnesiacs after they’ve returned home from the war, unable to remember their tenure in Korea. Captain Benjamin Franklin “Hawkeye” Pierce and his fellow surgeons Captain B.J. Hunnicutt, Captain "Trapper" John McIntyre, and Major Charles Emerson Winchester III will all have to contend with the new knowledge that they are now able to undergo a procedure that can reintegrate those severed memories of their experiences in Korea, but do they want to remember? And what happens when Hawkeye finds himself falling for a person who has more questions than answers?

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    18 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    I kept to the salt-laden floor with the evidence of the mice when I could, but some nights she'd get tired of me and just take my hand, lay me in my sheet-bare bed and snuggle against me like a runt to its mother. I hated snuggling. Still do. Her feet tucked between my legs, body all knees and needles, small and soft against me like that… I learned to live with it. With her.

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    17 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    “What do I get at the end?”

    “You get to live your life.”

     

    ———

    Written for the MarkHelly Secret Santa Exchange

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    14 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 32

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    Helly had only been able to hate Helena when she was a faraway concept. When their lives were interwoven this way, she couldn’t ignore the way the feeling morphed.

    For the first time, Helly was angered by the fact that she didn’t know Helena. In another world, any other set of circumstances, maybe they could have been friends.

    If she fucked herself, was she fucking Helena, too?

    or: hellyna selfcesting her way through self(?)-hatred

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    10 Dec 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 19

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    No, I'm not afraid to disappear
    The billboard said, "The end is near"
    I turned around, there was nothing there
    Yeah, I guess the end is here

    xxx

    Seven months since Cold Harbor. Seven months Helly’s been alive. Seven months Helena’s been dead.

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    13 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    sex so good it reintregrates u most important sev trope of all time

  7. Public Bookmark 81

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    “Do you regret it?”

    Mark’s fingers flex against the table. “Which part?”

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    There is no version of her that wasn't born in a boardroom.

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    11 Sep 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 6

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    His fingers wrap around her upper arm again before he can restrain the movement, her eyes startlingly green above the dark smudges of—

    “Helly.” She clenches her jaw against whatever dart she was preparing to shoot at his neck, breathes once as if allowing for the strange intimacy of the name he can’t convince himself he’d butcher willingly a second time. “How long has it been since you slept?”

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    10 Sep 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 2

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    Kier breathes hot air from his shifting joints around the corner. It smells like sulfur, and when he looks in its direction, the light Kier shines floods the angles of Mark’s face with shadow.
    What was once getting out has turned into surviving.

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    03 Sep 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 16

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    But she can’t ignore it—can’t ignore the way that the blood rushes in her ears, the increase in her heart rate when he so much as grazes by her, the catch in her breath when he strokes her shoulder with his thumb, crashing her back down to reality. He repeats himself, but his voice is far off in her ears, and she’s elsewhere, grabbing at some semblance of normalcy by trying to pretend that every last thing about this place is hell. She comes up empty.

    Helly hates that she wants him so badly.

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    31 Jul 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 25

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    Helly R lives to travel. Not in a figurative, worldly, jet-setter way. But, literally. She exists so that her outie does not experience the passage of time on transportation. So far, her world has been limited to the interior of an eye-wateringly luxurious private jet.

    Today, for the first time, Helly has woken up somewhere new.

    -x-

    Or. A snowstorm grounds all flights and there was only one free cabin.

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    25
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    07 Jul 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 23

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    In a very vague and also very specific way, he wants to be the only person Helly’s ever with. He doesn’t trust anyone else with her.

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    Comments:
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    07 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    deluxe smut

  13. Public Bookmark 11

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    If she loves Mark, and she does, then feeling some amount of affection for this other version of him makes sense, she tells herself. Yeah, she’s convinced she’d feel something for him in any universe. Even the worst parts. His hands feel and tremble the same way Mark’s do.

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    One-shot. Helly holds onto the paper ring Dylan made and plans to give to it Mark. His outie encourages it.

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    06 Jul 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 23

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    Helena feels Helly coming back to her, and she's not sure why.

    Set during the later half of season 2.

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    25 Jun 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 5

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    Mark imagines running his fingers beneath her chin; tilting her small head back. The long line of her throat arched, hair pooling down her shoulders; her back. Imagines running his thumb over her skull, slowly digging into their matching wound. Unspool her brain onto the carpet, sift through the tangle of wire and electric current to see what she’s thinking.

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    25 Jun 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 84

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    “Hey,” Helly says. “What if we just didn’t leave?”

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    25 Jun 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 29

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    Mark and Helly run without knowing where the end is, just that it's near. There’s a room on the Severed Floor they've never come across until now.

    AKA Mark and Helly switch with their Outies on accident.

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    2,153

    25 Jun 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 64

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    Mark thinks about a mirror, a cubicle, about Helly’s smart mouth. The axis of the world, slipped, some time ago, and the depth of some unknown horizontal. Yesterday he had remembered the words: prime meridian, but had not known who or where it was.

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    post-2x10. Mark and Helly spend a long weekend alone on the severed floor.

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    25 Jun 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 45

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    She goes up wanting him and comes down wanting him. It’s something she cannot fathom living without.

    (moments in between)

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    Comments:
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    45
    Hits:
    2,704

    25 Jun 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 39

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    "[...]the king constantly needs the renewal that begins with a descent into his own darkness."
    - Carl Jung

    Helena reintegrates. Her case is possibly the most complicated one they've seen after it became an actual procedure.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    43
    Kudos:
    172
    Bookmarks:
    39
    Hits:
    1,903

    25 Jun 2025

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