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a question of etiquette by caddigan
Fandoms: Fight Club - All Media Types, Fight Club (1999)
21 May 2026
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"Fighting is better than fucking, if you do it right.
See, that’s what I thought, when I was still deluding myself into the likeness of adjustment, the warmth of assimilation, where only cruelty felt flushed and consoling. That’s what I wanted to make myself believe, like all those people who go to church every Sunday and sit in worn down pews that make your ass hurt and who nod when the man at the front proclaims that heaven is just a step away, the true place of harmony and reconciliation when you ascend your earthly body and enter into the beautiful gates of heaven. I wanted to believe that the only touch I needed was the hard collision of knuckles into my jawbone and a leather boot in my side when I was down, which I almost inevitably was. I made myself believe that blood and chipped teeth and splattered floors were all that I needed to feel alive, to feel like an electric socket blown into my brain. That fight club was enough for all the ways my body craved to be touched."or, the narrator needs something stronger than fight club to sleep again. cue tyler durden's insatiable appetite.
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13 Jul 2026
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catharsis by PaintedVanilla for load_star
Fandoms: Fight Club (1999), Fight Club - Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club - All Media Types
27 Mar 2023
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I’m rapidly coming to the realization that I don’t like fighting anyone other than Tyler. I’m putting words to what used to be an abstract string pull in my gut, telling me that what I’m doing isn’t really what I think I’m doing. This isn’t about the thrill of the scuffle, the catharsis I am experiencing is simply a watered down, repackaged dupe of the real deal. I am seeking a blow to my cheek that leaves me reeling so hard my body has no choice but to conjure up tears. There is a butterfly light thrill that shoots up my spine when Tyler twists his torso under mine and forces me off my feet with his entire body weight.
These are dwindling highs. I need a higher dose every time, and there’s only so many ways to make lingering, full body contact as we try to beat each other into the floor. Fighting Tyler is losing its zeal, and I have no interest in any of the other idiots who crowd the basement every Saturday night.
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08 Jul 2026
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Drag Hunting: a fox hunt in which hounds trace a man or track an artificially laid scent line.
After a kidnapping, Ryland is in the middle of a case that he can’t seem to ignore.
Especially when Will Graham keeps finding his way back to Ryland.
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01 Jul 2026
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Ohgi wants to give the new Black Knights recruit, Kururugi Suzaku, the benefit of the doubt. But several others within the organization are determined to spy on the controversial Japanese youth, convinced he is about to run back to Britannia at the earliest opportunity. Ohgi really has no choice but to accompany his comrades, if he wants to keep this impromptu spy mission from blowing up in Zero's absence.
Shockingly enough, Kururugi doesn't run back to Britannia.
He does run to a Britannian.
After witnessing them together, Ohgi makes a silent vow. He will convince Zero to let this Lelouch boy join the Black Knights too, so Kururugi can fight as his best self.
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- Part 12 of Choosing Each Other
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01 Jul 2026
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Hannibal Lecter's patient, Franklyn Froideveaux, has been making unwanted advances towards Hannibal. Hannibal enlists the help of Will Graham to get Franklyn to back off. And because he may be kind of in love with Will.
- Takes place during Season 1, mostly Episodes Sorbet&Fromage
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- Part 1 of our hearts need work
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25 Jun 2026