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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    It's so easy for Vegas and Pete to fall into one another, but that's what makes the betrayal so much worse.

    (Assumptions abound, mistakes are made, but all is right in the end)

    "You're a world away
    But you're still the same
    I know by your heart
    I will call you by your name
    And it's a long way
    From the crack to the break
    You know that I remember everything"
    -Mumford & Sons & Hozier, Rubber Band Man

    "I wouldn't care who's in the mirror on your ceiling
    Giving your love to someone new every night
    You could go down on anybody you're feeling
    You can be with anyone, any time
    Anywhere, I don't mind
    Anyone but him"
    -Zee Machine, Anyone But Him

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    09 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    “Why are you even here?” Macau asks.

    Pete swallows; he doesn’t have a straight answer to that question. He doesn’t even know himself. How can he say that, when Vegas fucked him in the safehouse, he carved out his heart, and now it belongs to him, that he’s just a loyal lap dog, following his owner? He’s like the dog at the station in Shibuya, the dog at the graveyard in Edinburgh, waiting and waiting for his master to return.

    “Because he needed somebody,” is how Pete manages to sum it up. But really, he needs Vegas as much as Vegas needs him, maybe even more so.

    After Vegas is shot, Pete, Vegas, and Macau navigate what comes after...

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    06 Jul 2026

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    “Vegas, baby, I miss you so much. I knew that tonight would be hard, but fuck, I guess I didn’t realize just how hard. The hardest part about not having you here is that I want you.” Vegas’ eyes snapped open, and he stared down at his phone as Pete began to moan and Vegas heard rustling in the back of the recording. His breath picked up alongside Pete’s. “I miss your hands, Vegas, I miss them on me, I miss your mouth, I can just imagine you licking along every inch of my body, hnng, Vegas,” Pete moaned.

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    Vegas is sent on a mission to Tokyo, away from Pete for the first time, and Pete sends him messages, some more distracting than others, while he's gone.

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    27 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 21

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    It had been a couple months since they had broken up, several weeks since Santa had told Perth through choked sobs that he thought it would be best if they went their separate ways. They had been strained the last couple months of their relationship, with schedules so packed that it was hard to find any time to properly be with one another. They tried for months to make it work, but between Santa’s projects with JASP.ER and the new producing gig Perth had taken on, the magic of their relationship fizzled out, leaving them to argue with one another constantly over stupid shit that didn’t matter.

    It ripped Santa apart slowly, chipping away at him bit by bit until he rashly decided to end things in a moment of weakness.

    Even now, he still beats himself up about it. Even now, he can’t get over Perth.

    It doesn’t help that Perth isn’t over him, either.

    OR Santa and Perth make up on a trip to Phuket with their friends.

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    21 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 14

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    Phuwin smiles in Perth’s direction, pinching his index finger and thumb together in some weird gesture that has Fourth shooting out of his chair excitedly, nearly knocking over an abandoned drink in the process as he praises Phuwin for being such a good friend. The whole situation is so confusing that Santa can only draw his eyebrows together in thought, trying to decipher what this weird interaction could possibly mean because his mind is drawing a blank. Maybe he really is drunk.

    Perth pats him on the thigh then, bringing his mouth so close to Santa’s ear that he can feel his lips ghosting against the shell.

    “Ready for the afterparty, Ta?”

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    Perth, Santa, and friends get high after GMM Outing.

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    21 Jun 2026