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Eles são de realidades totalmente diferentes, mas isso não vai os impedir de viver tudo que a vida pode proporcionar, de um jeito, ou de outro.
A dama e o vagabundo. Ou quase isso.Series
- Part 1 of Italianiho Verse
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Pedro está exausto de se perder em hotéis caros e garrafas de vinho, tentando preencher o vazio deixado por João Vitor. Entre o cheiro de cigarro e o brilho cínico de São Paulo, ele se vê preso em um ciclo de culpa e saudade por alguém que mentia mal, mas que ainda possui o único corpo capaz de desarmá-lo. Quando o cansaço emocional cede espaço ao tesão incontrolável, uma ligação de madrugada prova que, embora a confiança tenha se quebrado, a conexão entre os dois é um vício que nenhum deles está pronto para largar.
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'Cause only those I really love will ever really know me by actuallyadisaster
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Feb 2026
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Shane thought he was made to be lonely. No one ever told him that, exactly, but for him to be a successful hockey player he couldn’t have much more than that. It would be greedy and he should accept this fate. But some people just never seemed to follow his flow.
Or four times people told Shane he didn’t need to be alone and one time he believed it. -
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Harry Potter loved romcoms as much as he wanted to live one, with tracklists, grand finals and all of that cliché. He just hadn’t expected to fall into the biggest cliché of all times: the fake dating trope.
Or five times where Ginny and Harry pretend to date each other and that one time where they didn’t need to.
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disregard my last message by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Jun 2026
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Marlow: UHHHH
Connors: GOOD LORD
Carmichael: WHAT THE HELL CAP?
Ilya: Oops
Ilya: Wrong chat
Ilya: Obviously
Ilya: You’re welcome though 😏Or: A handful of times Shane and Ilya accidentally send sexts to a group chat, +1 time they sext in a group chat on purpose
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21 Jul 2026
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“Go?” Rozanov repeats, and Shane thinks he manages to nod, thinks he manages to spin some kind of excuse that he knows Rozanov doesn’t really buy, but he needs to go. He needs to get out of here. He needs to find somewhere quiet and calm where he can ride out this panic and painful tightness until he can catch his breath again. He needs-
He needs to go.
“I’m sorry,” he says, turning heel and resisting the urge to just book it right for the front door only because he’d rather not have to explain to Hayden why he returned from a hookup with Boston Lily in men’s clothes that he certainly didn’t leave in.
It’s not until he makes it halfway up the stairs to Rozanov’s bedroom that it occurs to him in a cold rush that it isn’t just anxiety that makes it this hard to breathe.
“No,” he tells himself firmly, white knuckling the bannister and trying to take a deep breath just to prove that he can.
It wheezes.
(how the tuna meltdown is averted through the power of food allergies and anaphylaxis)
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18 Jul 2026
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true blue by scarlettroses
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Mar 2026
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"He said it was just a stronger edible," Wyatt says. "Apparently it was supposed to be super natural, and relaxing and rejuvenating, not the weak Canadian shit, and—"
"You say a bad word, Hazy," Ilya interrupts, pointing a tiny finger at him.
"Right." Wyatt winces. "Sorry, kid."
Rejuvenating. Shane turns the word over in his mind a few times, while readjusting Ilya’s little body in his arms.
Jesus fucking Christ.
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or, with the help of some mysterious russian candy and a very loving husband, ilya rozanov heals his inner child.
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15 Jul 2026
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Shane thought that by the time he was thirty, he’d be married and on the waitlist to adopt a baby. He spent his twenties in one serious longterm relationship after another, after all.
Instead he is now twenty-nine, single for over a year and looking for a nice, stable boyfriend: preferably college educated and in the same place in life as he is.
The only problem is that the bartender at the restaurant Shane takes his dates to is the hottest man Shane has ever seen in his life.
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15 Jul 2026
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my love, my life by LunarMoonstone
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
20 Jun 2026
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Cliff watches him squeeze the phone between his cheek and shoulder, lifting the jersey over his head as he continues to talk, a bit distracted now by the multitasking.
“And was good practice, you know, for when I am your husband."
Immediately, the locker room goes dead silent. And so does Rozanov, in fact.
In which Ilya accidentally calls himself Shane's future husband in the middle of the Bears locker room. Worse still, they're not even dating yet.
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11 Jul 2026