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so you must like me for me by alasse
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
10 May 2026
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Shane wants to figure out if he's gay before he gets drafted—and no, the way he felt when Ilya Rozanov smirked at him with a cigarette between his lips in Saskatchewan has nothing to do with it. Unfortunately, the random guy he hooks up with to try and make sure one way or another takes a picture, and Shane gets outed before the draft. In the ensuing scandal, he goes seventh overall, to Ottawa.
It turns out, having the worst thing you can think of happen to you when you're seventeen years old can end up being pretty liberating. And land you an unexpected best friend.
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11 Jun 2026
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so you must like me for me by alasse
The one where Shane is outed before the draft so he and Ilya become best friends first
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without you, without them by scarlettroses
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
25 May 2026
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January 15, 2017
For immediate release.
(English version)The Montréal Metros are devastated to announce the unexpected and tragic passing of our beloved captain, Shane Hollander, at the age of 25.
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or, a canon-divergent au in which shane and rose never met, in epistolary format.
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- English
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- 10,791
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- 1/1
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11 Jun 2026
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without you, without them by scarlettroses
The one where Shane commits suicide after never meeting Rose and its actually tastefully covered (no glorification)
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Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.
No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.
When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?
“I thought we could go through the schedules and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”
“A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.
“It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.
“And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”
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- 7/7
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10 Jun 2026
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A Well-Organized Life by 409_conflict
The one where Ilya's therapy notes are leaked
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and i can go anywhere i want, just not home by chuckasaurus
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Mar 2026
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After Alexei walks in on Sasha hitting on Ilya at the gala in Sochi, he does the most predictable - but terrifying - thing: he blackmails Ilya Rozanov, on the threat of telling Russia, and their father, the truth about Ilya's sexuality.
It's a good thing that a very helpful, boring Canadian with gorgeous freckles offers to help him defect from Russia, in the most insane way possible: through marriage. To him.
Or, Shane and Ilya do their relationship completely out of order. And, they realize later, they wouldn't have it any other way.
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- English
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- 594
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09 Jun 2026
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and i can go anywhere i want, just not home by chuckasaurus
The one where Alexei sees Ilya and Sasha during Sochi so he and Shane get married for Canadian citizenship
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in the middle of the darkest night (in the middle of the hardest fight) by GatheringBlue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jan 2026
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“Ilya,” he clarified, wincing as he swallowed, his throat feeling like he’d eaten a fistful of glass. “I need to call Ilya.”
He fumbled around for his phone, desperately needing to hear his fiance’s voice. Together, they could figure this out. They’d make a plan. Ilya could drive with his parents from Ottawa and–
But Ilya wasn’t in Ottawa. He was in Russia.
No.
No.
They’d kill Ilya in Russia. They’d kill him, or arrest him, or– or–
Oh god, they’d kill him.
__________________________________________________________________________A family emergency means Ilya is in Russia when Hayden's FanMail video ends up on Twitter, outing them to the entire world. It, predictably, ends horribly.
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- Part 3 of heated rivalry fics
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- English
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- 32,065
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- 6/6
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07 Jun 2026
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in the middle of the darkest night (in the middle of the hardest fight) by GatheringBlue
The one where the FanMail leaks while Ilya is in Russia helping his niece get heart surgery
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Second Chances by TylerReed
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov's life takes an unexpected turn when a deadly plane crash in 2021 takes his life, right after a fight with his long-time partner, Shane Hollander. Though instead of the afterlife, Ilya is sent back to December 2008, just before his NHL career began, on the very day that he first met Shane. He finds himself in a familiar world, with knowledge of both the future and knowledge of the man he loves and the friends he holds dear.
As Ilya navigates this new reality, he rebuilds his relationship with Shane, who is still finding his path in both hockey and his identity as a gay man. With their rivalry blossoming into a different experience than the one Ilya experienced the first time around, the two face challenges around acceptance, family pressures, and the struggles of being openly gay and lovers in the sports world. Throughout their journey, Ilya contemplates his first life, cherishes the present, and strives to alter the course of their futures (and the futures of their friends) for the better.
Or, Ilya Rozanov discovers first hand what the butterfly effect is, and how it can drastically alter the future.
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- English
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- 67,594
- Chapters:
- 11/11
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07 Jun 2026
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Second Chances by TylerReed
The one where Ilya finds himself in Regina 2008 after dying in the plane crash and he and Shane get a second chance to do things a bit better (Rainbow Avengers)
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Walking home to you by Hpdm20
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Feb 2026
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“I’ll be quick. It’ll barely hurt Ilya."
The gun trembled in his brother’s hand as they kept staring at each other, the words almost as pleading as Ilya’s own. If his eyes hadn’t started to sting, he might have seen his brother’s well up as well. Instead, that childish, naive little part of his heart spoke the next words out of his mouth.
"We are family Alexei. We always have been."
OR: My take on what if Ilya was in Russia when the video leaked. (Updated summary)
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- English
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- 25,178
- Chapters:
- 10/10
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- 135
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07 Jun 2026
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Walking home to you by Hpdm20
The one where the FanMail video is leaked while Ilya is in Russia for his sister-in-law's preeclampsia
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Protected Person by chinesebakery
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Mar 2026
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Shane finds out on Twitter.
Not from a lawyer or a teammate or even one of the journalists who've been calling nonstop since the FanMail video went viral. He finds out at 6:47 am, still in bed, that Russia is coming for Ilya. Propaganda charges. Passport revocation. Return to the Russian Federation required.
What follows is weeks of watching everything fall apart. Ilya's career. Their safety. The system that was supposed to protect them. Shane keeps playing while Ilya can't. The lawyers file paperwork and say to wait. Montreal demands silence.
Shane faces a choice: keep his head down and trust the process, or burn down his career and force the world to pay attention.
He chooses fire.
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- English
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- 27,498
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- 7/7
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- 923
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- 6,490
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07 Jun 2026
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Protected Person by chinesebakery
The one where Ilya requests protected person status after he and Shane are outed in The Long Game
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In late 2014, celebrity photos start dropping. Ilya deletes his texts, his photos, a video he should never have taken. It isn't soon enough.
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- English
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- 66,960
- Chapters:
- 8/8
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- 4
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- 2,023
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- 11,755
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- 3,881
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06 Jun 2026
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I'll build a house inside of you by jtimu
The one where Ilya's messages and photos are leaked in a massive celebrity hack so he and Shane get married to protect him from extradition to Russia
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when the world sees (we run toward each other) by pucksandpower
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Dec 2025
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One security camera. One leaked video. One choice that changes everything.
Ilya Rozanov loses his country, his team, and his shot at Olympic gold in a single night. But he doesn’t lose Shane, and that makes all the difference.
A story about finding home in a person, not a place. About choosing love over legacy. And about winning the medal you never knew you needed, standing next to the one person who matters most.
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- English
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- 26,873
- Chapters:
- 4/4
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- 596
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- 15,049
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- 3,826
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- 206,112
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05 Jun 2026
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when the world sees (we run toward each other) by pucksandpower
The one where video of Ilya blowing Shane in the PyeongChang Olympic Village is leaked
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31 May 2026
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The Zukka Shitpost Records series by palant1r
The one where Aunt Wu tells Sokka that he's going to marry the Firelord (several fics based on Tumblr shitposts)
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Finding Family by ShutUpGwen
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 May 2026
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- 3
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- 691
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26 May 2026
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Finding Family series by ShutUpGwen (I Keep You Safe)
The one where Grigori walks into Ilya's hotel room while Shane is there so they have an honest emotional conversation wayyy earlier
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A Ghost in Boston by sostarry
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jan 2026
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Woken from sleep during the dead dawn hours after his father’s funeral to texts and breaking news of explicit photos posted of him and a former male lover, Ilya has to flee Russia.
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- English
- Words:
- 20,608
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Collections:
- 6
- Comments:
- 475
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- 8,958
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- 2,038
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- 87,571
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25 May 2026
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A Ghost in Boston by sostarry
The one where Alexei leaks photos of Ilya and Sasha after their father's funeral so Ilya flees in the middle of the night
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i really hope you're gonna get out soon by taywrites11
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Feb 2026
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Sochi Olympics, 2014.
"MASSIVE ICLOUD HACK REVEALS PRIVATE PHOTOS, MESSAGES, VIDEOS OF HUNDREDS OF OLYMPIC ATHLETES"
Ilya feels a trickle of unease down his spine. He shakes it off impatiently as he clicks on the article.
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- English
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- 24,969
- Chapters:
- 3/3
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- 823
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- 15,863
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- 118,215
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18 May 2026
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I really hope you're gonna get out soon by taywrites11
The one where Shane's iMessages are leaked during the Sochi Olympics
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rare is this love, keep it covered - i need you to run to me by TheCopperPan
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, The Flash - All Media Types, The Flash (TV 2014), Teen Titans - All Media Types, Young Justice - All Media Types
29 May 2024
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“The mask stays on.”
“Not happening. The mask stays on.”
“Do not touch my mask.”
“I’m not taking it off.”
Wally tries, over and over again, to get his teammate to take his mask off. It doesn't work.
OR Wally and Dick go from teammates with issues to friends with issues to best friends to being in love with each other.
OR a bunch of times Dick won't take off his mask and reveal his identity, and the one time he does.
- Language:
- English
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- 28,680
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Comments:
- 173
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- 2,818
- Bookmarks:
- 565
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- 22,513
Bookmarked by ZulieTheProgrammer
31 Aug 2025
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Draco Malfoy's fate is changed when his future-self rather rudely drops in and burdens him with the task of changing the course of time. To save himself and the future of the wixen world. With only an enchanted old journal and his outstanding wit in hand, Draco must do all that he can to change his fate, all the while failing miserably to not fall in love with a certain scar-headed someone.
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08 Aug 2025
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Draco Malfoy & the Journal of Dreadful Things by Lilbeanz19
The one where Draco's future self gives him a journal warning about the bad things to come
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A process is recursive when it defines or contains itself; e.g., the Fibonacci sequence, which determines the next number as the sum of the previous two.
But not all recursive processes are mathematical. Recursion can happen in a temporal context when, for instance, the powerful magical force that is true love drags you back in time so it can create itself, endangering the fate of the Wizarding World—not to mention the very fabric of space and time—along the way.
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- English
- Words:
- 132,526
- Chapters:
- 24/24
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- 2,635
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- 18,220
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- 6,143
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24 Jul 2025
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Recursion by Tessa Crowley (tessacrowley)
The one where Unspeakable Draco ends up traveling back and forth in time a lot (Drarry time travel fixit). Genuinely one of the most enjoyable and fulfilling fics I've ever read!!
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Tim is prepared to take the steps necessary to ensure that Bruce will not feel obligated to adopt Tim when a comatose Jack Drake inevitably dies. But what could be better than preventing Bruce from ending up with a son he doesn't want? Bringing back the one he does.
Jason agrees to the Replacement's stupid, stupid plan to invite some strange adult man he's never met to come live with him, if only to keep the idiot alive long enough for him to serve his purpose in the Great Red Hood Revenge Scheme.
Might this new roommate situation have an impact on either of their worldviews? Surely not...
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- Part 1 of Say The Word, We’ll Go Home
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 46,480
- Chapters:
- 9/9
- Comments:
- 1,713
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- 14,164
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- 4,023
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- 171,790
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22 Jul 2025
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Say Uncle by Megaerakles
The one where Tim knowingly hires Jason to be his fake Uncle Eddie
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Back to the Past by ASmallVoice
Fandoms: White Collar (TV 2009), Batman - All Media Types, Nightwing (Comics), Titans (Comics)
03 May 2025
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The Harvard Crew and Dick are sent back to the past by a magic user. To return to their time, they need to gather their younger selves.
However, it is April 2014 and Dick Grayson has been off world for over two months. He’s not expected to return for at least three months. What’s a guy to do?
Well, it might help to locate all his siblings and ensure their safety. You know. While they’re waiting.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 15,070
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Collections:
- 4
- Comments:
- 176
- Kudos:
- 1,314
- Bookmarks:
- 242
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- 14,315
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20 Jul 2025
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softer landings by vlrnlr
Fandoms: DCU, DCU (Comics), Outsiders (Comics), Teen Titans (Comics), Titans (Comics)
24 Oct 2023
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It’s been a love hard-won, and now they get to savour the victory. Mostly. / The one in which a baby makes three.
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- Part 6 of home sweet something
Bookmarked by ZulieTheProgrammer
19 Jul 2025