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    Victims of Shane Hollander’s ‘tism rizz (support group for queer hockey players)

    Ilya Rozanov was added to the chat

    OR: After coming out to none other than Troy Barrett, Ilya Rozanov, Shane Hollander's recent fiancé, is added to a group chat full of queer hockey players on the current league. The twist? Almost every single one of them had some interaction with Hollander that made them, at the very least, question things. It goes as well as expected.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    SHANE: Lily.
    LILY: Hello
    SHANE: Dead to me.
    What the actual fuck?
    LILY: ??
    SHANE: what. The. Hell. Did. You. Do.
    LILY: ahh
    I am in trouble
    Yes?

     
    Or Ilya's teammates add "Jane" to the Boston WAG group chat in the height of their "no, we aren't falling in love, whatever do you mean" era (2014-2016-ish?).

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    18 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is leaving behind Russia and going to Canada. Lucky for him, he gets to stay with a new family. But once he meets Shane Hollander, sparks fly and he starts suspecting that Shane is more than what he seems.

    AKA:

    And They Were Alpha/Omega Roommates!

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    18 Jul 2026

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    “You have no idea who your parents really are, do you?” the Russian asked after a few minutes passed of them staring at one another, though it was really more Shane glaring and heaving while Ilya observed him with an unsure glint in his eye.

    “I have no idea what I’m doing here and what you want with them. If this is some kind of stupid business dispute, I have bad news for you, asshole. I don't know about their business, I don’t even know what their business is, and I’ve never been involved in their business,” Shane seethed as slowly as he possibly could so Ilya could understand that he genuinely had no idea what was going on. “Now will you please untie me and take me home? I don’t even care if you knock me out again, just fucking let me go!”

    Ilya set the glass down to the side of him on the black leather cushion and rose from his seat, unfolding gracefully until he was towering over Shane with cool indifference. He bent slightly, then said easily, “I think I will keep you, actually.”

    A/N: While this mafia AU does take place in Russia, it is fiction and homophobia will NOT be a concept in this world.

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    18 Jul 2026

  5. Rec 96

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    And maybe after a while, that’s all it would be. A name etched in the walls of his heart that he could keep to himself, and trace whenever it ached. A one point in time, love of his life . Something he could just wonder about, and miss quietly all on his own. Only from time to time, a thought and a dream.

    Nothing more than that.

    [Or, Shane goes to Boston for Ilya Rozanov’s wedding. He tells himself all he has to do is smile, say congratulations, and survive the whys of it all.]

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    18 Jul 2026

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    “Yeah, I know about Jane,” Hollander said, with a murderous glance at Ilya. “But I’m surprised to hear Rozanov *talking* about Jane.”

    “He hasn’t told us much,” Harris said. “Just that she’s beautiful, rich and talented.”

    “And a freak in the sheets,” Ilya said, solemnly. “You cannot leave out the freak in the sheets.”

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    Ilya Rozanov is in a very good mood at the All-Stars weekend, when Marlow starts ragging on him about his mysterious Montreal girl, Jane. The Centaurs, of course, have never heard of her.

    Ilya starts praising Jane to the moon and back ... just in time for Shane Hollander and his Voyageurs teammates to stroll up.

    Hayden Pike nearly has a heart attack. J.J. laughs and points out that Shane has a mysterious girlfriend, too. And Shane, to Ilya's surprise, leans right in. Even when Marlow asks ... well, whose secret girlfriend is hotter?

    (Hypothetically set after the All-Stars Game during Book Six/The Long Game, but I didn't make an effort to match the canonical events at the game. No real spoilers for the Long Game, I think?)

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    18 Jul 2026

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    He and Shane are in bed together, Ilya’s lips attached to Shane’s neck as they lazily grind against each other, when Shane says, “So you’ve slept with like eight hundred women.”

    Immediately, Ilya stops. He releases Shane’s neck—even though it makes Shane whine unhappily—and pulls back so he can meet Shane’s eyes. “What?”

    “You’ve slept with eight hundred women,” Shane says. He’s a bit pink in the cheeks, but that might just be the arousal. “I did the math."

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    18 Jul 2026

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    At the age of 22, Shane Hollander has never had sex. Not because he doesn't want to, but because he's strict about only sleeping with someone he's truly committed to. Except for the past few months he's regularly making out with Ilya Rozanov, his best friend of three years, and it drives Ilya so crazy that Shane lets him go jerk off in the bathroom after nothing more than just kissing. But as the weeks pass and the want between them grows, Shane starts to realize that the person he's been waiting for might have been there all along.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    A part of one of Rozanov's sex-tape gets released. The internet blows up trying to figure out what women he hooked up with but the video only saw her thighs.

    Only that woman is actually Shane Hollander.

    Inspired by the people on Twitter mistaking Shane/Hudson as a woman based on his thighs alone.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    Harris: Hi, Shane!
    Harris: This is Harris Drover.
    Harris: I got your number from Ilya.
    Harris: Sorry to bother you, but I had a question.
    Harris: I know you’re coming in to sign contracts tomorrow, and I had an idea for a social media thing to announce your signing, if you’d be up for it?

    Shane: Oh, yeah, okay.
    Shane: I’ll be there, so we can do whatever.
    Shane: Always happy to help the team with a little internet humiliation that’ll be around for decades.

    Harris: Perfect!
    Harris: I promise, I think you’ll really like this, though.
    Harris: No humiliation involved.
    Harris: The only caveat is, you can’t tell Ilya.

    Shane: Okay?
    Shane: Why?

    Harris: Well.
    Harris: Here’s what I’m thinking.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    “He thinks you like me. ...Do you like me?”
    "...You are difficult to not like. It is very easy to fall for you."

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    Ilya thinks Shane Hollander's boyfriend is an asshole, and he doesn't think that just because he's head over heels in love.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    Ilya often enjoys teasing Shane with a certain concept, but Shane knows Ilya is far too jealous of a man, actually, to commit to this idea he likes to throw around, and Shane would never agree to it because he only has eyes for one man.

    A threesome.

    The idea is a threesome.

    Or: how hollanov can ethically, monogamously, have a threesome.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    Shane misses the first two days of Rose and Svetlana’s wedding week and arrives at the campsite close to midnight, already feeling guilty and tired from the drive. All he wants to do is change out of his clothes, and sprawl onto his bed of his assigned cabin.

    Instead, he walks into cabin 1410 and finds a Russian man in his bed.

    Or, according to Ilya, Shane is the one in his cabin.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    Shane impulsively makes a bet with Rose: if he can date a guy for a month longer than his customary one date followed by ghosting them forever, he gets $200; if he can’t, he agrees to let her set him up until he finally finds love. But he has no intention of playing it straight, so the plan—as he conspiratorially tells his best friend Ilya—is to fake date someone and split the money.

    Ilya thinks this is a terrific idea and fully expects Shane to ask him to be his fake boyfriend… except he doesn’t. And Ilya can’t figure out why. Why didn’t Shane choose him, when they both know how effortless it would be to pretend with how close they already are, not to mention how all their friends would instantly believe it? And why does witnessing Shane even just pretend to date someone else feel like actual torture?

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    18 Jul 2026

  15. Rec 8

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    llya by his nature, was not a guilty man.

    He had the little things that ate at his soul, every man did: Why hadn't he checked on his mama a few minutes earlier, how he'd treated Svetlana in the years that followed, the way he'd entrusted care of his father to an addict who couldn't even look after his own child.

    But they were little things.

    Ilya had never felt guilty about this.

    or the day after Ilya and Shane first have sex, Ilya is spotted by paparazzi going into a church.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    Shane’s honor society mountain retreat and Ilya’s frat council getaway get double-booked. Rooms are limited, beds are fewer, and somehow Shane and Ilya are stuck sharing one.

    OR: Frat Boy Ilya and Nerdy Shane get double booked at a cabin, play a bunch of drinking games with their friends, and kiss.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    Shane loves sex with Ilya. He was, however, concerned about a few things. The most pressing worry was the fact that he knots pretty much every time they did anything. In a panic for answers after inviting Ilya to spend two weeks with him at his cottage, Shane takes to reddit for some advice.

    or; Reddit AU but make it A/B/O

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    18 Jul 2026

  18. Rec 35

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    Shane turns to Reddit for help on purchasing his first dildo. Little does he know that Ilya is secretly helping him the entire time.

    or Ilya pretends to be a random stranger on the internet and helps Shane buy his first dildo.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    Shane spots a hot guy in scrubs on the Metro and can't stop thinking about him. He turns to the internet for help.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    Post-breakup, Shane discovers three terrible things:

    1. Ilya has a type.
    2. The type is apparently tall, dark-haired men built from the Shane Hollander starter pack.
    3. Not one of them has the decency to have freckles.

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    17 Jul 2026

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