Yusha



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  1. Rec 20

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    He’s not stupid. It took him some time — years — but Eddie’s half certain that, should his patience snap one day, should he lean in across the way one night when it’s just the two of them, should he palm at Buck’s jaw to bring his face closer and kiss him on the mouth, Buck would kiss him back. That’s not the problem.

    The problem is that Eddie’s gonna ruin it.

    He’s ruined every other romantic relationship in his life. If it happens with Buck, Eddie knows neither of them will come back from it.

    These days, he’s content with having Buck the way he does now. He may succumb to weakness, sometimes, like he just did in the kitchen, holding Buck like that, but Eddie’s willpower is the stuff of legend. He’s happy with his place in Buck’s life. He can play the part of codependent best friend, dad who stepped up, platonic soulmate.

    The main issue here, really, hindsight twenty-twenty and all, is that Eddie really misses being a husband.

    or: five times eddie, willing and knowing, acts like buck's husband, and one time he. well. you can guess where this is going.

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    16 Jun 2026

  2. Rec 12

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    Buck's cooking is filled with the warm, nostalgic flavors of Abuela's legacy, as he makes her famous Mexican dishes with the help of her recipe book, tailored specifically for him.

    Eddie's in heaven, savoring each bite.

    Or 5 times they share awkward, charged moments, + 1 time Eddie gets hit with reality ~ literally, and finally decides to confront the big elephant in the room.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    rly well done fic, 5+1 or not

  3. Rec 39

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    Eddie has a bad accident during a call and suffers a concussion that triggers temporary aphasia, causing him to forget how to speak English.

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    15 Jun 2026

  4. Rec 83

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    The bruises mottle Buck’s skin, like paint splattered clumsily on a canvas. Except—the artist behind this, whoever they are, clearly went about it with intent and precision. A curator of hickeys; Buck’s pale thighs like the walls of a gallery. A thriving one, at that. It’s… a lot of marks.

    Eddie wonders if it hurts. Well—he knows that part already, at least based on what Buck told him a few minutes ago. So instead, Eddie starts to wonder if it hurt. The procedure behind the photo; the act of being marked up so irrefutably.

    Buck reacts to Eddie’s thumbs up message with a thumbs down.

    Buck: I just accidentally sexted you dude
    Don’t 👍👍👍👍 me

    Or: Eddie receives an unintended photo. Then he bites some thighs about it.

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    14 Jun 2026

  5. Rec *

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    “You can’t really make yourself come untouched,” Eddie scoffs, hands impatiently finding the notch of his hips, eyebrows hitching up in bewilderment. When Buck is too silent for too long, Eddie adds, “can you?”

    And Buck just— smirks, ducking his head away bashfully, pink tongue poking out through perfect teeth. Eddie flushes violently at the boyish grin, warmth and goosebumps flooding his skin like the spread of a wildfire. Wild, untamed and dangerous.

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