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Margot has never known what it’s like to have everything she wants, but those smart little letters so black on a sea of white paper, XY, means she’s about to find out. She watches the doctor flip out the stirrups and her wife settle into them and lets the acetic sting of the OB/GYN office sit heavily in her nostrils. She imagines herself there and her throat burns with bile and the world goes black at the edges until she reminds herself to breathe through the shimmering bursts of rainbow static. Shame creeps in, shadow-footed next to it, as she traces the efficiency of gloved hands, the careful press of a palm to one slender thigh, attentive and competent.
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Margot has a latent medical kink and also a lot of medical trauma, and with a wife who is a doctor, there's only one way to work through that.
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- Part 3 of undone, undress
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09 Jul 2026
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Alana knew what it looked like when a girl burned alive. She hadn’t known Georgia Madchen personally, haunting her own life and sloughing off bloodless skin by the ream, but she’d seen the way Will watched her obliquely from the doorway. A hyperbaric Sleeping Beauty in her glass coffin, not Joan of Arc fixing her gaze on a crucifix’s bleeding brow as her fat spat and liquified, as her eyes went runny. Georgia had died for the crime of getting better, for remembering, for being the recipient of the kind of tenderness from Will that made Abigail Hobbs go sharp-eyed and fawn-still.
Alana was starting to understand that she nearly died for the same reasons, blinking away the retinal burn image of Abigail with her watery mouth and whites of her eyes glossy. Scared.
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A series of snapshots of Alana and Margot growing closer together over the course of Season 3A.
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- Part 1 of undone, undress
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08 Jul 2026
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Will gets to his unsteady feet, shoulder knocking into Hannibal’s as he draws closer, and wryly murmurs, “She’s under the impression I’m going to seize at home where no one can find me.”
His elbows and knees throb unhappily when he stands, joints hot and grinding together. Hannibal catches him at the bicep, hand softening to his elbow as Will finds his balance. Even through his coat, the light touch stings his overexposed skin. He smells like his office—paper, leather, the vague chalky smell of old plaster, the warmth of an old fireplace gently used. Will wants to close his eyes to it, and imagine the quiet low light of the red walls on the backs of them.
Hannibal leans in, eyes shining and conspiratorial, and says kindly, “She’s not wrong.”
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Brief canon divergence at the beginning of s1ep12, Relèves: if Will had been released from the hospital before Georgia was burned alive, and needed someone to make sure he didn’t continue to seize his first night back at home.
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08 Jul 2026
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Eyes lidded, Will imagines it—Hannibal pressing him out, wider, open, going and going until he can split up the middle, too. Maybe Hannibal would tend Will’s face between his hands as he did it, delicate and cradling and skimming over the sharp arc of cheekbones while imagining the fine openwork spread of bone lurking deep behind them.
Drawn and quartered, Will thinks dully. A punishment for spectacle, not taste, but he figures he’s not good to eat anyway. Gut-shots spoil the whole carcass.
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Following the events of “Mizumono” and a harrowing, weeks-long hospitalization, Will returns home. He’s managing on his own until one night, he has a visitor.
This story is likely not for the faint of heart. I have anatomical knowledge under my belt and I’m never afraid to use it.
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03 Jul 2026
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Technically, Will offers it to him twice.
“I’d wager this flannel saw the Oklahoma City Bombing, judging from the age and general tatteredness of it - a favorite of yours? Wrested from the depths of the FBI’s evidence storage?” asks Hannibal, looking over the fabric. If he is disgusted by the sheen of oil in the threads, he shows nothing of it.
Will smiles, unoffended. “Older and worse than that,” he says. “Be careful with it.”
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(Will is a selkie, and can barely tolerate being without his skin. Hannibal can't tolerate being without it at all.)
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25 Jun 2026
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isles of yours, that wait for me by Sonic_roses
Fandoms: 약한영웅 Class 1 | Weak Hero Class 1 (TV)
12 May 2026
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Five years. No warning.
Just Suho standing by the door with a bag at his feet and a look on his face Sieun has never once seen directed at him.
Sieun doesn’t understand. He was happy, he is happy, or he was, up until thirty seconds ago. He racks his brain and comes up with nothing. Not one thread he can pull that leads back to this moment.
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09 Jun 2026
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I need you right now, once I leave you I’m strung out by ahnsuho
Fandoms: 약한영웅 Class 1 | Weak Hero Class 1 (TV)
16 Apr 2025
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Suho can't get enough of Sieun—whether it be his presence or his touch, whether Sieun's far away or sitting right next to him, none of it matters; He feels starved of it and scared to lose it.
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"Behind the door, Sieun's standing there, in gray sweats and a thin t-shirt that shows so much, too much of his chest. But no– that's not what makes Suho's breath falter.
“You’re...You!” Suho gestures to his own eyes, fanning a hand over them.
“Oh…” Suho’s pouts, embarrased. “I only wear them when I’m home.”
Sieun’s fingers reach for the glasses on the bridge of his nose, just about to pull them off, sheepish, now that Suho's staring at him like that.
Suho lets out a scoff and takes Sieun by the wrist, stopping him from pulling them off. He tugs Sieun against him and leans down just enough to press his lips against Sieun's.
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06 Jun 2026
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when the going gets tough, kiss Yeon Sieun by ahnsuho
Fandoms: 약한영웅 Class 1 | Weak Hero Class 1 (TV)
21 Sep 2025
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"Suho pushes that feeling away. His free hand — the one that isn’t suddenly electrified all the way down to his forearm — goes right under Sieun's jaw; palm up, thumb brushing against Sieun's chapped bottom lip. It sends little shock-waves down Suho's fingers as he applies pressure to Sieun's jaw."
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Suho swears he's got his feelings under control around Sieun.
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06 Jun 2026
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Will loads the next screen, or at least tries to, one more hurdle appearing with questionable promise: "Use previous shipping address?" asks a checkbox, defaulted to YES. The long slash of the mark very confident that this is indeed what Will would like to do without really bothering with the nuisance of verified consent, as online shopping is inclined to do.
He sighs again in irritation. The timer in the corner keeps ticking down.
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Will Graham is an entomologist with a bad habit.
A shipping error prompts him to dive back into a few older ones.
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18 May 2026
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ask me tomorrow by Emamel
Fandoms: Wiedźmin | The Witcher - All Media Types, The Witcher (TV)
22 Jun 2020
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"Why -" he gestures expansively towards Jaskier, his lute, the forest around them, his swords now strapped to Roach "- are you doing this?"
A bard seeking fortune wouldn't watch Geralt across the fire with eyes half-full of tears that he didn't bother to blink away. An artist looking for a muse wouldn't press close, desperately close, against Geralt's side until he finally gave in and turned his head. A young man after a quick fuck wouldn't grip Geralt to him hard enough to bruise even a witcher.
The way Jaskier looks at Geralt makes him think he should know the answer already, but he doesn't, he doesn't.
"Because I know you," he says at last. "Because I have known you. Because I will know you. Isn't that enough?"
(One day, Geralt will understand that it was the closest thing Jaskier will ever have to a goodbye, and it's enough, it's enough.)
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13 May 2026
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Gasoline by hijinks_n_lowjinks
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime & Manga)
02 May 2026
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Fushiguro Megumi is a poacher; a lethally trained hunter working to capture the last dregs of humanity to feed his vampiric clients and keep his sister safe. Megumi assumes that he will be hunting down his own kind for the end of his days until coven leader, Mahito, makes him an offer he can't refuse:
A man named Itadori Yuuji has fled the chains of the coven to try and disappear into the wilds of Japan, stealing an important vampiric relic in his escape. Megumi must find Itadori and return him to the coven alive, using whatever means necessary to gain his trust. Should Megumi fulfill their contract, he and his sister will receive full immunity from vampire-kind as they walk away from their dealings. One final contract.
But when Megumi does make contact with Itadori, he finds that doing his job comes with more complications than expected.
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03 Apr 2026
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He can imagine the sight clear as day: patrol agents have the car surrounded. Sniffer dogs are snarling and chomping at him. Mickey’s loaded gun is in the glove compartment. Neither of them reach for it. But someone pulls a trigger, and there’s no glass to separate Ian from the blood this time.
In reality, Ian’s not in the car. The gate lifts, and Mickey passes over.
Losing Mickey is a practiced ritual at this point, as is losing Monica, but Ian doesn’t know how to wrap his mind around losing both forever at the same time. Mickey to “heaven,” Monica to Heaven.
Ian hopes they’re both in heaven, at least.
ian, religion, and bipolar disorder, a character study.
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31 Mar 2026
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i'll make the moon shine (just for your view) by deathtailonline for InsomniWillow
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
30 Dec 2025
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A lifetime of knowing one another hasn't exactly made him shy toward touch, but neither of them had much interest in it before, and Yoshiki himself does not come from a family or household in which the brush of fingers through his hair or the wet press of a kiss to his forehead was commonplace. Even with Hikaru, who clasped shoulders and slapped backs and bumped hips like it was going out of style, they were more reserved in their interactions — as if a decade was still not enough time to expose their softest bits.
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in which yoshiki reaches into the abyss and the abyss reaches back.
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08 Mar 2026
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Occupied (By You) by Abstractvt
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
15 Mar 2026
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Katsuki has perfected the art of avoiding Izuku Midoriya. Unfortunately, he can’t avoid his own apartment.
A mission assigns Izuku to live with him “temporarily”, and Katsuki is left wondering how long he can keep his heart from giving him away.
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23 Feb 2026
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never wanted love (but now it's come undone) by okwallman
Fandoms: 집이 없어 | No Home (Webcomic)
26 May 2023
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Haejoon is trembling like a leaf under his palm, and his lips are wobbling like he’s about to break into tears in the middle of his sleep. It’s a fitful rest, one where Eunyoung thinks he might shoot up from the bed in panic any second.
Eunyoung knows how to deal with a violent Haejoon. He knows how to deal with a worried Haejoon. He decidedly does not know how to deal with a crying, nightmare-having Haejoon.
Alternatively, Haejoon has a fever and Eunyoung comes to a realization.
(What happens after chapter 62 of the webtoon, where Haejoon was sick.)Bookmarked by Varzel
20 Feb 2026
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He pushed his way through the rickety hallway, shoving open the basement door and taking the steps two at a time. Only to freeze at the bottom, breath catching in his throat.
They'd hung his brother from a noose.
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20 Feb 2026
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Shear Fracture, and Other Ways to Break by anodymalion
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
24 Jan 2026
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The problem, Hikaru decides, is that Yoshiki is kind of a wimp. Yoshiki's gotten away with it for all these years because he's always been taller than the rest of them; no one's picking him out as an easy target at first glance. But if you know how to sniff these things out - and Hikaru does - Yoshiki's got that unmistakable wounded-animal quality to him, like a deer limping just a bit as it moves through the herd. The sort of guy you can't help but want to push around a little, just to see how far he'll let you take it.
Hikaru doesn't like that other people might be starting to see it, too.
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20 Feb 2026
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Is it worse, this knowing? by ddmm
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
14 Jan 2026
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Beside him ‘Hikaru’ shivers and Yoshiki wonders if maybe he’s getting sick. Can he get sick?
“Need to get closer,” ‘Hikaru’ mumbles against his skin, “you don’t mind, do ya?"
Mixing goes too far.
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20 Feb 2026
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Haejoon suddenly texted Eunyung that he wants to drop out of university, which left Eunyung shell-shocked after seeing it. He has no idea why this could even be an option, especially for someone as stuck and rigid—responsible as Haejoon.
He needs to find out immediately.
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Eunyung helps Haejoon with harassment issues (kinda)
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16 Feb 2026
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all of this turbulence wasn't forecasted by lavenderhatchet13
Fandoms: Chainsaw Man (Manga), Chainsaw Man (Anime)
22 Jul 2022
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Slowly, Kobeni untangles her fingers from one another, and links them around Power’s instead. Her palm is slicked with sweat, slimy and slippery in Power’s, but for some reason it doesn’t gross her out as much as it should. It feels natural, a manifestation of her innermost feelings that she’s allowing Power to experience as well. Wrapping her fingers around her wrist, she can feel the thrumming of her heartbeat in her veins, too-fast and fluttery under her skin. She presses down harder, so that the lines of her fingers carve red streaks into her arm, leaving ghost-white imprints when she pulls them away.
“Thank you,” she says, quietly, and the gleam in her eyes shines from so deeply within her so that Power has to look away.
Power has the unfortunate luck to be seated next to Kobeni on a plane ride, much to her initial disappointment, but once she gets to talking with her, it turns out she's really not as irritating as she seems. In fact, she might even be kind of cute.
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15 Feb 2026