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  1. Public Bookmark 1

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    The show's been on hiatus for eleven months and the fandom has mostly gone insane. Shane spends his days transcribing other people's medical disasters and his nights writing thousands of words about two men who love each other in ways the script will never admit to.

    He thought he had a firm grip on his own style. Then a commenter with a zero in their username starts pointing out things about his writing that Shane didn't know were there.

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    28 Jul 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 78

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    After being unceremoniously outed as bisexual and traded to the Ottawa Centaurs, Ilya Rozanov cements his legacy as a hockey legend and queer icon and is invited to be The Bachelor's newest leading man on the show's very first mixed-gender season. Enter Shane Hollander, the Golden Boy Who Never Was after an injury knocked him out of contention for the NHL draft.

    Is this their second chance at a love story for the ages, or the universe reuniting them after destiny was simply put on hold?

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    27 Jul 2026

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    @ russianbear clove 

     roz is so fucking funny man had two seconds to process and he spent them thinking about how to get that ass

    @ icemenace Ro - he's so real

    @ shaneybugbug Libby - oh he's been WAITING for this 

    @ iwant81 Abbie - he was so obviously joking oh my god 

    @ russianbear clove  - ummmm i don't think so

    @ iwant81 Abbie - rozanov likes girls english just isn't his first language so he accidentally made it look like something you freaks are taking advantage of

    @ russianbear clove - so he's joking or it was an accident??? Istg at least chose one

     

    or - Shane Hollander comes out and Ilya loses his mind

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    07 Apr 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 65

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    @rozyroz: CUTE BOY'S BIRTHDAY IS TODAY ?!!?
    @troybarrett17: who is cute boy??
    @rozyroz: me
    @troybarrett17: 🤨🤨🤨

    Or: A social media fic where Ilya has a crush on his best friend's girlfriend's best friend and finds out it's his birthday

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    27 Jul 2026

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    Shane has never gone this far.
    He’s been waiting, building confidence, studying.
    He feels like now is the right time, it’s been long enough, he’s a regular now, and hopes that XxBearyaxX will be comfortable talking to him privately.

    Montreal1410- $5000, private show request. Send the request now?

    Shane clicks yes without thinking or even typing a message and shuts the laptop screen even though the stream isn’t over, so he can pace the room and think about what he just did while nervously waiting for an answer. He can’t stand the thought of seeing the screen while waiting for a rejection or acceptance.

    Within seconds, a notification dings on his phone.

    XxBearyaxX has accepted your request.

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    Or: Ilya is a camboy. Shane is an anonymous viewer who is obsessed with him.

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    27 Jul 2026

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