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  1. Rec 71

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    Ilya spent most of his life believing love was something he had to earn.

    Shane spends years showing him that it never was.

    Five moments where Shane loves Ilya in all the quiet ways that matter, and one moment where Ilya finally understands that, piece by piece, he was never as broken as he thought he was.

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    05 Jul 2026

  2. Rec 6

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    Click here to try wether your siteskin automatically flags ai text or not!

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    01 Jul 2026

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    “Shane—“ David eases.

    “—dad, tell me Ilya isn’t the prettiest person to ever exist?” He slurs, and looks up at him with those stupid eyes that he got from Yuna. The ones that convey discipline and planning one moment and then softness and heartbreak the next.

    “He’s very pretty, monkey.” David says. He looks up at Yuna. “When does he tell you that you’re pretty?” He asks.

    “All the timeeee.” Shane says with glee. “I hate it when people say that, but Ilya… Ilya says I’m pretty and I like it.” He takes the effort to sit up on the sofa, as if he’s suddenly become awfully serious, and states “I’m gonna marry him. My pretty boy.”

    He collapses back down and falls straight back to sleep.

     

    Or shane has his wisdom teeth taken out. High Shane is very funny. David also gains a second son.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    A private conversation between Shane and Rose goes viral. No, not that one. Another one. One about unrequited love, undiagnosed autism, and a preference for submission. The fallout will be impossible to handle. Especially because Ilya Rozanov probably saw the entire thing.

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    27 Jun 2026

  5. Rec 10

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    A private conversation between Shane and Rose goes viral. No, not that one. Another one. One about unrequited love, undiagnosed autism, and a preference for submission. The fallout will be impossible to handle. Especially because Ilya Rozanov probably saw the entire thing.

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    27 Jun 2026

  6. Rec 5

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    Miles panicked. She didn’t understand what was happening. “... Stripes?” Franziska walked over to him sitting on the bed with a damp towel in her hand. “Yes, your stripes! My friend Lucy said that her mother has them, and they bleed when she doesn’t take care of them!” Miles winced as she cleaned his wounds. “Yes… I haven’t taken good care of my stripes lately. I… don’t like them.”

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    26 Jun 2026

  7. Rec 12

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    SPOILERS FOR CHAPTER 5’S ENTIRETY. EVEN POST DARK WORLD.

    If the flowers made it to Castle Town, somehow.

    Blue wants to have a talk with Yellow, because he’s worried.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    “Ilya, you don’t actually want to watch these, I promise. They’re just boring old kiddy games.”

    Ilya blinks. “Shane. Are you trying to tell me that I will not like something because it is ‘boring’? I think we have plenty of evidence that this is simply not true, no?”

    Shane fixes him with his most withering glare. “Well, if I’m calling something boring, imagine how boring it actually is.”

    “I know you are trying to trick me, Hollander,” Ilya states, raising a single brow. “But you will not deny me my right as your husband to see baby Shane in his tiny little skates.”

    Or: Shane and Ilya watch some of Shane’s old home movies. It leads to a few revelations.

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    26 Jun 2026

  9. Rec 17

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    Troy Barrett has always believed jealousy is for insecure people.
    Then a barista smiles at Harris a little too warmly, leans a little too close, and suddenly Troy can’t stop thinking about all the ways love can go wrong.

    Or: Harris is sunshine incarnate, Troy is trying very hard not to spiral, and unresolved trauma turns a simple coffee run into an emotional crisis.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Looking across the room to where Troy is on the floor playing with Chiron, Harris starts flailing his arms under the table in the other man’s general direction. He attempts to do this in a manner that won’t alert Ilya, though it probably looks absolutely insane to Troy, who remains oblivious to his distress and need for another set of eyes on this Zoom situation.

    “So you like the idea?” he asks.

    “Not bad. Maybe call it Quaran-team with the Cens?” Ilya floats.

    He continues somehow, and with great effort, to spitball names for the initiative while watching the half-naked guy behind Ilya move through an incredibly acrobatic yoga routine, head remaining just off camera.

    **The pandemic sucks. It raises Shane’s anxiety through the roof, but it also lends him a new point of view, a small existential crisis, if you will… life is too short to keep hiding his love for Ilya. So Shane and Ilya decide to just screw it and be less uptight about protecting their secret. They’re in lockdown anyway, what could happen? Or, five times Shane and Ilya have a Zoom mishap, and one time it’s not accidental at all.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    The internet has decided that Ilya Rozanov is absolutely, definitely, 100% banging a Hollander.

    They’ve got photo evidence. Multiple sightings. Instagram stories from the same café. The man stayed OVERNIGHT at the Hollander residence.

    It’s the most legendary power move in NHL history: seduce your rival’s hot mom to assert dominance. There’s just one tiny problem with this theory. Ilya’s fucking a Hollander, all right. Just … not that one.

    Or in which Ilya’s boyfriend's mother keeps adopting him, the internet keeps assuming the worst, and Shane Hollander is having the worst month of his entire life. At least until he does something that breaks hockey forever.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Ilya refuses to cancel dinner with Shane's parents, terrified that showing weakness will make them think he is lazy, broken, or a disappointment. But when a severe depressive episode causes his hands to shake, he accidentally drops a crystal water glass.

    The sound of the shattering glass triggers a violent childhood trauma, sending Ilya into a full-blown, terrifying panic attack on the dining room floor as he frantically tries to clean up the mess before he gets hit.

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    11 Jun 2026

  13. Rec 7

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    When Barok, delirious from fever, mistakes Kazuma for his brother, Kazuma thinks it's harmless enough to pretend to be him.

    It didn't occur to him that there are things Barok might say to Klint that he wouldn't want Kazuma to hear.

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    08 Jun 2026

  14. Rec 67

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    “What’s his name?” Yuna asks.

    “Ilya,” he says. A second later, as if they might be confused, he stumbles out, “The, um-” He barely stops himself from saying, ‘the one from hockey?’ like a buffoon. “Rozanov.”

    (or: david sees shane with a man at the cottage, but doesn't quite see who. shane tries coming out on his own.)

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Yuna is plan B, it dawns on Troy. When Shane realised he couldn't do anything, he called his Mom. 

    Weiber grunts. “You know your son is in New York doing some promo thing he couldn't get out of, apparently, instead of practice.” His tone indicates that he doesn't really care though. 

    “Of course. I organised it.” Yuna snorts. “But I'm here for my favourite son.” 

    -/-/-/-/-/-

    Ilya is sick. None of the Centaurs really know what to do. Thank god for Mama Hollander.

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    28 May 2026

  16. Rec 86

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    “Are you ever angry?” Scott asks.

    Every day.

    “About what?” Shane says. “The leaked video? The reactions? The commissioner of the NHL trying to shove us back into the closet? About the fact that all of you -” He vaguely gestures towards Scott and then to the table in the back where it seems like Harris is currently trying to take a selfie with everyone. “- got to come out on your own terms?”

    Shane visits the Kingfisher for the first time. It doesn't go as planned.

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    26 May 2026

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    25 May 2026

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    “Rozanov,” Crowell begins, his voice finally dropping its casual flair. He snorts out something like a laugh. “Is Hollander blackmailing you?”

    “What?” Shane says to his muted phone at the same time Ilya says “Excuse me?”

    “A charity really?” Crowell huffs like this was a joke. Shane feels his blood go cold as he realizes this isn’t a friendly little meeting.
    Crowell lets out a soft hum, and Shane can hear his chair creek like he’s leaning forward. “Ilya level with me, you’re a bad person.”

    No. No! No!

    or: Crowell tells Ilya he can't start the Irina Foundation because it messes with his 'Bad Boy' persona. Too bad Shane Hollander is listening in on his phone and disagrees.

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    25 May 2026

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    “Did, uh,” Frankie starts. She sounds faint. “Did you just say your boyfriend?”

    Ilya’s stomach drops. Oh. Oh, fuck.

    He doesn’t know what his face does. There will probably be pictures of this moment all over the internet by tomorrow morning. He doubts it’s flattering, considering there’s a non-zero chance he’s going to throw up all over the microphone.

    Ilya scrambles. Too tired, too shocked at his own brain’s betrayal to know how to fix this. “Blyat,” he spits. Then he laughs, and even he can hear that it sounds more wild than genuine. “English language is hard, yes? I meant my boys, my boys who are my friends. The Centaurs, yes? They are all my boy friends.”

    OR

    Ilya Rozanov has a no-good, very bad two days and accidentally outs himself. He's not having a great time.

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    25 May 2026

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    “Okay,” Ilya says. His thumb restarts its soothing. “Then say it all wrong, and I will understand anyway.”

    So Shane tries, reaches out and hopes for Ilya to reach back. “My first year with the Metros wasn’t… great. I mean, I played great hockey, but those first few years, the room wasn’t…"

    “Room wasn’t great,” Ilya repeats. “What does this mean? Not great like calling you slurs? Not great like hazing?”

    Shane stiffens, then forcibly relaxes. He tries to make his voice light, “A little, uh. A little of both, I guess.”

    OR

    Shane's metric for a normal locker room is skewed. Ilya (and the Centaurs) are happy to help.

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    25 May 2026

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