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    Ilya pivots smoothly and turns towards Shane, raising one dark eyebrow.

    If you're horny, let's do it
    Ride it, my pony
    My saddle's waitin'
    Come and jump on it

    His jacket comes off next, and he drops it carelessly on the floor. The tank comes off, slow and sensual, as if his body is fighting him to keep it on. It doesn't drop to the floor. This time, Ilya hurls it across the bed.

    Shane laughs despite himself as he catches it, resists the hysterical urge to sniff it and quickly tosses it aside, “You asshole, what if that hit my glasses—”

    Ilya continues undeterred, hands trailing up his chest, and Shane's breath catches, his body heating as his nerves spark to life. Ilya’s hands make their way to his curls, where he squeezes them with both hands as he thrusts his crotch up in the air.

    Shane snickers, then he falls back against his pillows as a breathless sound erupts from him again.

    Inspired by yet another tweet from @paulasoldestson. OR, Shane's ever-growing list of songs he has banned because Ilya does not know how to behave himself.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Started cackling

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    Ilya and Shane have always played the long game. Staying quiet, careful, and together, just not publicly. Not yet. Maybe not for a while. Later, they’ll have everything they want. Later, they told themselves. It was always supposed to be later. Then Ilya gets a call from Russia that changes everything.

    Within days, their carefully planned future is replaced with something much more immediate: Ilya's four-year-old niece, who needs them now, not later. Suddenly, later isn’t an option anymore.

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    Or: Alexei and his wife are in an accident, leaving their daughter orphaned. Ilya is the only family she has left, leaving him with a life-changing choice

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    01 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Will finish tomorrow it's to late and my eyes are going shit so hehehehehehe

  3. Public Bookmark 78

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    A fanfic I made about the two homophobic guys in my history class that are 100% in love.

    LINK TO THE PLAYLIST: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2XabEnMsYXGp08v5kYpyTo?si=ab598d502cb54be3

    FOLLOW MY PINTEREST: millyo9

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    29 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Omg need to read cause im doing the same but with 6 boys

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    A second, then a blur. Ilya knocking over one of the kitchen island stools to engulf Shane. His shaking frame holding Shane so tight, Shane felt himself shaking back. He could only hold on back, just as tightly.
    “Please.” Came the strangled voice by his left ear. “Please, tell me.”
    And who was Shane to ever deny a wish of Ilya Rozanov.
    “I’m signing to Ottawa. Tomorrow. If you would want to come with.”
    And then Ilya was shoving him back, holding him close to his face. “Of course. I drive. Of course I come.”
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    Shane, fed up with Montreal, signs to Ottawa before their relationship is revealed. While he doesn't plan on keeping that a secret for long, he asks Ilya to let him get to know the team first, before they come out. To maybe have a normal season. Meanwhile, the rest of the Centaurs are going crazy trying to figure out what is going on between their captain and Shane Hollander and why they keep showing up in the same car??

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    29 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I need to read but it's to late will read tomorrow

  5. Public Bookmark 59

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    Hyposensitivity, most commonly seen in autistic people, refers to decreased responsivity to sensory inputs. Those experiencing hyposensitivity have a harder time stimulating their senses than normal, which often leads to sensory-seeking behaviors.

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    5 cases where Shane had abnormal sensory responses, +1 time where he wasn't alone in it.
    A character study of Shane Hollander through the lens of autistic under-responsivity, because I firmly believe this is the case in cannon and want to depict it.

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    27 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Kinda scary how i relate to some of this