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I wanna feel guilty (I wanna feel that it's wrong) by TRaena
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
18 Jul 2026
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After retiring from the NHL, Shane Hollander simply wanted to fade from the public eye. He had never come out, never found anyone to settle down with. The closest he had ever gotten to a relationship was Ilya Rozanov, and after a terrible situation with a particular tuna based food item, that had been ruined to.
So, when Shane found himself at the wedding of one of his cousins, the last person that he had expected to find there was Rozanov himself. And he especially didn't expect his date to the wedding to be a man...
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Ilya’s hand found Shane’s shoulder just as it had found hers. It turned over Shane’s limp body just as it had turned hers over, tears of fear building up in his eyes as the body flopped over onto its back. He wanted to see Shane, but all he could see was her. All he could see were her open eyes, rolled so far up into the back of her head that he couldn’t even see the blue of her irises anymore. All he could see was haunting white, sunken in cheeks, deathly gray skin. And the vomit. Oh, the fucking vomit. It was leaking out of his mother’s mouth and down the side of her face, causing a chunk of golden blonde hair to be plastered to her cheek. It was pink and frothy, running down her neck and soaking into her nightgown and the mattress below her, and it was speckled with red. With blood. With her blood. That’s when the scream had escaped him.
(AKA: Ilya relives his mother's death when he finds Shane unresponsive. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK).
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Ilya felt his stomach churn. He had probably overdone it about six shots back, but he hadn’t thought it through at the time. All he had been thinking was about everything that he was trying to avoid thinking of: his father, his brother…Shane. All of it.
It felt like every time he opened his phone, he was assaulted with more images of Shane and Rose Landry together, and the only thing that made him able to stop thinking about it for more than two moments at a time was an amount of alcohol that would be worrying if anyone cared. But no one did. Or, no one cared enough to look past his jokes about being Russian and how he had started drinking at twelve. Which, yes, was true, but not for the reasons that people would think.
Ilya is in the club, and he is drinking too much.
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“I should kill you, you know,” the man remarked conversationally, his head tilted to the side as if he was puzzling something out.
Shane stepped back automatically, about to make a break for the door, but before he could take another step, the man was right there in front of him - standing almost nose to nose.
“Don’t you know is rude to leave mid conversation? At least you could actually try to run away properly…”
A shiver ran down his spine at just how calm the blond sounded. Truly as if this was utterly mundane, and maybe to him it was.
“What did I do to you?” Shane asked, aware of how petulant he sounded.
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“Well,” the blond drawled, “is not what you did, but what you saw.”
“Oh, I see,” he said, though truly he didn’t see at all.
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“What…what are you?”
The blond thankfully disregarded that question. “I think, Hollander,” he purred Shane’s last name in a way that made breathing a supreme effort, “you should be thinking about what I’m going to do with you instead.”
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“If you want me to get on my knees on this filthy bathroom floor and suck your dick, you will have to ask nicer than that,” Ilya added, letting his hand drop.
“Please get on your knees on this filthy bathroom floor and suck my dick. Please.”
It was the second ‘please’ that did it. Hollander had such an intoxicating mix of trepidation and arousal in his voice that Ilya’s plan to make him wait flew out of the window right then. Besides, it had been too long since he had had Hollander’s cock down his throat - he had missed it. Missed being so full.
His knees hurt with how quickly he dropped to the floor, and Hollander gasped hard. Ilya just had time to see the look of pure lust on his face before disbelief clouded it.
“This is so stupid,” he muttered.
“Door is locked,” Ilya replied, already reaching for Hollander’s belt. “And you asked for it.”
AKA: the second instalment of the bottom!Ilya series
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- Part 2 of Bottom!Ilya
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It's all Canadian Vodka's fault by FriPie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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In the early hours of Saturday, the Hockey world was ablaze with the news that Ilya Rozanov was dead. Killed in a tragic car accident leaving behind a slew of devastated fans and a grieving husband still reeling in shock.
The news also came as an incredible shock to Ilya when he awoke that same day, hungover and bleary, but very much alive.
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22 Mar 2026
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6 Feet Apart by Squeakyshroom
Fandoms: Tiny Meat Gang (Band), Real Person Fiction, Video Blogging RPF
27 Apr 2020
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“So....two bro’s...quarantined together,” Cody starts off the podcast.
“6 feet apart tryna keep their social distance,” Noel finishes, and they both laugh.
(OR: The quarantine!AU where Cody basically becomes Noel’s GF.)
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22 Oct 2022
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Ian & Mickey in season 11 when they reminisce about their past; specifically in the bonus episode of daddy issues. They had an argument that started with Ian saying his heart was 87% Mickey’s. Mickey doesn’t accept that and soon begins their back and forth insults. MIckey goes off on Ian’s bi-polar behaviours which upsets Ian. Ian says “I wish I never met you '' and Mickey says “me either” both leave the Gallagher home.
Ian then gets thrown into a quantum shift into an alternate universe where Mickey and Ian never got together. Ian finds himself looking physically different, in a psych ward with no Mickey existing in his life.
This got away from me and what I originally wanted to do but I hope it makes sense. It is canon but sightly an AU. This is for Day 1 and Day 2 of Gallavich Week. I am a little behind due to personal issues, but I really wanted to participate. This fic has no beta so I apologize in advance for my mistakes.
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14 Jun 2022
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Dean Winchester is a serial killer, with a strange moral code. Castiel is a boring college student with multitudes of crippling anxieties and disorders. When Castiel becomes Dean's hostage will they discover they aren't so different after all? Destiel.
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15 Jan 2016
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As Rimmer and Lister soon learns, having sex rarely solves any problems, nor is it a magic wand that establishes relationships. It's rather good, though, and Lister, for one, would like to keep having it. Unfortunately, there is Kryten's fear of abandonment and Rimmer's neuroses to consider...
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- Part 2 of Catcall/Understanding Series
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16 May 2015