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Felix had always tried his best. He’d been a good friend, a hard worker and adored his quiet little life. So when a diagnosis strips his remaining time down to months, he finds that his only regret is never having found ‘the one’. Who could have guessed that perhaps the reason he hadn’t found him was because he’d been hiding in hell all along?
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Felix, a man on a path to become an angel, is assigned a very attractive, very entertaining demon.
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09 Jul 2026
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He tries hard not to think of Felix.
He’s just this untouchable thing, sometimes. Like all of Chan’s hopes and dreams condensed into a ball of sunshine and bleach-blonde hair.
Felix is just the whole world, really, and Chan isn’t sure what to do with that.
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10 Jun 2026
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"The guy talking to your boyfriend. Who is he?"
Jisung follows Felix's line of sight to the bar, where Minho is chatting up the other bartender.
"Oh," Jisung says. "That's Chan-hyung! He's Lino-hyung's roommate."
"Oh…" Felix distractedly chews the straw in his soda, trying not to stare too obviously at him. "Is he new here or something? I've never seen him here before."
And Felix would definitely remember a guy like that. He's—well.
Hot, is the first word he thinks, adamantly trying to ignore the scornful voice in the back of his mind that sounds a lot like his stepfather. He swallows his guilt and tilts his head down, sneakily observing the guy from under his bangs.
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Wherein virginal Felix meets hot, older bartender Chan, and gets the opportunity to discover himself, explore his sexuality, and fall in love, all while trying to break free of his family's religious shackles.
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31 May 2026
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The truth is that Felix can’t say that Chris is everything he’s been missing, because he’s never had a Dom like Chris, and Felix likes it so much he could cry. He does cry, in a way he has never reached without pain before, just from the sheer, overwhelming pleasure of it all. These tears are more than capitulation, more than surrender, there’s a dazzling, cleansing purity to the tears he cries for Chris. These tears crack him open like a geode, his glittering insides exposed. And Chris loves it.
“You’re so pretty like this,” He croons. “So pretty with tears running down your face and my cock in your mouth.”OR
This job is just a way to keep the promise Felix made when he left Sydney: never to give his submission to a Dom who doesn't deserve it. Felix is too smart to fall in love with a straight guy, even one who calls him beautiful inside and out of dynamic. But can he keep giving Chris his submission without giving Chris his heart?
"You were made for me." Chris has never meant it the way he does with Felix. A longtime pro-Dom, he's never had trouble keeping his job and his personal life separate. But Chris can't escape the feeling that Felix belongs to him, even after their scenes have ended...
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- Part 1 of Hit List Escorts AU
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14 May 2026
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“Oh you should have seen your face!” Felix gasps out, tears in his eyes that he wipes away with his sweater paw, cheeks blushing with amusement and he’s so gorgeous. He leans forward to place a comforting hand on Hyunjin’s thigh, rubbing it a little as he slowly stops laughing. “I’m sorry, I just had to. I obviously know you’re not sleeping with Chan.”
“Jesus,” Hyunjin sighs, pointedly pressing a hand to his chest as he shakes his head slowly to push down the last of the panic. “You’re insane, I would never!”
But that’s a lie. And it’s all Felix’s fault.
OR; Felix asks about their filthy songs, and Hyunjin can't tell Felix the only reason he and Chan have anything pornographic in common is because they both have unrequited feelings for him.
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19 Mar 2026
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The car accident wasn't where it all started, but it is where it all started falling apart. When Felix's car is hit leaving the Fan Meet in February, it's worse than JYP let on and worse than Felix tells the other members. Relationships with those he was once closest to are already frayed, and he can't add new reasons for them to turn away from him.
Plagued by self doubt and a deep-seated fear of falling behind, Felix struggles to recover from the accident and to cover up what happened to him afterwards - when he was hurt in a way that haunts him every time he manages to fall asleep through the pain in his back. His brothers will never look at him the same if they know. They'll never call him Sunshine again. He'll never close the distance between himself and Hyunjin if they find out how broken he really is.
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- Part 1 of IAFD Collection
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17 Feb 2026
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Hyunjin tilts his head slightly, his expression unreadable but his tone clipped, precise. “I was in my room,” he says, “and the whole place was hit with distress pheromones.” His eyes slide toward Felix again, and the weight of that attention feels like gravity, inevitable, impossible to hide from.
Chan’s frown deepens, confusion cutting through the calm. “It wasn’t that strong,” he says. “The scent didn’t leave the kitchen.”
“Then you should probably check your ventilation system,” Hyunjin replies quietly, gaze still fixed on Felix. “Because it did.”
Felix blinks at him, disbelief tripping through his system. Of course, Hyunjin would notice. Of course, he’d be the one to feel it.The Integration Program said, “Learn to cooperate across secondary genders.” Haus 07 heard: “Bond emotionally, break several rules, fall in love, and make absolutely zero responsible decisions.”
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25 Jan 2026
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There's a terrible moment of silence once Chan finishes explaining their plan. Felix considers making a run for the door, but one of the members would probably tackle him first.
“So we’re not going with my plan to call Dispatch and make out with one of my friends outside?” Changbin asks, pouting a little. “I have a make-out boy on speed dial.”
“You still use speed dial?” Minho asks. “Are you my dongsaeng or what?”
After agreeing to a company-mandated romantic relationship for the cameras, Felix is forced to reexamine some long-held beliefs about his feelings for Chan.
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19 Nov 2025
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“Felix of Stray Kids and MMA fighter Kota Miura, is romance in the air?” His manager reads aloud, peering a the two over his laptop. “We… want to capitalize on this. We want you two to fake date for a few months. This article alone generated loads of attention and sales for both Stray Kids and Rizin”
Felix felt the boy beside him tense up, fists balled in his lap. He glanced over to see a bright red flush covering his neck and cheeks. Felix leaned his head back and laughed.
“Oh you’re serious?”
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Fake Dating trope fic for Kotalix (Lee Felix and Kota Miura). I love this ship and had to run with it. This is an all-around little-bit-of-everything getting together fic set in reality. AKA what I wish would have happened when the tabloids about them were published.
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08 Nov 2025
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He looked up to find Chan watching him. Not his face, but his hands. His gaze was intense, focused. The air in the garage grew thick, hard to breathe.
Chan’s eyes lifted, slowly, to meet Felix’s. The flat assessment was gone, replaced by something darker, more complex. A raw, undisguised hunger.
"You're getting dirty," Chan said, his voice a low gravel that vibrated in the space between them.
Felix’s heart hammered against his ribs. He didn't look away. "I know."
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a pretty city boy and a silent mechanic meet in the deserts of arizona.
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31 Oct 2025
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Chan is a good pack alpha, he is. He’s kind and understanding. He’s always in control. That is, until Felix presents late and sends him into a frenzy.
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28 Oct 2025
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It’s desperation that drives Felix to place himself at the mercy of someone he has no right to expect kindness from. Six months on the street with his funds running low, if one of his father’s men doesn’t kill him then the oncoming winter will. Going to Chan is a decided risk, he might put a bullet in Felix's skull instead of taking on the job he's offering, but— well. At least that death will be quick.
But Chan doesn’t kill him. He gives Felix shelter, gives him a home. And Felix finds himself in way too deep with a man who doesn’t even fully know who he’s falling for.
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- Part 1 of the blood on your lies
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16 Oct 2025
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"I should make him jealous," Wooyoung announces. "That always works, right?"
Felix can't help but huff a laugh. “You know that might just hurt his feelings, right? You don’t think he’ll sulk if he suspects you’d rather do something with someone else?”
“Honey, he’s a fucking alpha,” Wooyoung emphasizes, waving his emptied shot glass around like he was giving a free-of-charge Alpha Behavior 101 lecture. “They’re territorial as fuck. What do you think he’s gonna wanna do if our bond gets threatened? Establish it harder! All he’s gotta do is claim me at that point, then he’ll know it can never happen again!”
Felix fights the urge to scoff. This party, in his humble opinion, could not get any wilder.. right?
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Felix's best friend, a fellow omega, hatches a plan to seduce his alpha into claiming him via jealousy, because.. pissing off an alpha is a totally sensible idea. It gets worse when Felix realizes he has to be complicit.
Worse yet, the plan actually works.
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15 Oct 2025
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A hand gripped his jaw, forcing his face upward. Through the haze of pain and tears, Felix saw the man who had slapped him. His mask was gone, revealing a cruel smirk that made Felix’s stomach churn.
“Look at you,” the man sneered, his voice dripping with disdain. His grip on Felix’s jaw tightened painfully. “Looking like that and wondering why people treat you like this.”
Felix’s chest tightened, nausea washing over him as the man leaned in closer.
“You want to look like a girl?” he mocked, his breath hot and vile against Felix’s face. “Then we’ll treat you like one.”
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03 Oct 2025
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“Okay, let’s run it again,” Chan calls. The music switches back on. The bass feels too harsh now, and it pounds in Felix’s skull. He feels a headache coming on. Everything’s happening too fast.
He tries to let the rhythm fill his bones. He tries to ignore the tremor in his limbs.
His hands don’t shake again. They don’t.
or; Felix is alone the first time he faints.
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28 Sep 2025
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Felix and Changbin mark the end of the Maniac Encore Tour in the way only they can.
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24 Sep 2025
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Last drinks for the patron saint of bleeding hearts by pushdragon
Fandoms: Inception (2010)
28 Jan 2019
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Never again, they tell him. Eames can never go down into another dream, unless he wants to stay there forever. He does his best to walk away.
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27 Aug 2025
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It’s not that it’s not dangerous down there, but at least when you're down there, there are rules to keep you safe. Watch your depth. Check your air. Safety stop: five meters, three minutes, just in case. Don’t taunt the wildlife. Stay with your buddy. And above all else, don’t ever hold your fucking breath. If you follow the rules, you live.
On the surface, there are so many more variables. There are so many unforeseen circumstances. Drunk drivers, carbon monoxide leaks, Russian aerospace conglomerates and incompetent coworkers, Arthur standing there on the resort’s dock glaring at you as you climb out of the water.
Eames moves to a tropical island. Arthur is afraid of the ocean.
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25 Aug 2025
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Eames is smarter than Arthur thinks. Arthur is smarter than Eames gives him credit for.
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27 Jul 2025
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Being stuck in an airport due to adverse weather conditions is not Arthur’s idea of a good time, but there are definitely worse things than being stuck there with Eames.
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26 Jul 2025