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    “Shane?” Ilya flushes with guilt. “Was just a joke. You do not look fat at all.” He smooths his thumbs anxiously over Shane’s hipbones, silently cursing his stupid mouth.

    Shane shakes his head, clearing his throat as he blinks back to himself. “No, I know,” he says. “I was just thinking… Never mind. It’s stupid.”

    “Tell me.”

    “Well,” Shane’s hand taps rapidly on his own hip, “what if, one day, I am. Fat, I mean.”

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    05 Jul 2026

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    “I’ll make you a deal then.” Shane arched an eyebrow, and Ilya continued, “If by my 23rd birthday, you are still a virgin, I’ll have sex with you.”

    Shane spluttered, swinging his feet out of Ilya’s lap as he sat up. He knew he must look insane, eyes wipe and mouth gaping, but Ilya could not have just said what Shane thought he said.

    “Are you insane?”

    “Well, yes, but that’s besides the point.” Shane couldn’t help his bark of laughter despite his heart still hammering a hole through his chest. “We trust each other. It gives you time to find your own experiences, but if not, well, you know I’ll take care of you.”

    “I–,” Shane started, not sure how to process this new information. That Ilya would even want to have sex with him. He needed to say no - fuck no - because then their relationship would change and Ilya was the one thing that had been constant for most of his life. He couldn’t possibly. He needed to say no, but instead he found himself saying, “Sure.”

    or; if shane is still virgin at 23, ilya will take his virginity. spoiler alert: he is

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    20 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 87

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    It wasn’t a word that Mel would personally have come up with, but Trinity had a name for what Langdon had turned into after his divorce. 

    Fuckboy. 

    As Mel sat across from Frank at a dim sum and noodle restaurant down the street from the hospital, a place that at some point had become their restaurant, listening to Frank recount the details of his latest hook-up, Mel couldn’t help but turn the word over in her mind. 

    “She gave surprisingly good head,” Frank said, between bites of a dumpling. “Oral wasn’t really something Abby and I had done in years. If we had sex at all it was sort of perfunctory missionary to reset the clock. God. I missed blow-jobs.”

     

    “Well. I’m glad it went well. Getting your needs met is important,” was all Mel could manage. Truthfully, hearing the details of Frank’s escapades generally turned her stomach, but there was so much more to their friendship she loved that made swallowing this particular notch in her throat worth it. 

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Comic book nerd and longtime fan of The Away Team (TAT), Shane Hollander, finally gets the chance to see his favorite rising punk band in person! But when a small mishap leads to him coming face to face with his favorite band member, their bassist and song writer, Ilya Rozanov, everything changes for him.

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    18 May 2026

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    “…You want to?” he asks.

    Shane blinks. “What?”

    “Kiss someone.”

    The question makes Shane’s brain short circuit.

    Shane swallows. “I mean—yeah.”

    “Then why haven’t you?”

    “I don’t know.” Shane shrugs again, shoulders tight. “Timing. People. It’s just… not something I think about like that.”

    That’s not entirely true.

    He does think about it. Just in a different way. Abstractly. Like something other people do, but not he himself.

    Ilya watches him for a long moment.

    “I could show you.”

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    17 Apr 2026