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  1. Public Bookmark 44

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    And Ilya just knew, at some point, deep in his chest, in his soul, that he would end up inheriting his father's disease, too. It wasn't enough to just have his mother's.

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    06 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    Scott from 2014 to 2017, as he finds, falls in love (and bed) with, and almost loses Kip - while struggling to come out and be his full, authentic self.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    A lot can happen in six months of no contact. For Ilya, it was vodka, distractions, and pretending he didn't care. For Shane... well, Ilya is about to find out. They’re supposed to just present an award and get it over with, but one look backstage is all it takes to completely wreck Ilya's carefully built denial.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    His head ricochets off the plexiglass so hard, his helmet visor cracks and he crumples to the ice, unmoving…

    The crowd gasps as Shane heaves and the medic that was directly in front of him quickly moves aside as he vomits onto the rink. Ilya’s blood runs cold as he watches.

    It turns to ice when Shane starts convulsing.

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    The hit from Marlow was more than a concussion and a collarbone fracture. Ilya now has to learn how he can best support Shane, right under David and Yuna’s noses.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    “Did I do something wrong?”

    “No. No, Hollander,” Ilya coughed, eyes flitting around the room. “Is just– Is too much.”

    “This is… too much?” Shane repeated slowly, incredulously. “We see each other maybe once a month. Less, even.”

    “No. Is not that– You are just,” Ilya swore under his breath in Russian. His accent was getting thicker, the words clunkier, in the way it always got stronger when he was frustrated or tired. Shane hated himself for recognizing it. “...too much.”

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    In the Heated Rivalry book, Ilya intends to break things off with Shane the night of the All-Star Game, but then Shane gets hurt. What if Shane never gets injured by Marlow, and Ilya really does break things off?

    (Basically, a shit ton of angst and Shane Hollander learning to love himself. There will be a happy ending!)

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    02 Jul 2026