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    He figures Ilya would be pretty surprised if he showed up to his house out of the blue. Surprised enough to be put off, probably. Shane is way too bad of a liar to think of any plausible excuse. If this is really happening, if Shane is actually by some miracle getting another shot at this, then he’s going to have to play this smart. His impatience to see Ilya again will have to be tempered. He’s not sure how time travel works, but he has the sneaking suspicion that one wrong move could unravel everything.

    Ilya is alive.

    Just the thought of it is enough to make Shane crack his first smile in a year.

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    AU in which Ilya dies in the Centaurs' plane crash. A year later, careless with grief, Shane drives his car into a blizzard and wakes up in Boston, in 2016. When faced with the opportunity to do it right this time, and keep Ilya for good, Shane knows that every decision he makes will be crucial. It's terrifying, but Ilya once told him that he's brave. Now it's up to Shane to prove it.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    23 May 2026

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    The thought of asking was just not something Shane ever thought of doing. Until right now, basically.

    And Ilya had always respected the closed door of sexual prep and cleanup. He had honored every boundary so perfectly, never pushing, never even hinting, since the start of their relationship.

    This morning, though, Shane wanted something different.

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    or: Ilya's first time douching Shane. A slow, feel-good aftercare morning.

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    15 May 2026

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    "Almost a year of stolen moments, of hooking up every time they get the chance, of Shane yielding more and more of himself, of Ilya being more and more free and greedy with his touches. Always pushing a little further, always desperate for each other, always indescribably better than anything else ever has been, ever could be. And then the aftermath, holding Shane while the clock ticks down in his head, how many more seconds can Ilya allow himself to stay before he has to creep out into the night like the thief that he is.

    For tonight, the clock has run out. He’s stolen enough seconds of Shane’s warmth and sweetness. If Ilya stays any longer his secret will bleed out of him, Shane will realize that Ilya shouldn’t still be here or the words Ilya is always thinking in these stolen moments will pour out of him and then Shane will know and things will probably be over between them. And Ilya can’t give up what he has of Shane, even though he wants so much more. "

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    In the first year that they're hooking up, Shane goes into subdrop as Ilya is leaving. Somehow, this is the best thing that ever happened for their relationship.

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    15 May 2026

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    "Can't find any men your own age?" Ilya teased.

    "Don't want to," Shane breathlessly replied. Ilya's hands stilled for a moment.

    "Oh yeah? Need an older man to treat you right, baby?"

    "Yeah, daddy, I do," he whispered, timid to commit to full volume.

    Shane answers a booty call from a much older Ilya on Grindr.

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    14 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander is absolutely, completely fucked.

    Sharing an aparment through college is normal, what is not normal is Ilya Rozanov, an infuriatingly affectionate roommate who seems determined to take care of him in every possible way.

    The problem? Ilya Rozanov is just nice, so fucking nice

    Or, Omega Shane remains oblivious to Alpha Ilya attempts to court him.

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    11 May 2026

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    “He sent me with six phones,” Kat said. “‘In case anything happens,’ he told me. ‘You have backup.’ ‘Backup?’ I said. ‘I have five backups. Who could need five backups? Am I falling in the Moskva five times?’ He just frowned at me and crossed his arms and looked very annoyed, like I was the one being weird. He calls me every single day, like six or seven times.”

    Kat held her hand up like a phone against her ear and imitated a deep, Russian voice. “‘Hello, Katyusha, are you alive?’ ‘Yes, Papa.’ ‘Are you arrested?’ ‘No, Papa.’ ‘Good. Talk later.’ And then he calls me again in two hours just to ask the same thing.”

    (Or: Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander's daughter visits a neglected grave in Moscow.)

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    09 May 2026

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    +1 (617) 555-9214
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    thinking about u

    +1 (857) 555-4473
    i’m guessing this wasn’t meant for me

    +1 (617) 555-9214
    fuck.

    or: Shane Hollander receives a thirst trap from an unknown number - and absolutely should not reply, especially considering how much he and Ilya Rozanov can’t stand each other in real life.

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    09 May 2026

  9. Rec 42

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    It was supposed to be a simple energy drink commercial. It wasn't supposed to end with Shane falling apart and Ilya Rozanov, of all people, being the only person available to put him back together.

    Or: what if instead of their first hookup, Shane had a caffeine-induced panic attack and Ilya stayed with him all night to calm him down?

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    08 May 2026

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    Ilya was upset. They were going to fight. They were going to yell. And it was Shane's fault.

    Because Scott Hunter did, in fact, have young, single bachelor, Shane Hollander.

    And Shane had lied about it.

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    08 May 2026

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    The amount he's already applied is surely enough, but Rozanov's touch lingers still. It's weird, Shane has kneeled to get Rozanov's cock shoved into his throat, has been on his hands and knees as Rozanov spits onto his asshole, has been completely bare and unbidden around this man, and none of it has felt quite as intimate as this. Shane isn't even hard. Rozanov's hands melt over him, touching him, and Shane isn't even fucking hard.

    or, hole aftercare can actually be a study in a relationship developing over time

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    07 May 2026

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    01 May 2026

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    01 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the number two overall NHL draft pick and a newly minted Montreal Voyageur. He’s also laser focused on his goals: being the best by beating the best. For him, this means a continued rivalry with number one draft pick—and new Ottawa Centaur—Ilya Rozanov. But when a problem with Rozanov’s immigration paperwork threatens his future in the NHL, what does that mean for Shane’s own career? He can’t risk finding out…so they get married. Just for immigration. A fast, practical, mutually beneficial solution.

    No one will ever suspect, let alone find out, that the NHL’s greatest rivals are secretly married. And there’s certainly no risk of feelings getting involved. They have a game plan.

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    30 Apr 2026

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  15. Public Bookmark 93

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    "“Okay, no, this isn’t…” Shane starts to push up on his elbows to tip him off. That’s when he gets a full hand around the back of his neck and his face shoved roughly down into the pillow. It startles him enough that he gasps, whole body going stiff.

    They’ve gone there before, a little bit, mostly just talk, but Ilya’s never actually gone for it— not like that.

    “The fuck,” Shane says slowly, cock pulsing against his own stomach, “do you think you’re doing?”

    Ilya is panting above him, saying nothing, which only makes Shane’s gut screw up tighter in anticipation."

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    Shane and Ilya haven't had sex in two weeks, but when they finally have the time and privacy to do so, frustration gets the better of them.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    21 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the youngest Commander in ISS history; straight-backed, closeted, and so tightly on his own leash that seven months in orbit with Ilya Rozanov have not produced a single crack in his composure.

    Ilya Rozanov is the Russian cosmonaut who should have had his job, won’t stop bouncing a tennis ball off the walls, and is still looking for a fissure. Thankfully, a solar storm finds it for him.

    or: Near-death, zero gravity, and the wrong man’s hands in exactly the right places.

    A Cosmonaut!Ilya x Astronaut!Shane AU 🚀

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    16 Apr 2026

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    Years later, when he looked back, Ilya realized that that night had changed him. It was a decision that he didn’t voice at the time because words were fragile, especially in English, and could be retracted.

    "This one is mine."

    Or: Shane and Ilya grow up in the foster system together before they become pro hockey players.

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    14 Apr 2026

  19. Rec 84

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    Fake dating AU: when Yuna insists on setting Shane up with yet another guy, he says he’s already in a relationship and accidentally drops the name of the most unbearable person on earth. Now they have to spend Christmas together in Ottawa. (According to Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov is the most unbearable person on the planet.)

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    13 Apr 2026

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    "Now, now," Ilya calls to the room, walking in from the shower, hair still dripping wet. Shane can see the dark spots from where the droplets landed on his shirt. The idiot hasn't even dried off completely, the wet of his body making his shirt stick. He wants to take a towel and smother him. "Do not stress Hollander out. Is bad for baby."

    Luca makes a confused sound from where he's lacing up his sneakers. The angel that he is, he spares Shane the irritation of not joining whatever nonsense the rest of the guys are cooking up. "Huh? What baby?"

    "Him," he goes to his cubby, starts messing around with his bag, his back to the room. "Hollander is baby."

    "Rozanov." Shane is at the end of his rope. This entire team can burn to the ground for all he cares.

    5 times Shane obliviously sits through Ilya’s affection + 1 time he realizes it

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    10 Apr 2026

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