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Isagi met an oddly annoying guy on the official server of the German professional football team, and somehow they started to get along. He never thought he could be somewhat friends with someone who was called @Nr.1NoelNoa_hater.
[The story takes place in the Blue Lock Au, but just a few weeks prior to the invitation.]
《 The story starts with a few npc's who are Isagi's online friends. The other Blue Lockers will eventually surface, so the people in chapter one are random people Isagi met through Discord.》
#IgarashiIsHim
note for the readers
[For the people that read this story I just want to announce that I deleted chapter 16 because I really wasn't satisfied with it, I feel like I rushed through it and left out a lot of things that I could have delved into and I'm also probably going to add a bit more and include the U-20 because I want to go to the 2 weeks off period time I'm really excited to write that but I can't go on with this story because I just skipped too much and didn't even include Rin 😔😔 I will update it lastly 25/07 🙏🙏🙏]
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After losing everything he thought gave his life meaning, Rin Itoshi sinks into a silent war with himself. He is trapped in a cycle of depression, disconnection, and thoughts he can’t outrun. With his brother gone, his worth questioned, and his own dreams unraveling, Rin retreats into the kind of loneliness that feels permanent, but sometimes, healing doesn’t start with hope. It starts with someone sitting beside you in the dark. With quiet rooftop moments. With a cookie you didn’t ask for. With a stranger who reminds you that your pain is real, and that you still matter, even if you don’t believe it yet.
This is a slow, aching journey of learning to live with yourself, of finding small reasons to stay, and of being loved back to life by people who choose you, especially when you can’t choose yourself.
(Chapter 1 is now beta read and yea hopefully you all can enjoy it 💕💕)
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Alexis Ness has hit rock bottom, overwhelmed by the weight of the Blue Lock project and everything that has unfolded. At the brink of quitting, he receives an unexpected call from Arne Slot, the head coach of Liverpool. Now, Alexis faces a life-changing decision: will he stay in Bastard München and fight to win back Kaiser, who has cast him aside, or will he seek a new beginning and chase his dreams in the English football league?
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Isagi wouldn’t mind loving Kaiser—if it didn’t mean loving a boy. Kaiser wouldn’t mind loving a boy—if it didn’t mean loving Isagi.
This is a story about Isagi’s struggle with internalized homophobia, his fight against the part of himself that refuses to accept a love that feels “wrong.” All he wants is to be the best striker, the game is his first and only love. Love, especially between two men, isn’t supposed to be part of his world.
Kaiser, meanwhile, craves love desperately but knows that as long as he loves Isagi, he’ll always come second, because Isagi’s true love will always be football, never him.
When Isagi finally embraces who he really is, will it be too late? How long can Kaiser bear to wait, trapped in a love that breaks him bit by bit?
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Alexis Ness nearly drowned at fifteen — but he doesn’t remember who saved him. Now a pro footballer haunted by dreams of the sea, he keeps crossing paths with a cold, quiet tattoo artist who feels... familiar. Michael Kaiser remembers everything, the drowning, the rescue, the tail he can’t explain, but he’s never told a soul. As fate pulls them together again and again, silence speaks louder than truth, and some memories are etched deeper than ink.
Not every savior wants to be found.