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  1. Public Bookmark 30

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    A Russian rookie, an unexpected conversation. J.J. finally gets to know Rozanov, and learns something new about Shane too.

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    In which both the characters and the authors get to share some...opinions...about Shane Hollander's language abilities.

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    12 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    Wednesday begins at 07:14 and ends at 20:03.

    Shane remembers every version. The broken things, the quiet afternoons and the weight of Ilya’s body over his. He remembers every desperate attempt to keep him alive, because nothing else does.

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    Shane lives through one winter day again and again, trying to love Ilya hard enough to keep him alive.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    At 3:00 AM, Shane and Ilya receive the phone call they have spent three years waiting for.

    “We have a placement for you. You aren’t going to believe this Shane.” Sarah sniffled, “A newborn. A healthy boy. He was born two hours ago.”

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    11 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 31

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    Shane was reasonably sure Ilya was in love with him.

    OR: Shane has a plan to get Ilya to make the first move and Ilya loses his mind.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    [Ilya Rozanov yawns and stretches shirtless in his kitchen. Pajama pants hang low on his waist, and his hair is rumpled from sleep. He smiles and waves at the camera, and when he comes closer, he leans down so his face is level with the camera, his eyes bright even though he’s obviously tired.]

    Ilya: Good morning! It is ass o’clock, and I hate that I am awake, but today you are going to spend the day with me and my boyfriend. And I know what you are thinking, ‘what man could possibly be worthy of you, Ilya?’ and I get it. I ask myself this every day, but my boyfriend is very wonderful, even if he is much, much less famous than me and not nearly as good at hockey, and I think it’s about time you all get to know him. So, yay boyfriend reveal! And now I’m going to make him his disgusting breakfast smoothie, and then bring you along for our day together because my friend Harris Drover says I need more content on the internet, and what better way to do that than to tell you I’m bi, and that I have a boyfriend, and show you how disgustingly in love we are?

    [Ilya straightens so that his bare torso is the only thing in the frame, his abs flexing as he reaches over to turn on the blender.]

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    09 Jul 2026