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  1. Public Bookmark 31

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    Eddie finds out that Buck is really sensitive.

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    For the past two weeks since Eddie's confession on the couch, Buck hasn’t touched. He keeps his feet away from the pool of temptation, doesn’t bite into the apple of greed and sin for the first time in his damn life with a type of restraint he’s not even sure he was physically capable of. He breaks his fingers into being still, and locks his tongue to the bottom of his mouth when a man on a call rubs his hand down Eddie's arm in thanks, eyes hoping and unfamiliar that's met with red cheeks and humble beginnings.

    A mould that's still fresh clay, a heart out of a cage– one so unlike Bucks that's ruined and solid in its shape that will never fit anybody else for the rest of his life.

     

    You have ruined me, Edmundo Diaz he wants to type back.

     

    Or; Eddie finds joy, gets his son back and lets himself be selfish. Buck falls in love, gets a boyfriend, and has a crisis over his best friend.

    Buck stops touching Eddie as a result.

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    Eddie gets this look on his face, like he’s about to ask for something, and then he shutters and goes back to rock-solid-Eddie who can hide his emotions and feelings, bottle them all up deep inside himself. Buck knows Eddie, has for so long now, that he can read him like ‘Eddie Diaz’ is a language only he is fluent in.

    The point is, Eddie is lying, and Buck is trying really hard not to let it bother him, to give him the time and space to come to terms with it on his own and let Buck know when he is ready.

    The point is, Buck is running out of patience.

    Or, Eddie is lying, and Buck can't figure out about what.

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  4. Public Bookmark 37

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    Eddie comes home from a grueling shift expecting nothing more than to collapse into bed. What he finds instead is Buck - thoughtful, ridiculous, wonderful Buck. Who's planned a very specific welcome home surprise based off an offhand comment Eddie made months ago.

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    08 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 32

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    Buck is spiraling in the worst ways possible when Eddie shows up on his doorstop, and, well, Eddie just didn’t know how else to stop him.

     

    I projected too much onto Evan Buckley and now you all get to read me working through my breakdown by having two characters fuck each others brains out. You’re welcome.

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