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  1. Rec *

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    He figures Ilya would be pretty surprised if he showed up to his house out of the blue. Surprised enough to be put off, probably. Shane is way too bad of a liar to think of any plausible excuse. If this is really happening, if Shane is actually by some miracle getting another shot at this, then he’s going to have to play this smart. His impatience to see Ilya again will have to be tempered. He’s not sure how time travel works, but he has the sneaking suspicion that one wrong move could unravel everything.

    Ilya is alive.

    Just the thought of it is enough to make Shane crack his first smile in a year.

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    AU in which Ilya dies in the Centaurs' plane crash. A year later, careless with grief, Shane drives his car into a blizzard and wakes up in Boston, in 2016. When faced with the opportunity to do it right this time, and keep Ilya for good, Shane knows that every decision he makes will be crucial. It's terrifying, but Ilya once told him that he's brave. Now it's up to Shane to prove it.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    What an unexpected rush.
    Read this. I mean it. READ THIS. If you only have time for one fic today. Choose this. You can feel the love, hope, and some fear. Just read it. I'm terrible at summarizing. So, I won't even try.

    Damn, I loved this. Thank you.

  2. Rec *

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    After divorce and retirement, Ilya Rozanov finds himself back in Shane Hollander's orbit. It's been thirteen years since they've spoken.

    Ilya finds ways to stay.

    Shane finds ways to let him.

    Or.

    Pathetic Divorced Man Ilya Rozanov spends an increasing amount of time with his ex.

    title from even now by william fitzsimmons

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Usually, I'm a canon current reader. Reading this made me yearn for them to be together. She's keeping me coming back for more. Love will win, I'm sure of it.

    I'm just a few chapters from the ending and I'm afraid. I really am not ready for this tale to end. I've loved everything about this.

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    A series of canon-compliant Hollanov oneshots that (mostly) take place post The Long Game. Mostly lighthearted, with a variety of different stories from both Shane and Ilya's POV. They all take place in the same universe; however they all are written to work as standalones. Read them in any order you like. They are ordered in chronological order. Posted order is as follows:

    1. Plentiful, but Ultimately Finite/Another Home (Another Home is a PBUF rewrite)
    2. Absolutely Not
    3. A Full Night's Rest
    4. Newlywed Games
    5. The Other Side of the Road
    6. One Unending Fight
    7. Shots
    8. Invisible String
    9. The Best Thing

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    30 Jun 2026

  4. Rec *

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    "You ARE a pervert."

    "Yes, but I am Shane's pervert. Is different."

    "That's not the defense you think it is."

    "And when we—" Ilya stopped himself, grinned. "Is probably too much information, yes?"

    "WAY too much information."

    Ilya delivers a TED Talk titled "Shane Hollander 101" and Hayden is the unwilling audience.

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    27 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This was such a fun read. I love Ilya and especially medically high, Ilya.

    Add more fun to the mix as Hayden Pike babysits the so in love it's embarrassing, Ilya Rosanov. Ilya loves so much about Shane, let him count the ways to Hayden.
    So funny, so freaking cute and loving.

  5. Rec *

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    It was a zoomed-in image of what was unmistakably Shane’s hand, gripping white sheets in ecstasy.
    His wedding band was on his finger.
    Ilya began to, quite reasonably in his opinion, choke on his own spit.
    “There’s more where that came from,” Rose said simply, grinning at walking away.
    Mouth wide, eyes popping from his head, Ilya scanned the crowd for his husband. When he spotted him, he saw Shane having a conversation with his dad, his face completely blank even as his eyes flickered to Ilya for just a millisecond.
    “Roz! My man, how are you?” Cliff Marleau asked as he walked over to Ilya, beaming.
    “I am…I am going to die, I think,” he answered hollowly, wondering what ‘more’ meant.

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    In which Shane Hollander does a boudoir shoot and gives 5 photos to Ilya during their wedding reception.
    Obviously, they end up fucking about it.

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    25 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Charming, funny, made me click my heels together while saying, :"I beleve in, I believe in love."
    Worth the read.