Sameifer
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like a note sung out of tune (my life without you) by Sameifer
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
31 Oct 2019
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He thought he would never feel that anger again–feel anything that intense and horrifying. But when Steve discovers what Bucky has been going through all these decades while he was frozen over, it’s ‘45 all over again.
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- Part 5 of small and silver
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small and silver (teach me how to lie) by Sameifer
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
13 Aug 2019
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He told her about Bucky’s soul lingering, the guilt at the thought of moving on, the fact that he doesn’t want to let go even if he knows deep down, he needs to try. He cried and pulled his feet under himself, wanting desperately to be small again.
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- Part 4 of small and silver
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the heating may be down again (at my convenience) by Sameifer
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
31 Jul 2019
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It wasn’t really just Steve’s apartment anymore, it was theirs. That’s what Steve told Bucky on one cold night. “Married people do that. They share,” he whispered into the crook of Bucky’s neck. “Because that’s what we are, I think. Married.”
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- Part 3 of small and silver
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all her haunts were home by Sameifer
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
03 Jul 2019
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Everyone from his old life made forgetting seem so easy, yet he can’t stop seeing Bucky’s eyes, wide and filled with something horrible on that helicarrier. It replays behind his eyelids like a supercut every time he blinks.
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- Part 2 of small and silver
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i tore the fear from my bones by Sameifer
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
14 Jun 2019
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Steve died when Bucky fell, and even when he woke up, he was still dead. He's been dead for such a long time; longer than anyone has really realized.
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- Part 1 of small and silver
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small and silver by Sameifer
Fandom Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
31 Oct 2019
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Steve suffers. Steve grieves. Steve relapses. Steve heals.
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“We’re friends,” Satoru’s saying, nodding again, a little like he’s trying to reassure himself. Confirm it, and Suguru nods to agree. Hums, but that’s hidden beneath the sound of Satoru’s voice again. “We’re friends and friends, like — like, help friends out, so. It’s not like, super fucking crazy, right? Asking.”
Right. Suguru nods once, firm.
Then says out loud, “Right.”
And there’s a pause between them, only ‘cause Satoru stops breathing.
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Or: like always, Satoru's curious. And, like always, Suguru's willing. -
kiss a kitty by persimmonsandcats
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
15 Jun 2025
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“We have a problem.” Satoru announces, slamming into Suguru’s studio two days later. He feels guilty. Like so so guilty.
“That so?” Suguru asks from his bed, lounging in a pair of sweats, his shirt hiked up. He scratches at his happy trail and glances over at Satoru. His demeanor changes instantly at whatever he sees on Satoru’s face. He swings his feet off his low bed, sitting up and leaning forward. “Satoru, what’s wrong?”
Satoru situates himself on the bed next to Suguru, crossing his legs and sitting so they’re facing each other. He meets Suguru’s eyes and cannot speak. Totally blank brain. Suguru touches his knee gently, probably about to say something helpful and kind like take your time or whatever you need.
For some reason, Satoru panics.
“I can’t come.” He announces, much louder than he needs to. “Unless I’m thinking about you.”
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won’t let this build up inside of me by mahbecks
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
16 Mar 2025
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Satoru sags against Suguru and - to his very great embarrassment - sobs, even as he feels so, so satisfied.
Because what the fuck?
What the fuck, that’s what it’s supposed to feel like? That’s what he’s been missing all these years? No wonder people got upset when he left mid-way through a blow job. No fucking shit they’d been irritated that he’d blown them off.
But no. That’s not it.
Suguru hadn’t made him feel good because he was really good at sex; he’d made Satoru feel so good because he was Suguru, because he is all Satoru wants, all that he needs - and the weight of that finally settling in and hitting home is heavy.
Satoru Gojo’s always had trouble connecting with other people; he’s never really felt that spark with anyone before, even as he’s desperately sought it out.
But then Shoko suggests he looks at the connections he already has, and it all clicks.
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4 Minute Window by alby_mangroves, counteragent, lim, Lunate8, Mellacita, monicawoe, RevolutionaryJo, Speranza, tmishkin
Fandom Agent Carter (TV), Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
08 Dec 2024
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Not Easily Conquered by dropdeaddream, WhatAreFears
Fandom Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
07 Jul 2015
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