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    “I want to see him,” Andrew decides.

    “They won’t let you,” Wymack tells him.

    Andrew grits out, “They don’t get to decide that.”

    Wymack’s eyes never stop searching him. “They do.”

    Andrew can’t look at anything. He sounds awfully, condemningly and absolutely indifferent. “They don’t get to decide he’s dead.”

    “They did,” Wymack says.

    A hospital has never been so fucking quiet.

    Or Neil dies in Baltimore but doesn’t quite leave. This a look into the complexity of Andrew’s trauma, grief, and psychosis that manifests itself as the undying ghost of Neil Josten. Reality and sanity are fragile concepts that Andrew isn’t too concerned about anymore; not if it means never letting Neil go, again and again and again. He made a promise, after all.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    ‘We are dreaming of tomorrow and tomorrow isn’t coming. We are running from the battle when it’s the one that must be fought.’

    Bound to rot and die in Edgar Allan, Nathaniel rarely sees the light of day after his mother’s death. With a fresh arrival to join The Perfect Court—a mere facade at playing equal crafted by Riko Moriyama—his mindset begins to shift. But it’ll take more than just a change of heart to dismantle The King’s throne. With the help of the newest Raven, Andrew Doe, they might stand a chance, but a lot has happened in the past two years and Nathaniel isn’t sure he’s ready for another loss.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Riko does not know how to explain it, let alone without it sounding crazy enough to make it seem like he's lost his fucking mind. What can he possibly say?

    Yes, sorry. I'm not actually your messed up brother, owner, whatever. You're a character in a book series I read a literal lifetime ago. Also I really hate Exy.

    A writer transmigrates as Riko.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    “He raped you,” Andrew realises, pieces falling into place and shattering the ground as they do. “He raped you in place of me.”

    “I am allowed to want to save you,” Neil says, and –

    – for that, Andrew will kill him. Neil knows it. It’s written all over his face, the awful agony in his eyes, the anger that’s red and red and red making his lungs falter, his breath seize. Through clenched teeth, he grounds out, “You’re not. I’ve never asked you to. It’s yes or it’s no, and I’m telling you no.”

    Or Andrew finds out about the ‘choice’ Neil made in the Nest to keep him safe at Easthaven.

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    “Have you considered the possibility that Neil has chosen you, but believes you have not chosen him?” Renee says. "Have you ever explicitly told him what you want?”

    “Neil knows what I want,” Andrew snaps. This is not Andrew’s fault.

    “How do you know?”

    Because Neil always knows. He is as fluent in Andrew’s micro-expressions as he is in German and French. He knows which head tilts mean “go on” and which ones mean “shut up.” Without ever asking, he learned what it meant to see Andrew wearing double layers of long sleeves, or taking multiple showers in a day, and learned to hand Andrew the car keys.

    That has always been the most terrifying thing about Neil — his patience to wait, watch, listen, learn. The prospect that if Neil were given enough time, there would be no part of Andrew that was just Andrew’s anymore.

    “He has to know,” Andrew says.

    “Does he?” Renee says. “Have you ever known Neil to assume that he is wanted?”

    Five times Neil tells someone that he and Andrew aren’t dating, and one time Andrew uses his words to set the record straight.

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