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clap when you land by quietafterdusk
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Apr 2026
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AU — The Centaurs’ plane crashes. No deaths are reported, and that should be a relief.
Ilya survives. He just isn’t waking up.
As Shane waits, the world continues on, and he’s forced to confront just how fragile their life truly is.
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21 Jun 2026
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Adverse Childhood Experiences by MoonbeamDiAngelo
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
06 Jun 2026
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Since they have a few new members, Coach Wiebe decided it was a good idea to do a team-bounding activity. Also, he needed proof on which of his baby boys were in desperate need of therapy, and tricking them was the only way.
In insight, group therapy would be needed after tonight.
Or, the Centaurs do the Adverse Childhood Experiences test, both because the League requires it in wake of a recent rookie scandal, and because it's the kind of things that Wiebe likes to make them do. Ilya's participation is...enlightening...in every worst ways possible.
Warning: I am going away until the 15th of August. It is unlikely I will be updating while I am away. I will still answer comments best I can and I might be able to do some small things. However, I do assure you none of these fics are being abandoned, I am simply warning people, since these fics are newer and I have been able to update much more lately. I will see you all in August. Hugs and platonic kisses, Moonbeam.
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- Part 1 of Slices of Life
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07 Jun 2026
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"You are very pretty you know. I like your...what are these called?" He reached out to touch Shane's face, and Shane flinched, lurching backwards in surprise. Only Rozanov's hand on his wrist stopped him from crashing into the people behind him. Rozanov's hand was warm on Shane's cheek, fingers softly tracing the lines of his cheekbones. Shane swallowed, the motion difficult - all the saliva had seemingly vacated his mouth. He felt himself blushing furiously.
Barely able to stammer out an answer, he responded, "Do you mean...you mean my freckles?"
"Ah yes, freckles. Very pretty. They look like stars."
Shane gets signed to the Boston Bears. Everything's great, except for one of his teammates - an annoying, stuck-up Russian man with a huge ego and habit for irritating the hell out of Shane. Can Shane learn to get along with Rozanov, and navigate the confusing and complicated emotions that swirl up whenever he is in his presence?
(also Hayden's there because it wouldn't feel right without him)
((Idk anything about hockey so ignore the fact that half of this is just not how hockey works at all lol. Just go with it))Series
- Part 1 of teammates AU
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07 Jun 2026
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Good night. Good morning. Good to meet you, Yuna and David. by Sphinx_and_Mermaid
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Jul 2026
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After the first time, Ilya stays the night at Shane's apartment. In the morning there's a knock on the door...Yuna and David are here to take Shane to brunch.
Ilya never imagined Shane would invite him along...or that Yuna would become his sponsorship agent, or that Jackie Pike would catch them, or that David would clock them...An AU starting from the first time and continuing through all their relationship building, including alternative versions of The Cottage, Ottawa, etc. You'll laugh, you'll kick your feet, you'll awwww. Contains cuteness, fluff, happiness, joy, just a little angst, silliness and references to other events in the show and the books. No spoilers though.
*Chapters 1 to 5 are different POVs on The Brunch Event, then the AU continues from there*
*Apologies for any typos; I've been writing this very quickly so a few typos have snuck in. I'll correct them as I find them.*
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07 Jun 2026
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spinning out, waiting for you by residentrookie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jun 2026
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Shane is conscious for the entire crash. That doesn’t mean he remembers it.
The brain has a funny way of blocking out trauma like this, of shielding the body from things that would hurt it to remember. But Shane’s ears are still ringing with the sounds of metal crunching and tires screeching, even if there’s a large blank space in his head where the memory should be. The crash was a blur, a blink. Terribly long and then suddenly over, a heavy silence now descending over the eerie stillness.
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A week after returning from their honeymoon, Shane gets in a car accident that threatens the future he and Ilya so painstakingly fought to build.
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07 Jun 2026
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The Unspoken Year by lowspokenpages
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
23 Jun 2026
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After finally admitting they’re in love, Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander are trying to figure out what comes next: long distance, secrecy, stolen weekends, and learning how to build a relationship after ten years of almosts. As Ilya prepares for what will likely be his final season in Boston, he finds himself caught between the future he’s always wanted and the life he’s unexpectedly grieving.
Shane wears his heart openly. Ilya doesn’t know how to. But as the season stretches on and the distance between Boston and Montreal grows heavier, Shane starts noticing the cracks in the careful version of Ilya that everyone else accepts without question.
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Ilya is trying to understand the heaviness that’s followed him for years — and figure out how to let Shane see it.
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- Part 1 of Hollanov - The In Between Years
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19 May 2026
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Take a look what you've done (cause now we've got bad blood) by Nbeng
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, heated - Fandom
04 Jul 2026
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Hayden takes it too far at a dinner party and fractures Shane's perception of their friendship. Now Shane has to decide if his friendship is worth the pain!
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18 May 2026
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The Season Ender by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 May 2026
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Shane let out a put-upon sigh and stepped into Dr. Terry's office, closing the door behind him. “So, I was really nauseous this morning. Threw up a little. And Ilya is making me come talk to you about it.”
Terry quirked an eyebrow at him. “Husband Ilya or Captain Rozanov?”
“Both.”
“Oof.” Terry gestured at him to take a seat. “You sure you’re not dying, bud?"
(formerly titled: at the top of the mohs scale)
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17 May 2026
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The Family That Chooses You by Wolfcry22
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jun 2026
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A simple weekend trip to visit Shane’s family turns out to be anything but when it’s clear Ilya isn’t feeling well. Cue the whole Hollander family stepping up to care for him.
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13 May 2026
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Welcome to Boring Ottawa by Letter4No1
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
07 Jul 2026
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“I think we need some rules for this year,” Shane admits. He knows it’s not fun or cool. It’s also the only way he’s going to be able to drive away from this ugly ass apartment and not have a panic attack.
“Like your rules for loading the dishwasher?” Ilya teases, his thumb rubbing a gentle circle on the apple of Shane’s cheek. “No, No you would want something more serious.”
Once Ilya told him he preferred to have hard conversations in person so that he could reach out and touch Shane. He said it was grounding and made him feel safe. Shane gets it. All of this is less scary when their knees are bumped together and Ilya’s hands are gently holding his head.
“More like some guardrails to make sure your first year in Ottawa is a success.” It’s a cop out. He wants rules to be sure that come next summer they are just like this with a few more memories thrown in for good measure.
Or: After a year of living in different countries Ilya has successfully been signed with the Ottawa Centaurs. Now both he and Shane have to learn to navigate what it's means when long distance doesn't involve plane rides and stolen nights while Ilya establishes roots in Shane's boring hometown.
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- Part 6 of Hollanov Extended Universe
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11 May 2026
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achilles, come down by ur_worst_nitemare
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jul 2026
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Turning 40 was supposed to be celebrated. It was another milestone, another decade completed. It wasn’t as revered as 30 was, but people still threw parties and highlighted their 40th birthdays. Yet Ilya wasn’t unaffected. In fact, he was the complete opposite—he dreaded this birthday.
He should be happy. He had a wonderful husband, a beautiful home, and a daughter, whom he was (terrified) excited to raise. But he wasn’t. Turning 40 wasn't a fun day—it was a reminder. A reminder that he will have spent 40 years being alive on this Earth, 28 of those existing without his beloved mother.
Irina Rozanova, who was a beautiful and kind woman, who died at 39. Irina Rozanova, whom Ilya found at 12, laying on her side, cold and still with a bottle of pills on her nightstand, the woman who never got to see her 40th year.
He knew this day was coming. He knew that one day he’d have his first year where he would be older than his mother was when she had died (if he even made it to that age). But that didn’t mean he was prepared for the feelings it would bring. And Ilya didn’t know if he could handle them.
(He couldn’t).
Currently (trying to, the ao3 curse has no mercy on me) updating weekly on Sundays.
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23 Apr 2026
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silver spoons (and butter knives) by whokilledkat
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jun 2026
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Ilya wondered if his heart was still beating in his chest. Ilya spoke words to Galina that did not resonate with him. He spewed bullshit and half lies and assured, “No, no thoughts for a while. They’ve been going away,” even though they were the only thing that echoed through his mind with each beat of his pulse. Ilya was dying. Slowly. With every breath. Either that, or going insane. Probably, most likely, insane. But above all, Ilya was lonely, and could not take the silence anymore.
Ilya, 3:52 PM: This is the worst thing you have ever done to me, Shane Hollander.
He felt so pathetic. Begging on his hands and knees for love. He wondered what he had done in a past life to constantly be pleading to god for any kind of love.
Ilya Rozanov sustained a bad injury late last season that he just can't seem to shake. He feels himself start to slowly unravel, unable to face the fact that the one thing he has always been able to hold on to may not be his at all anymore. As his performance declines, his mental health begins to take a tumble with it.
Set after the long game, where Ilya needs therapy, is in denial, and at war with himself.
Title inspired from song Silver Spoon by Erin Lecount
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20 Apr 2026
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This fic will discuss mental health, eating disorders, and self-harm. If this is not a good fic for you, please don't read! There will be no graphic depictions of self-harm, but references to scars and some references to child abuse.
Scars on a hockey player weren’t rare; they were actually quite common, from fights on the ice to drunken mishaps. However, Ilya Rosanov had more than most. Ilya was the walking poster board for daddy issues and good old fashion russian discipline. When he first started with Boston, he would flinch ever so slightly when one of the older guys clapped him on the back too hard; a few scars were too perfect, too round, and too structured cigarette burns; they littered his body.
OR 5 times people who love Ilya Rozanov realize he's self-harming, and 1 time he tells them
Chapter 1- Cliff Marlow
Chapter 2 - Svetlana Vetrovaz
Chapter 3 - Shane Hollander
Chapter 4 - David and YunaSeries
- Part 1 of Heated Rivalry anonymous fics
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19 Apr 2026
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What if I told you he sucks by Maepleshowers
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
07 Jun 2026
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“Oh, c’mon! You don’t need a date night with Ilya. Without kids, every night can be date night. Jackie and I have been planning this outing for 3 weeks. I just forgot to call the babysitter until today, and now she is busy,” Hayden had that tone again. The one he used whenever talking about Ilya and Shane’s relationship. “Can’t you skip date night or move it to Montreal and take the kids with you?”
Shane wasn’t sure how to respond. His first thought was just to say ‘no’ outright, but he knew that would result in making Hayden mad at him. “How about Ilya and I check our schedules and try to come out to babysit next week? We have a few nights next week where we will be in Ottawa before we leave on the road for 4 games.”
Or Shane Hollander finally realizes Hayden is not a great friend.
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19 Apr 2026
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Enemy Lines by winter_ninja
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Jul 2026
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“Why the fuck do you care what happens to Rozanov?”
Shane doesn’t answer.
He’s already running for the Raiders’ locker room.
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Or, Ilya has a panic attack in the Raiders' locker room after getting a phone call from his brother telling him about his father’s death.
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19 Apr 2026
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Five times Ilya doesn't ask for help until it's too late, and one time he asks just in time.
5 + 1 in which Ilya has a habit of harming himself and not talking about it until after he has already done it. Warnings for talk of self harm, panic attacks, blood, and depression.
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14 Apr 2026
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Dry My Eyes by Vanilla_User
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jun 2026
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Shane’s heart skipped as he watched Ilya’s eyes squeeze shut, a groan leaving his mouth. Not the deep breathy groan Shane was used to hearing; the one that sent a familiar heat curling low in his gut, that made him absurdly proud of how easily he could undo Ilya Rozanov.
No, it was a bit higher, more strained.
“Hey, what’s wrong?” He quickly pushed himself more upright, hands hovering but hesitating to touch Ilya’s still frozen form.
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Ilya has chronic pain.Series
- Part 1 of I've got your back (literally)
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11 Apr 2026
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The Interview by ticketyboo00
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Mar 2026
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Several years into Rozanov’s career, ESPN hires a reporter fluent in Russian.
Suddenly able to answer questions fluently and with a wide vocabulary, Rozanov’s interviews go viral. Hockey fans around the world get a new look at what they thought about Boston’s #81. This changes not only his public persona, but his whole life.
Inspired by the look on NBA star Nikola Jokić’s face when he was asked a question in his native Serbian and my own struggles learning a new language.
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07 Apr 2026
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Exposure Therapy by Sweettree
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 May 2026
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The Cens have to learn and get used to the pretty neurotic badass that is Shane Hollander. A series of times the Centaurs had to learn how to interact with their newest teammate and deal with his protective husband.
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31 Mar 2026
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into your earthly hands by scarlettroses
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Jun 2026
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"Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"
Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.
"Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"
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or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.
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19 Mar 2026