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We Just Did It For You And Me by ChaoticRussian2481 for justthingsifind
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jun 2026
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Ilya let out a quiet laugh, shaking his head. “I want to be perfect for you, Shane. To make up for all the time we lost.”
“I don’t want perfect,” Shane said quietly, stroking Ilya’s cheek. “I want something real. Something that we fight to make work, because we want it so much. Because being together is so much fucking better than being without each other.”
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Ten years ago, Shane and Ilya loved each other in secret and let each other go anyway.
Now Shane, captain of the Ottawa Centaurs, is a single dad to four-year-old Ollie, and good at pretending he doesn’t think about the man he lost when they were younger and terrified of the fallout of being caught. Then one chance meeting turns into drinks, lingering looks, old feelings, and suddenly Ilya Rozanov is everywhere again.
Some things, it turns out, never really leave you.
As Shane and Ilya fall back into each other’s lives - and into something softer, steadier, and openly theirs this time — they realise maybe they’re finally ready for the life they used to dream about.
Or: two hockey players who were each other’s first love reconnect ten years later and slowly build the family they always wanted.
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- Part 1 of Shane, Ollie and Illy
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 114,785
- Chapters:
- 16/16
- Comments:
- 2,883
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- 6,416
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- 2,312
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30 Jun 2026
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- 2
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- 52
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28 May 2026
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back and forth from new york by alphalupi
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Apr 2026
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After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.
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Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.
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- Part 1 of back and forth from new york
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 255,418
- Chapters:
- 55/55
- Comments:
- 15,485
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- 35,442
- Bookmarks:
- 13,057
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- 2,231,629
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30 Apr 2026
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Breaking the Ice by PeterChristensen
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander is a hockey legend known as "The Golden Alpha of Canada:" and Captain of the Montreal Voyagers. To the roaring crowds, he’s cocky, dominant, untouchable Alpha they want in a hockey star. Yet, behind every goal, Shane hides a secret that could destroy everything he's built up. He isn’t an Alpha at all. Born Omega in a world where Omegas are sidelined from traditional "Alpha" sports, Shane’s entire career is built on a lie: daily suppressants, fake scent, relentless self-control. The cost is soul-deep exhaustion and the constant fear that a single mistake will cost him not just his trophies, but his identity.
Enter Ilya Rozanov, known as “The Dirty Russian” by fans and foes alike, a brutal, magnetic Alpha who’s battled his own demons to make it on the Voyager team. Growing up in the shadow of an abusive father who threw him into sports to "make me fucking rich", Ilya learned to survive by being harder, meaner, and utterly unbreakable. Hockey is his way out, but family obligations and old scars still chain him down..
When a chance encounter lets Ilya see Shane for who he truly is, both men are forced to confront the walls they’ve built, around their histories, their bodies, and their hearts.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 247,762
- Chapters:
- 29/29
- Comments:
- 1,090
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- 4,886
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- 1,780
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- 224,468
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20 Mar 2026
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Moving Forward by BakenandEggs
Fandom Criminal Minds, Criminal Minds (US TV), NCIS, NCIS (TV 2003)
09 Feb 2025
- Words:
- 305,673
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- 4
- Bookmarks:
- 1,456
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12 Feb 2025
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Dead Reckoning by Beckala
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), What If...? (Cartoon 2021)
16 Oct 2024
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Two years since news broke of a new virus spreading across the globe. Two years since the world ended in what felt like a matter of days.
And now it was just this.
The camps. The scavengers. The families. The bands of survivors barely eking out a life among the living dead.
Darcy Lewis is just trying to keep going in a world doing everything possible to destroy her. It doesn’t help that her pre-apocalypse crush and current enemy-with-benefits, Bucky Barnes, seems determined to stir up emotional turmoil every time he speaks. But when a supply run for the winter goes bad, they find themselves heading outside their Camp’s walls to face down the dead — and the living — with only each other to trust.
Everything is about to get a lot more complicated.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 187,113
- Chapters:
- 32/32
- Comments:
- 1,886
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- 861
- Bookmarks:
- 204
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- 23,017
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17 Oct 2024
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Only If We Bleed Together by Kalaslir
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thor (Movies), Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
18 Jun 2022
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The magnetometer rests in pieces. Wires are tangled, the dial removed, and the plastic covering cracked in half.
“Ahh,” Darcy says dryly. “You killed it.”
He taps his fingers against his thigh. “Old habits. Thought it could’ve been a security risk.”
It takes an awkward pause for her to realise he meant it could have been a bomb.
“Geez, man,” she says, looking aimlessly around the room and scratching the back of her head. “Your life until now must have sucked.”
Or: in which Darcy is unknowingly good at giving orders, and Bucky takes solace in the fact.
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- Part 1 of Only If We Bleed Together
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 89,989
- Chapters:
- 20/20
- Comments:
- 1,375
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- 4,124
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- 1,272
- Hits:
- 90,995
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10 Oct 2024
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Dinozzo is in Hawaii to lick his wounds but SECNAV has a favor to ask of him. Help 5-0 track an international criminal to a private island retreat. A Couples Island Retreat. Steve doesn't want to be on this mission but he is the only person who can identify the target. He certainly doesn't want to play lovey dovey with some cocky NCIS hot shot.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 31,110
- Chapters:
- 15/15
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 181
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- 2,015
- Bookmarks:
- 556
- Hits:
- 44,186
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26 Sep 2023
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The Witchblade brings Sarah to Cascade, and into the lives of a Sentinel and his Guide.
- Words:
- 33,167
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- 1
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- 18
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27 Nov 2022
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Essential Quality by FicBaal (illbeintheend)
Fandoms: Teen Wolf (TV), The Sentinel (TV), Stargate - All Media Types
30 Apr 2024
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Stiles is barely on his feet by the time Scott bites other-him. The pain hits second hand, and then Kira’s sword is sticking out of his reflection’s torso, and Stiles has time to think ‘ow’ before the Nogitsune’s complexion is turning to ash; he’s pulling and pulling and pulling at Stiles’ energy in an attempt to hold himself together until he’s sure there’s nothing else left of either of them.
His vision wavers. Nine tails no one else seems to notice flicker around his doppelganger, start to swirl away on an unseen wind, and his own face staring back at him in angry disbelief starts to crack…
When a dark spirit attacks a latent guide named Stiles Stilinski in a small town in Northern California, it gives every Adept-level guide in the country a migraine for the weeks it takes to track the thing down and send out a team to take care of it. What they find when they get there isn't anything like they expected: a group of teenagers and their veterinarian mentor, a fly in a wooden box, and a boy in desperate need of empathic healing.
And no one is talking.
That's right, people, this is the self-indulgent sentinel/teen wolf/stargate crossover that no one asked for. 🤘
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- Part 1 of Stiles vs. the Universe
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 500,593
- Chapters:
- 87/?
- Collections:
- 10
- Comments:
- 3,843
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- 2,293
- Bookmarks:
- 796
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- 143,929
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26 Oct 2022
Bookmarker's Notes
Not done yet but it doesn't matter. It is so good! Read, be happy!
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The only reason Stiles and Finstock even met was because the Sheriff needed someone to wear his kid out. Countless clubs and sports turned Stiles away, and the alcoholic gym owner with a foul mouth and crazy hair was the Sheriff’s last hope. What started as an awkward arrangement would become an incredible journey full of gymnastics, blue ribbons, and gold medals.
Family isn’t always blood, sometimes it’s finding someone at the right time. Sometimes family is a hyperactive kid who hangs around the gym and his coach who takes his coffee with whiskey.
Otherwise known as The Olympics AU.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 89,828
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Collections:
- 7
- Comments:
- 1,954
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- 4,277
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- 1,714
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- 55,393
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30 Nov 2021
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Stiles is born with red eyes.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 66,826
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Comments:
- 1,225
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- 14,749
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- 5,309
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- 148,941
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27 Nov 2021
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- Words:
- 114,789
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- 4
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- 980
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08 Jul 2021
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"Hello, Chris," sings a honeyed voice from behind.
Chris' attention snaps toward the intruder, his gun already out of its' holster and aimed at whoever it is — a boy, apparently, with braided russet hair, a red jacket, and wise eyes. He's wearing a gas mask, but Chris can tell by the way his eyes crinkle around the edges, the way sun-burnt sand swirls in his irises, that he's smiling.
Chris cocks his gun.
"You killed my father," he says.
"No offence, but he totally deserved it," the stranger agrees with cheerful solemnity.
"What the hell are you doing in my home?" Chris demands. The kid is perched on a windowsill in Chris' office, as nonchalantly as if this were something he did every day, as if they were familiar.
"I was just wondering," the kid speaks softly, fond amusement sewn through with a peculiar resignation, "how you'd feel about putting down some nazis?"
[Or: The one where Stiles goes back in time and subsequently fucks with everything.]
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 167,966
- Chapters:
- 72/?
- Collections:
- 16
- Comments:
- 4,639
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- 9,377
- Bookmarks:
- 3,315
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- 304,011
Bookmarked by Phexmad
14 May 2021
Bookmarker's Notes
I usually wait until a story is done before recommending it but why wait? This story is glorious. It's unexpected, world building rich and beautifully written. Read it. Even if you have never seen Teen Wolf.
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When NASA gives up on Mars rover 'Opportunity', Eureka mourns and Jack Carter worries about how Nathan is handling it. A simple gesture ends up being the catalyst for a series of events that will change Jack's life forever. It is, after all, Eureka.
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Tony decided to make the best of a terrible situation. He met a hot guy named Ronon, and together they changed everything for two galaxies.
- Words:
- 662,438
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- 5
- Bookmarks:
- 481
Bookmarked by Phexmad
03 Apr 2021
Bookmarker's Notes
Wow. What an amazing read. The tags in story two are a little harrowing but they relate to the prejudices against the deltas and not to the main relationships. This is well worth the time it takes to read.
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Of Galaxies and Gifts by Seaward
Fandom Criminal Minds, Criminal Minds (US TV), Stargate Atlantis, The Sentinel, The Sentinel (TV)
04 Mar 2019
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An adventure that starts with Spencer Reid trying a career change in the Pegasus Galaxy leads to him learning about Guides, gifts, bond mates, family, whole languages and cultures full of new possibilities...and Ronon.
- Words:
- 267,207
- Works:
- 4
- Bookmarks:
- 234
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09 Nov 2020
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Malcolm doesn't want to move back to New York, doesn't want to face his past, his family, Gil. Not after that night three years ago that changed everything, changed his life so thoroughly there was no going back.
Not after Gil cut him off, cut him out of his life, at a time they needed each other most.
Can he ever forgive Gil? Can Gil ever forgive himself?
(For a Prompt Fill on the Kink Meme)Series
- Part 1 of Leigh
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Malcolm tries to talk down a serial killer, but it doesn't quite go as planned. Francis Fogarty never kills quickly, however, but takes his time to 'fix' his broken victims first. All Malcolm can do is hang on long enough and hope Gil finds him in time. Being subjected to Francis' torture, however, unlocks a few memories that make him question who he is exactly and what his father meant by 'we're the same'.
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14 Sep 2020
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"For those who understand, no explanation is necessary; for those who don't understand, no explanation is possible." – USMC
A murdered radio shock-jock and Navy lieutenant. White bread upper middles buying bombs. Weird case, weirder attitudes in the bullpen. Tony has suspicions, but up until yesterday, until Tony slid into the backseat of the agency sedan with his teammates, until they dropped their little bombshell and sent shrapnel gouging deep trenches in Tony's worldview, he'd called McGee and Ziva partners. Gibbs was another story entirely.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 42,023
- Chapters:
- 11/11
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 471
- Kudos:
- 3,484
- Bookmarks:
- 1,219
- Hits:
- 73,486
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23 Aug 2020