PansyDivision
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Can be read alone or as a sequel to Addiction Runs in the Family.
Sam's back from the pit; sans his physical scars but with plenty of fresh mental ones.
TW self harm, mentions of past torture/sexual assault, no assault occurs between Sam and Dean, NOT wincest
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- Part 2 of Sam's Self Harm Chronicles
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It's mutual for a bit, fun even. It quickly turns into something much darker.
College Era. Sam & Tyson are roommates. Sam is gay and has a crush. Jess is Sam's best friend. Comfort and validation ensues.
PLEASE BE WARNED, there is a graphic description of rape against Sam.
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oops my hand slipped
Sam is in pain and gets comfort from Dean
TW SELF HARM
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Sam began using self harm as his sole coping mechanism. It gets out of hand, he slips up, and now Dean's figured it out. Where the hell does he go from here?
There is slightly graphic self harm, please be careful. Takes place in the months before Sam's trip to the pit. The original female character is only mentioned.
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- Part 1 of Sam's Self Harm Chronicles
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Sam Winchester is a woman. Finally, she's allowed herself to accept it and she's going to take it and run all the way to Stanford. Her family is... less than accepting.
Inspired by my personal experience as a trans person, this is something I've always seen in Sam. Although it could never be something in the show's reality. Hopefully I can accurately portray trans girl Sam, please feel free to make suggestions as the chapters go on! I have a plan but nothing is set in stone.
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- Part 2 of Trans Female Sam
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I’d like to start by apologizing to Dean for doing this to him by Anonymous
Fandom Supernatural, Supernatural (TV 2005)
06 Jun 2022
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I hurt Dean really badly and now feel like I need to make it up to him with lots and lots of h/c and fluff as he heals. The first fic can get pretty nasty in parts, so tread lightly.
Anyway, thanks for reading! <3
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Bookmarked by PansyDivision
12 Jun 2026
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One time Sam got away with it, and one time Dean talked him out of it.
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02 Jun 2026
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Jess and Sam have sex for the first time a week after their three month anniversary.
Fast forward half a year, and Jess needs to talk about some things. They both do.
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- English
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Bookmarked by PansyDivision
07 Apr 2026
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02 Apr 2026
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Original prompt: I really want to see a fic where Sam, Dean, and Mary end up working with this hunter on a case. And Dean is acting weird. And they find out at some point that it's because this hunter used to work with John too and had raped Dean either when he was a teenager or when Sam was at Stanford. I just basically want to see how Sam and Mary react to figuring this out. That's what I'm looking forward to
Or,
The one where karma is a bitch.
Bookmarked by PansyDivision
24 Jan 2026