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Hongjoong’s never felt particularly comfortable with himself, not even while having an all too open minded best friend
It’s not until said best friend drags him along to the (sex)club he works at and a certain pink haired man shows up in his life that his journey of self acceptance really starts—
"I will." He promises and blushes when he realises how eager that'd sounded. "I mean, like I'll try. You know." Great save. Impeccable. Great work from Hongjoong once again, are we surprised?
Seonghwa raises one brow with a chuckle, "yeah, you do that. Maybe I'll see you around some time in the future then."
Uhm, yes please? "Maybe."
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30 Jun 2026
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“Ever done a scene before?” Mingi asks.
Yunho finally looks away, scratching at his neck. “Ah, not exactly, but I’ve heard good things about this studio. The content’s really well-done.”
The thought of Yunho watching any of Mingi’s scenes makes his teeth clench. It’s on the tip of Mingi’s tongue to say, So you like guys after all, huh?
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Adult entertainer Song Mingi thinks it's just another day on set until the new guy for Matz Studios walks through the door. Now Mingi has to figure out how to film a sex scene with the man who broke his heart seven years before.
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30 Jun 2026
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The truth is, it’s been a little difficult to be around Hongjoong these past few months. In a way, it’s Seonghwa’s own fault, for wanting things he can’t have and getting his hopes up over and over again, just to have them crushed like a dry, brittle leaf in the palm of his hand, looking as the dust flies away with the wind. He should’ve known, watching the play of light on the waters of Lake Como, that some things weren’t meant to be.
Before the last concert of their North American tour, Seonghwa and Hongjoong spend five days at an upscale villa in Los Angeles. Those five days change everything. It's been a long time coming.
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26 Jun 2026
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Sometimes Wooyoung will tease him, will aim for a cheek kiss, and Jongho- Jongho’s whole body had tingled the two times he’d let Wooyoung press lips to his skin before he’d furiously talked himself down for ruining a moment that was only intended to be friendly.
So thetwosecrets Jongho carries around with him are quite simple:
a) he is gay
b) he wants nothing more than to touch another guy without feeling guilt and shamec) he wants that guy to be Wooyoung so bad.Series
- Part 1 of gay lil jongho
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17 Jun 2026
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Wanting to overcome a silly crush on his unattainable boss, Wooyoung takes to Grindr instead. You wouldn't believe who his next match is.
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- Part 1 of bujang-nim universe
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17 May 2026
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Yunho goes into heat at the Coachella afterparty. This would be issue enough in of itself, but here’s the catch: up until 24 hours ago, Yunho was unquestionably an alpha.
That begs the question: so what happened during those 24 hours? Oh, nothing much. Just the biggest performance of his life, a reaffirmed love for the stage, and the craziest night of world-shattering, back-breaking sex with his best friend who he definitely has not been in love with since he was 15. You know, just the usual.
The conclusion that follows is simple enough: sometimes, the love you've been so desperately hoping for has been right in front of you this whole time. If you never let yourself fall, how will you ever be caught?
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14 May 2026
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Usually it’s Hongjoong’s leader energy that turns Seonghwa on; he’s always so in control and gives orders so well and when they’ve fooled around before it has always given Seonghwa a quiet, tingling thrill to be good for him.
But there’s something in this, something in the way Hongjoong’s gaze falters as he battles with himself that makes Seonghwa want to press his advantage, see how far he can take it.
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Who has Seonghwa been sleeping with that he’s so good at giving head? It shouldn’t matter, because Seonghwa and Hongjoong are not—they’re friends and the most important people in each other’s lives, but other than that, they’re nothing. Not like that. Hongjoong has been keeping a tight lid on it since pre-debut to make sure it stays that way. It’s fine.
While Hongjoong and Wooyoung are in Europe, San and Seonghwa make a sex tape. It is not meant for Hongjoong's eyes.
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21 Apr 2026
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Hongjoong secretly runs a twitter account dedicated to snarky short form answers to questions about life, love, and the futility of the human experience. Solving the world’s problems in 280 characters or less is all fine and good, but where is he supposed to go when he has his own issues?
Dear Agony Aunt, he sarcastically mimes typing, what do I do if I catch feelings for my best friend and his boyfriend at the same time?
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13 Apr 2026
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“Lix,” Chan said, his motor function feeling far away. He brought his hands up, laying them on the outside of Felix’s thighs, squeezing lightly. The skirt was a stiff sort of cotton against his palms. “What is this?”
Felix put on an artfully crafted innocent expression, his mouth dropping into a small o, lip gloss shiny in the low light. He blinked at Chan, lashes thick and emphasised with mascara, a pop of glitter at the inner corners of his eyes. “You’ve been here all night,” Felix said, “I thought you might want a little distraction.”
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- Part 6 of the blood on your lies
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It’s desperation that drives Felix to place himself at the mercy of someone he has no right to expect kindness from. Six months on the street with his funds running low, if one of his father’s men doesn’t kill him then the oncoming winter will. Going to Chan is a decided risk, he might put a bullet in Felix's skull instead of taking on the job he's offering, but— well. At least that death will be quick.
But Chan doesn’t kill him. He gives Felix shelter, gives him a home. And Felix finds himself in way too deep with a man who doesn’t even fully know who he’s falling for.
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- Part 1 of the blood on your lies
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10 Apr 2026
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Young priest Yunho decides to live in isolation on a foreboding island in order to cleanse his soul and gain a deeper connection to his wavering faith. The hungry old god that finds him on the island isn’t interested in his salvation…
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07 Apr 2026
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Hongjoong has spent an entire semester hiding behind a black Zoom screen, quietly obsessing over the one classmate who seems too perfect to be real. Seonghwa is confident, gorgeous, popular—and unfortunately assigned to be Hongjoong’s partner for their final presentation. When a late-night accident puts all of Hongjoong’s secret feelings on humiliating display, Seonghwa responds in the last way Hongjoong expects: with interest.
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02 Apr 2026
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It’s not San’s fault he’s sweet.
It’s just that Jongho is starving.Or:
Jongho’s in love with his best friend, who’s too oblivious—and too kind—for his own good.Bookmarked by Numfar
19 Feb 2026
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He coos at Hongjoong. “Oh poor baby, you didn't think you were going to be the one to fuck me, did you?”
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“you have the prettiest cock,” mingi murmurs against hongjoong’s thigh, lips parting as he sucks a hickey into the skin there. hongjoong lets out a giggle that slides into a moan, nails scraping against mingi’s scalp.
“thank you,” he mumbles. “can you - could you…”
“what is it?” mingi asks, thinking that he’d commit treason right now if hongjoong asked him to.
“hyung, do you want me to make fun of your dick?”
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15th AUGUST, 2022
PARK SEONGHWA AND KIM HONGJOONG BURY THE HATCHET?
Published in SPORTSMAXThey jostled, they bickered, they almost came to blows…and then they exchanged jerseys after the match? This sequence of events doesn’t make sense. [Subscribe to read]
Nina 🔥 @joongshairband • 5m
After today, I can’t tell whether these two don’t like each other, are friends, or want to fuck…
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View replies (13)Kim Hongjoong and Park Seonghwa are the living embodiments of their respective clubs values, and it’s safe to say they hate everything the other stands for.
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20 Sep 2025
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Jungkook is a studio intern. Namjoon is another alpha, the famous producer from floor eight. Jungkook's instincts don't work around Namjoon, but he never meant to let him know.
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20 May 2025
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Mortifying Ordeal by WindsOfTime
Fandoms: 전지적 독자 시점 - 싱숑 | Omniscient Reader - Sing-Shong
12 Oct 2024
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Kim Dokja has always known that his soulmate has no interest in him. For Yoo Joonghyuk, renowned Ways of Survival esport champion, a psychic bond to some random desk jockey must be the most boring part of his life. It’s vexing, but Kim Dokja gets it.
Until the day he learns that Yoo Joonghyuk never even knew the bond was there.
What follows is a brand-new professional career, a journey through the memories of his long and checkered past with Yoo Joonghyuk, and a secret identity that really shouldn’t matter as much as it does.
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20 Mar 2025
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Chad is straight. No, really. Ryan is not straight, and this doesn’t bother Chad at all. No, really.
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13 Mar 2025