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Kenma trudges into the livinng room, ignoring the ongoing voices as he walks to the kitchen. Curling in on himself.
Don't talk to me.
Don't talk to me.
Don't talk to me.
"Hey, Kenma!" Hinata calls out, sending a wide tooth grin.
Dammit. He really didn’t want to interact today.
Or, Mentally stressed and touch-starved Kenma who stumbles into BokuAkaKuro and falls in love through his journey of finding himself again.
UNDER MAINTENANCE!!! NOT ABANDONED!
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“You seem out of it today.” Kuroo frowns and Oikawa holds back the bile rising in his throat. The taste of vomit distasteful and stinging in his throat as he forces it down with a cup of coffee.
“I’m always out of it.”
Perhaps that was the wrong thing to say, because Oikawa fucking despised and the curled look of anguish on Daichi’s face.
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- Part 2 of Searching For A Place To Belong
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“I’m pathetic…” He shrugs, tears welling up in his wide brown eyes and a bitter smile pulls onto his face.
“You aren’t, you’re not. You are not pathetic…your lonely.”
Oikawa snorts, glancing up at Daichi with a weak smile. “No, I am. I’m stuck in the same place I’ve always been, chasing comfort in places that I don’t belong in”
“Tooru…” Kuroo frowns, “You do know you are always welcome here right? You will always have a place with me and Dai..”
“I don’t. I don’t belong with either of you, nor do the two of you belong with me. You keep me close, we have sex and you two comfort me because you care…not because you love me…and not because I love you.”
Or, In trying so hard to chase for comfort Oikawa slowly loses himself in the process.
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- Part 1 of Searching For A Place To Belong
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Latex & Talking Points by sugarfreegingerale (pacificrainydays)
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jun 2026
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When Public Health Canada approaches Shane about being the face of a sexual health campaign targeted at queer men, Shane’s old fears bubble to the surface. He never wanted to be known as a gay activist but he is sick of feeling like he is letting his new-found community down as he tries to focus on his first season as an Ottawa Centaur. A new friendship with a PWHL star and the unswerving adoration of his husband Ilya help him navigate questions of guilt, identity and what we owe each other, all while he tries to win another damn cup.
Part of a series but can be read alone.
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- Part 3 of bad at being gay
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27 Jun 2026
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Totally Real Canadian Boyfriend™️ by hermacology
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Jun 2026
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Ilya Rozanov, captain of the Boston Raiders, has a boyfriend. A definitely real, suspiciously (and boringly) handsome, conveniently offline, consistently unable to meet up in real life boyfriend.
Who lives in Canada.
Unfortunately for him, absolutely no one believes him.
The more serious Ilya gets about his Totally Real Canadian Boyfriend™️, the more concerned his teammates become that someone either needs to call MTV and get him on the next episode of Catfish or that he's slowly losing his mind.
Shane Hollander is, fortunately, very real, very sarcastic, and increasingly delighted that an entire NHL locker room seems to think that he's a government psyop to distract Ilya from his game.
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- Part 1 of they haven't connected shit
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24 Jun 2026
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I knew you'd haunt all of my what ifs by allmylovesatonce
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jun 2026
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Five years ago, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov quietly went their separate ways. They handled their heartbreak differently. Shane cut off his family and friends and focused only on hockey, not that it helped, his game has totally fallen apart. Ilya had the support of the Centaurs, even if they didn't know why they were supporting him.
But when Ilya announces his retirement at the end of the next season, it shakes Shane back to reality. He has one season left to play against the man he still loves; and then, would he ever see him again? As Shane starts to piece his life back together, the biggest missing piece is still Ilya.
Ilya had planned to just enjoy the last season he'd play of professional hockey and obviously try to win another cup. But when Shane reaches back out, he has much more to consider. He never expected to talk to Shane again, but he can't deny that it's everything he's wanted in the last five years.
Can they salvage what they had? Should they even try? How can Shane and Ilya be a part of each other's lives again?
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24 Jun 2026
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(hopelessly) waiting for your love by attfna
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 May 2026
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When Shane takes a hard hit on the ice, he wakes up three days later to find his reality has been shattered. But the truth is, it wasn’t reality at all. Just an elaborate set of false memories conjured by a brain injury. 'False memory syndrome' they call it. Shane calls it a nightmare he couldn't have imagined.
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Shane doesn’t have amnesia. Instead, he wakes up wanting his boyfriend only to realize his brain concocted a bunch of fake memories of a nine year situationship and Shane has no idea how to live in his actual reality that Ilya hasn’t been a part of. Luckily, Ilya is…curious.
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19 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander is my Angel by codiwill
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Heated Rivalry (TV) RPF, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jun 2026
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Shane is in a post-game interview when his world stops.
He’s just answered a question about Montreal’s offensive strategy going into the game. Clean passes, avoid penalties, draw defenders wide. It had worked and the Voyagers had beat Colorado soundly, 4-1. Shane had scored two of the goals and assisted on a third.
Usually, Shane would be eager to boast about the win to Ilya. But ever since their fight- since Ilya told Shane to leave- winning feels hollow. Losing feels better, somehow. As if Shane deserves to lose after being so selfish. Ilya gave up everything for him- his home, his team, and to some extent- his happiness. Hockey. Ilya gave up hockey- good hockey- for Shane.
A ripple goes through the room of reporters. Shane swears he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘crash’. But no one is paying attention to him anymore.
“What’s going on?” he asks into the microphone, feeling strange at the role reversal. Usually, he’s the one being asked questions.
No one answers. And this time he knows that he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘Centaurs’.
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Shane rushes to Ilya after the almost plane crash. Their secret is no longer a secret.
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19 Jun 2026