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    What if David and Yuna had both gone to the cottage to retrieve that phone charger? What if they crept in very quietly (because silent meditation retreat) and found their son fast asleep on the couch, snuggled up with his arch-rival, Ilya Rozanov?

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    17 Jul 2026

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    David Hollander arrives in Montreal with homemade soup, expecting to take care of his son Shane, who’s down with the flu after missing the biggest NHL game of the season.
    What he does not expect is finding Shane cuddled in the lap of his greatest hockey rival: Boston Bears captain Ilya Rozanov.
    Apparently the NHL’s most legendary rivalry has secretly been a relationship for over a decade.
    Now David must process three shocking truths:
     his son is gay,
     Ilya Rozanov is basically a housewife with pharmacy bags,
     and every on-ice fight was apparently foreplay.

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    17 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 64

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    Three hundred guests. One sponsor dinner. Ilya controlling everything from his phone and a cock ring Shane doesn't know vibrates.
    Its the the most agonizing three hours of Shane's life. All he has to do is make it through without anyone finding out.

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    17 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 51

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    It starts with a simple realization: Ilya likes being told he's good. Shane, naturally, decides to see where that revelation leads. Neither of them expects just how much it will change the way they understand each other.

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    Ilya can pin Shane to the bed with one hand, but that doesn't mean he's the one in charge.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    If only—if only Shane can slide back to bed, to fall asleep beside Ilya and wake up beside him, to just pretend that the outside world does not exist. Shane would like to learn the shapes of Ilya’s routines, the things that make him laugh when he is tired, the expression he wears first thing in the morning before he remembers to hide himself from the world, yet safe in the knowledge that he doesn’t need to hide it from Shane.

    Somehow, without meaning to, his mind has leapt much further than that, to tomorrow, and every tomorrow after tomorrow, all the same with Ilya in his arms. Shane realizes, with a careless certainty like a dream, that he can do this forever.

    And oh, isn’t that a terrifying thought? To look at another person and discover that your mind and your heart have begun to create pieces of the future around them without your permission?

    Or: Shane confronts the truth that he has spent years running from, following the aftermath of his disastrous night with Rose. In the stillness of Tampa, he shows Ilya just exactly how much he means it.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    Rozanov frowns. The air around them stills for a few seconds, and embarrassment starts to creep in as Shane thinks he has made a mistake—

    But then Rozanov reaches out for him, and the world splits open.

    Fire ignites in his palm, flaring through every nerve in his hand, cutting through skin and sinew and bones. His chest is so full it might burst, and his lungs forget how to work. The heat shoots up his arm like lightning, down his spine and across his ribs, continuing down, down, down. He feels it—feels his seed erupt into something sharp and blinding, roots threading under his skin and stem unfurling onto his flesh.

    Shane immediately jerks back his hand, as if he was electrocuted. Air crashes into him all at once, as the burning fades into a tingling throb. He stands there stunned, his mind in tatters and unable to comprehend all the sensations happening to him.

    His right ankle, his soulmark... And it just reacts to Ilya Rozanov.

    Or: In a world where soulmarks are living seeds that grow with touch, Shane's flowers bloom when he is with Ilya. Yet, he cannot find the traces of any mark on Ilya's body.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    They are lounging together on Ilya’s couch and basking in the post-sex glow, Ilya eating matcha ice cream while Shane has some sliced apples and melons, when Ilya throws the question out of the blue.

    “Remember when I asked how many times you can come in an hour?”

    Shane rolls his eyes. “Yes, you sexted me right before an important game, how could I ever forget.”

    “Soooo,” Ilya licks the spoon and swirls it around, nudging and tickling Shane’s socked feet with his own bare ones. “I’ve been thinking, we should test it out. See who can do better. For science.”

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    | Lily: Ok, here’s the rules
    | Lily: You can choose how you will come, but you cannot do the same thing twice. Other than that, everything else is under my control
    | Lily: The same rules go for me next time, I make the choices on how I come, then you can take charge if you want to
    | Lily: Sounds good?

    Or: Shane and Ilya compete on who can come more in an hour. Neither of them seems to be able to follow the rules.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    "He saw the corners of Ilya's lips curve up ever so slightly in that infuriating, tiny hint of a smile. “Goodbye, Shane Hollander.”

    Shane could only ogle as Ilya walked away. Fuck. His ass was fat. This was so bad.

    Shane Hollander, star athlete, D1 hockey team captain, campus heartthrob, was being completely undone by a brooding Slavic art major that he would probably crawl on his fucking knees and bark for."

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    Shane is ready for another boring semester where he has to pretend like he cares about anything other than hockey. Until he sits down next to a mysterious Russian art student who also happens to be the hottest guy Shane has ever seen.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    “No underwear,” Ilya murmured, his voice thick with implication. “You’ve been like this all day? Waiting for me?”

    “No...” Shane mumbles before a sudden moan escapes at the feeling of Ilya entering him so easily.

    Ilya simply shifted his hips and pushed forward, “You are a liar, hm?” Ilya taunted him, whispering close to his ear, “I know you’re just a desperate slut. You don’t need to lie.”

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    One random evening Shane tells Ilya to ditch the condoms, and what follows is a week of Ilya fucking Shane until his pussy's sore.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    “I could give you a massage, if you want,” he hears Ilya say, and his brain stops.

    “What?” Shane is sure he didn’t hear that right, but he wants to make sure.

    “You said your back hurts, I can give you a massage. I’m good at it,” Ilya says the words like they mean nothing, like the mental image of him on top of Shane and massaging his sore muscles with his bare hands isn’t currently making Shane’s brain short circuit.

    He can’t possibly accept this and risk giving himself away. Shane has been in love with him for years and as much as it hurts, he knows Ilya doesn’t feel the same.

    “Okay, sure.”

     

    or, Shane takes Ilya up on his offer to give him a massage. Nothing could go wrong, right?

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    14 Jul 2026

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    Bottom Ilya and Top Shane:

    1. Because Ilya deserves to come so hard he cries (and Shane will talk him through it)
    2. Because, maybe more importantly, the experience is healing for Shane, whose only experiences with “topping” were in situations where his body didn’t want it.

    This fic is a love letter to my younger self, and a love letter to people who have had sexual experiences just because they thought they had to. I see you.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    Hollander huffed and then, slowly, looked into Ilya’s eyes. “What if… what if we didn’t do it all the way?”

    “Yeah?” Ilya breathed. “Like?”

    “What if it’s just the tip.”

    Ilya’s jaw literally dropped. “Who the fuck taught you that?”

    Hollander shrugged, then his eyes locked onto Ilya. “Yes or no.”

    Fuck it.

    Or: episode 4 fuck-montage meets Just The Tip meets down-bad but doesn’t know it Ilya Rozanov meets barebacking

    OR: Ilya “just the tip” Rozanov and Shane “just fucking come in me” Hollander

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    13 Jul 2026

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    Episode 4 Fuck Montage meets Forced Proximity meets Accidentally Domestic and stuck in a storm with your No Commitment Non-Monogamous Long-Distance Situationship™

    Or: they get snowed in at Shane’s apartment and they’re both fucking horny and go multiple rounds.

    Oh, and it’s Christmas, isn’t it.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    Now that he and Shane are in a good place—in a happy relationship—he wants to try everything with Shane. He wants to do everything with Shane. He just wants to be with Shane for every moment. Including having sex in new locations together. 

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    Ilya fucks Shane in his hot tub

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    09 Jul 2026

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    It was a zoomed-in image of what was unmistakably Shane’s hand, gripping white sheets in ecstasy.
    His wedding band was on his finger.
    Ilya began to, quite reasonably in his opinion, choke on his own spit.
    “There’s more where that came from,” Rose said simply, grinning at walking away.
    Mouth wide, eyes popping from his head, Ilya scanned the crowd for his husband. When he spotted him, he saw Shane having a conversation with his dad, his face completely blank even as his eyes flickered to Ilya for just a millisecond.
    “Roz! My man, how are you?” Cliff Marleau asked as he walked over to Ilya, beaming.
    “I am…I am going to die, I think,” he answered hollowly, wondering what ‘more’ meant.

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    In which Shane Hollander does a boudoir shoot and gives 5 photos to Ilya during their wedding reception.
    Obviously, they end up fucking about it.

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    03 Jul 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 39

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    "Like what if I think dudes can be hot but only one dude is like...hot in his brain? In his…heart?"
    There was a cut-off laugh. "Shane–"
    "I'm serious!" He was thoroughly regretting this, now.
    "I know, that's why it's funny! But can you...explain a little?" she asked, clearly trying to be patient.
    "Like..." he sighed, trying to think back to past times, that last time. "You know when you’re attracted to someone?”
    “Vaguely,” Rose laughed, sounding like she was rolling her eyes. “Explain.”
    “Like. Oh my god.” He rubbed at his face, mortified. Like…you want your…your bodies to touch and stuff? Like it feels like a magnet, or like a fire, or like…like..”
    Now it sounded like Rose was choking. “Yes, I have wanted to touch bodies with someone before,” she replied, tone lilting.
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    Or, Shane realizes that he's no just gay, he's in LOVE.

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    03 Jul 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 60

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    Ilya gazed down at him, expression reverent. “You are beautiful. You know this?” he asked, panting a little, too. “Just like this, here, for me. Is okay, that not everybody understands. Because you are mine. This is ours.”
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    Even after moving to the Centaurs, not everyone is completely accepting of Ilya and Shane's relationship. Reporters call them distractions, cheaters, names that make shame well up in Shane's chest.
    Ilya reminds Shane that it doesn't matter, though. Nobody can take away what they have.
    (He reminds him by fucking him, of course)

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    03 Jul 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 69

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    It was the nicknames that really got to him, though. As they sat around the dinner table, it was ‘Sveta,’ this and ‘Ilushka,’ that. Shane felt like he was an outsider to a very exclusive club that the others had not even considered giving him membership to. And what was with the name, anyway? Ilushka was longer than Ilya! Why was she calling him that?
    So he decided to resort to a good, old-fashioned Google rabbit hole, educating himself on everything he could about the Russian language in the span of one evening.
    ___
    In which Shane overthinks the concept of nicknames and Ilya talks some sense into him, then helps him relax in a way only he can.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    He looks up at Rozanov, whose brows have since migrated up over his forehead, almost tangling in his mess of curls as he eagerly awaits either a response or a reaction.

    Shane gives both at once.

    “We can’t fuck in there.”

    Ilya’s smile doesn’t falter. Shane really wishes he was kissing him instead of standing here, shrinking into his jacket, shivering under the cool nighttime air, the hot tub water glimmering under a heavy moonlight.

    “Why not?” Rozanov challenges. “Is fine, no? I can make you break a sweat, Hollander. Even without the bubbles.”

    Shane deadpans him and that just makes Rozanov laugh airily, clearly bemused by his response to all this.

    or: ilya’s house has a hot tub and a mirror in the yard, so he and shane make very good use of it

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    03 Jul 2026

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    “Ilya, what are we gonna do?” Shane says.

    Ilya finishes whatever he has been doing on his phone, and tosses it gently to the bed beside him. He crosses the room to Shane, stands in front of him, squeezes into his shoulders with his big hands, rubbing them like he means to warm them up.

    “Looks like we will have a little vacation,” he says, with a big obnoxious grin.

     


     

    Boston and Montreal are sent to Paris to play against each other in an exhibition series in January 2017. Ilya and Shane decide to stay in Paris for one more night. Just one more night, so they can talk. Maybe finally understand each other.

    They aren't expecting a volcano to erupt in Iceland and close all the airspace in Europe, leaving them stranded there. Together.

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    30 Jun 2026

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