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He’s so tired of being magnanimous. He’s tired of playing like shit. He’s tired of season after season of playoff chokes. He’s tired of waking up in lifeless hotel rooms. He’s tired of missing Kip and pretending he's not. He’s tired of hiding. He’s tired of lying. And goddamnit he’s fucking tired of flying from city to city to get their asses kicked by pot-stirring little fuckers like Rozanov.
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It’s in one of many resort towns that he finds him.
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parce que c'était lui, parce que c'était moi by Nielrian
Fandoms: Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022)
05 Nov 2022
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“So,” Daniel says, huffed on an exhale, and the book makes a telltale thump as it's placed on the nearby coffee table. “You finished burning the body. Then what?”
Then what? Then we left, he wants to say. We took our bags and we walked out of that courtyard and we boarded the train and then the steam liner. We left that city, that life, behind to seek freedom and answers across the Atlantic. We didn’t look back, he wants to say.
He does not say it.
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The moment hangs between them hushed and surreal and almost dreamlike as he folds TK into his arms the best he can while being careful not to put any actual weight onto him. He threads his fingers through TK’s greasy hair, clutches the hem of his flimsy, paper thin hospital gown, puts his lips to his cheek and jaw again and again, cautious, so cautious of the nasal cannula, and does as TK had commanded; breathes.
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Superior pattern processing is the essence of the evolved human brain. It is one thing that separates humans (and human-adjacent aliens, it turns out) from lower life forms, their ability to recognize and accurately predict patterns.
Another trait of highly evolved species? Hindsight.
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Nice Men in Montreal by canadawettt
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Apr 2026
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Shane makes a list: reasons to Come Out on one side and to Stay Safe on the other. It's definitely not meant to accidentally star in the background of his mom's Instagram post for fans to find.
But now that the world knows, maybe Shane can finally let himself have everything he's wanted.
If only Ilya didn't go out and get engaged the next day. Which is fine! Rozanov was settling down? Shane could settle down, too. He would find himself a nice man.
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Heaven Has Got Nothing On Us (Oh, I Love You Even When My Body Turns to Dust) by overlycaffeinatedgalaxy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jan 2026
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The moment Ilya slips the wedding band onto Shane’s finger, it feels like the world goes quiet for the first time in his life.
Peaceful in a way Shane has never known.
They’re married. Husbands.
And Shane is excited for all of the firsts that lie ahead of them as a married couple.
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OR: A Bunch of "Firsts" from the First Year of Shane and Ilya's Marriage- Language:
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23 Jan 2026
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Mystery Work
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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05 Jan 2026
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He only realizes he’s doing it when it’s too late to stop.
He’s standing in the drink aisle of the grocery store, checking the expiration dates on the cans of Coke, mentally cross-checking them with Boston’s away game schedule, and the reality hits him like someone shook one of those cans and popped it open. A snap. A fizz. A mess.
Shane is making space for Ilya.
(or, lessons in budget-friendly shopping, home decor, and resisting the urge to neatly combine all your situationship’s shit into a drawer in your bedroom because you might be falling in love with him: a seven-ish step guide by shane hollander, who is so, so fucked)
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17 Dec 2025
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Fai is the perfect subject. Delicate, demure, doll-like. A songbird with clipped wings, made to live in a gilded cage. A thing to be used. Specifically, formed and designed, trained for the king. It’s what he’s devoted the last ten years of his life to.
So why is the king's nephew able to see through his guise so easily?
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Written for the KuroFai 2025 Olympics
Team: Drama
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