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    safe place to land by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    27 Dec 2025

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    Shane doesn't fall apart loudly. He spirals, shuts down, missteps. Ilya pays attention. He stays. He helps Shane learn what it feels like to be noticed without being corrected.

    or, 5 times Shane needs help regulating his autism, and Ilya is there for him + 1 time Shane is there for Ilya.

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    Annoying, But Oddly Therapeutic by

    Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Deadpool - All Media Types  

    28 Feb 2026

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    Autistic scientist Peter has a bad day.
    Wade weaponizes his yapping for good.

    Domestic dribbles featuring: weighted blanket energy, a hyperfixation on dermatology, early dating anxiety, and a genius who doesn’t know he’s hot.

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    learning curve by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    13 Feb 2026

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    It's supposed to be a quick hookup in Boston - one night, no feelings, back to hating each other on the ice tomorrow. Then Shane gets the flu and everything becomes complicated, especially when he goes nonverbal and Ilya has to figure out how to help someone whose brain processes everything differently than his own.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    It’s Wrong… by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    02 Mar 2026

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    Eventually he gets dressed, the collar of his suit brushing up against his neck, the texture making him want to rip it off and curl into a ball. Everything feels like sandpaper against his skin. If he had his texture safe suit he would be fine, but instead he's fighting the urge to not cry. It's stupid he thinks. He's a grown man, trying to not break down crying because the texture of his suit is wrong. If it were Ilya he wouldnt bat an eye or pay attention to the texture of this fucking suit. Stop being a fucking bitch and pull yourself together. Your Shane fucking Hollender. He tells himself quietly.

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    Shane gets overstimulated and has a meltdown, Ilya calming him down. And Hayden finding out about Ilya and Shane.

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    Stiles the Stray by

    Fandoms: Teen Wolf (TV)  

    29 Dec 2025

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    Stiles, a born cat-shifter, moves to New York for college and starts working as an assistant for Peter Hale, the CEO of Neckz ‘n Throats. He’s keeping his heritage a secret, not wanting to get involved. Until he gets injured in full-shift and seeks shelter with the Hale Pack.

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    01 Feb 2026