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  1. Public Bookmark 27

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    "Told you," he croaked out with strength he gathered from Varka’s presence.

    Varka's hand found his cheek immediately, thumb brushing carefully and lightly over his jaw. "What?"

    "You said—" Lohen swallowed, throat raw. "’Wait here’."

    Varka asks. Lohen listens. Both of them suffer emotionally as a result.

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    21 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 43

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    Varka sat down on a stool beside the cot and brought his hand to Lohen's forehead. “Mhm, you're still a little warm.”

    “How long have I been out?” 

    “Nearly nine days. I wouldn't say ‘out' of it necessarily, but you've somehow managed to sabotage yourself even whilst being out of it.” Varka glanced at the patterns the stained glass was forming on Lohen's lap, then pointedly at the cuffs that dangled by the cot railings. “Barbara was forced to give you numerous sedatives just so you wouldn't hurt yourself.”

    “Oh.”

    Varka stayed quiet for an uncomfortably long time after that. Eventually, he swallowed dryly and opened his mouth. “Lohen.”

    “I don't want to talk about it, Varka.”

     

    Or, Lohen grieves.

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    20 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 48

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    Varka smiled down at Lohen sadly. “Then why do you keep such tight constraints on yourself? Tell me, Lohen, for I cannot fathom how someone as strong as you sees themselves as… deserving of punishment despite having shown incredible strength against an enemy that I can swear on my honor that neither I could win against.” 

    “It’s different,” Lohen began, but his words felt hollow. He repeated, “It’s different.”

    “How?”

    Lohen could feel the same frustration clawing at his skin when his parents would berate him for going out and coming back bloody. It was something that was wired innately into his being. He needed a stimulus that proved that he wasn’t someone who could be easily stepped over. 

    “How?” Varka asked again.

    Lohen opened his mouth, and it felt as though his tongue had gone dry. He sniffled before turning his head away. “It just is, I don’t know.”

    “If you don’t know, then will you let me make the decision for you?” Varka asked. 

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    Or: the aftermath of Lohen's battle with Rerir

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    19 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 32

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    "Uh, what are you doing?" Lohen's eyes narrow as he watches Varka's every move.

    Varka pauses at the question, brows knitting together, as if perplexed. "What does it look like? I'm offering you first aid," he says. "I may not be as skilled as our medics or healers, but I can at least make sure you don't bleed out all over my desk."

    "And why are you doing that?" Lohen frowns some. Varka is just one of those people he thinks he'll never really understand. Again, an enigma. Shouldn't he be pushing Lohen out the door right now? Ordering him to get medical attention (not that he'd listen, even if he did)?

    "Because you're refusing to see a medic," Varka answers, simple and to the point. "It's my job as the Grand Master to make sure my knights are in top shape and taken care of."

    "I don't recall personally tending to your subordinate's scrapes being a part of your job description."

    "Hah! So now you want to talk about job descriptions eh, Vice Captain?"

    five times varka showed lohen he cared and the one time lohen showed him.

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    19 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 22

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    Every time Olruggio looked at him, he still saw the small, scared, ferocious child Qifrey used to be. He saw the young man who left Olruggio behind to take a pilgrimage that was all his own. He saw the adult he was now, a man of roiling waves under a calm surface, soft warmth and untouchable ice. He saw every side of Qifrey that he knew, and loved them all the same.

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    11 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 45

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    Qifrey looked up to the big window. The ocean hummed deeply like any other day in the Great Hall. He always hated how it looked so tranquil despite holding a great power enough to devastate the land above. Like a sleeping apex predator, the sea was calm as long as no ripple touched its surface.

    “You’re right. Maybe I just need time to adjust.”

    He’s suffocating.

    Qifrey's journey towards healing.

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    10 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 54

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    Olruggio stood between the Brimmed Cap and the other three girls, readying a seal in case things went awry. “You best be moving on now, lest I alert the Knights Moralis ‘bout your presence.” Olruggio pulled a communication contraption from his bag, not moving his gaze from the unblinking eye fixed on Coco.

    Iguin turned to Olruggio. They nodded, almost imperceptibly, and two more masked figures appeared, each digging a sharp pen into the napes of the Master and his Watchful Eye.

    Each man felt the rings complete before they blacked out.

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    07 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 57

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    A witch’s pen, ink, and quire are their most important possessions, and to lose even one of their three most coveted components oft renders the ability for a witch to cast null in its entirety. It is a true feat of talent, skill, and practice to be able to write seals upon surfaces different from those meant for a standard, or even specialized, woodcuror wand or dip pen. For a witch to be able to cast without conjuring ink, well that is something that is simply impossible, at least for those of upstanding witch society. Which is why, of all the components that each and every witch uses, each and every day, they always take extra care to keep their ink well stocked, and safe above all else.

    'a witch must never lose their casting components, their ink specifically.' that is the teaching the great hall duly impressed into every young witch's mind.

    Qifrey is not the average witch born of the great hall, though.

    Qifrey will never be left without ink, and this is not a blessing

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    16 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 10

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    Leon se hunde en el alcohol, Chris en sus silencios. Pero una nueva misión los obliga a trabajar juntos, lo más peligroso está dentro de ellos.

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    01 Apr 2026

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    leon's trip to raccoon city awakens a lot of long-buried memories, but he's not on this journey alone.

    ~

    or, a character study of leon s. kennedy throughout resident evil requiem, with a healthy dose of leon x chris and canon divergence towards the end.

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    27 Mar 2026

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    Leon’s never had these problems before, sitting down to eat and yet not being able to stomach even a single bite. It’s not like he’s not trying, but the process of it has become increasingly difficult over the past few months and it doesn’t help that his schedule leaves him far too busy either.
    Leon tries to maneuver a life between his work at the DSO, grief and loneliness and finds himself stuck in an addiction that he indulges all too willingly, losing himself in a disease he can control, instead of facing what he cannot.

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    22 Mar 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 56

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    USSTRATCOM agent Leon Kennedy had been living through traumas that only compounded from mission after mission. His nightmares tormented his psyche, until he realized they were more than just horrid dreams. Meanwhile, BSAA Captain Chris Redfield was desperately searching for his missing man. In the process, he turned to Leon for help. Together, the two leapt into the unknown, unaware that the greatest threat of their lives was waiting for them on the other side.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Lum ak baca

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    Leon randomly comes across Chris on a mission and soon realizes how good it is to have a friend when an injury catches up to him.

    For Febuwhump - Day 12 - Semi-conscious

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    21 Mar 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 31

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    He startles when he sees a string of blood drifting in the water toward him. His breath quickens, and he realizes he’s gasping for air. He closes his eyes, squeezing them shut tightly. “It's not real, Phainon,” he tells himself out loud to fill the silence.

    When he opens his eyes again, there are bodies floating in the bath with him. Some are face-down, some look in his direction, confused. He knows these people, who they used to be. Before—

    ‘Why, Phainon? Aren’t we the best of friends?’

    OR, a reimagining of one of the cycles in which Phainon is haunted by nightmares and memories from past cycles that he doesn’t realize he’s reliving.

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    16 Mar 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 95

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    "Do you still remember?"

    “Maybe it’s better,” the angel says, forlorn, “if you don’t remember.”
    “Remember what?”
    “For what follows, I’m sorry. But Kephale always remembers, and I promise not to forget this.”
    Phainon frowns. Kephale? That name tickles something, but he doesn’t know what. It feels weird, like that pudding that got him sick last month.
    “Forget what?”
    “Remember them; the ones that won’t reach the dawn.”

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    Visions burn behind his eyelids ever since, and the fire roars forever more in the canvas of a picture. Mydei used to quench the fire, for a while, but he never understood what art truly means for Phainon. So why, fifteen years later, does Phainon find Mydei stand there, staring up at a painting of burning gold?

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    24 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 3

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    Setelah Eternal Recurrence berakhir, kehidupan di Amphoreus perlahan kembali normal.
    Namun bagi Phainon, ketenangan justru membawa hal yang tidak ia pahami. Tanpa sadar, ia mulai menjaga jarak dari mydei—bukan karena tidak peduli, melainkan karena rasa takut yang tidak bisa ia jelaskan.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    AKHIRNYA FF INDO

  17. Public Bookmark 52

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    At that moment, it occurred in Mydei’s head that he didn’t know anything about Phainon’s past. His curiosity spoke before his mind could, “how about you. Did you ever miss your family?”

    Phainon looked back at the distance, “yes, I do.”

    “Why don’t you just visit them? It’s pretty safe here in Okhema, I’m sure your parents misses you too.”

    “I’m not from Okhema.”

    “Oh, where are you from then?” I am so stupid. If he isn’t from here that means his home got consumed by the black tide. His family is probably-

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    Nobody told Phainon Mydei is immortal. Mydei dies. Phainon reacts.

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    16 Jan 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 64

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    As a broke young adult, Phainon was slowly going insane filing job applications. With each rejection or ignored application on his end, he knew he was running out of time to find some way to pay his bills. His roommate and parents couldn't cover for him forever. In the midst of his desperation, his close friend Castorice gives him another option - becoming a sugar baby. Desperation and trust in his friends leads Phainon to join the strange app that Castorice mentions to him and eventually, right as he's about to give up on the app, it leads him to Mydei.

    Being paid to just exist wasn't what Phainon had expected when he met Mydei. It did give him a good excuse to ask his unfairly attractive sugar daddy out on dates though.

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    11 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 6

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    It is time for the Knremoan festival, and Gorgo wants to see what's going on in her city. Putting on street atire, she goes down to mingle with the people. There, she hears locals downing a merchant from afar that is always hit with a stroke of bad luck. He just wants to get into see the prince that, through stories, he's grown attached to.

    Whatever shall a queen do?

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    05 Jan 2026

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    Phainon walks right up to him with full confidence. “Mydeimos,” he says. “I want a divorce.”

    Mydei blinks. “You want WHAT?”

    Phainon loses his memory. He wakes up convinced that he and Mydei are married. And that they should get divorced.

    (Russian | русский translation thanks to the lovely Zhena_kyubi_no_yuko!)

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    30 Dec 2025

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