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  1. Public Bookmark 55

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    “I heard you the first time,” Yuuji snaps, eyes blazing, the muscles in his arm flexing under Megumi’s hold. “I just think it’s pathetic. Don’t know how to do anything but fuck the pain away, right?”

    Something feral and wounded recoils in Megumi’s gut at the words, the same animal hunger that has always lived between them now fused with terror – because Yuuji is right, because every late-night fuck has been a bandage over a wound that only tears anew, because the fear of needing this –of needing Yuuji– has become a constant scream that Megumi drowns out with the brutal rhythm of hips and hands and the wet heat that makes him forget, for precious seconds, that he is already lost.

    “Yeah,” he spits out, the corner of his lip curling into something cruel and ugly, a defensive snarl born of cornered desperation that twists his features in the low light, “and you don’t know how to do anything but bend over for it, so what the fuck does that say about you, Yuuji?”

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    or, five times Megumi and Yuuji have sex, and one time they don't.

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    29 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 36

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    Stan Marsh is a man with a plan. A wedding around the corner. A future so close he can touch it.

    Then he screws everything up.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    “This.” Token points at him and Stan. “You two.”

    Stan’s horror is palpable, and Kyle…well. Kyle’s got two choices. Distance himself from the inherent accusation, or lean in.

    He leans in. Maybe a little too far.

    Wrapping his arm around Stan’s shoulders, he turns up the wattage on his fake-ass smile one hundred fold.

    “You caught us out! We’re in love!” Kyle announces. Stan stands rigid in his embrace, rage emanating off his body in actual waves, but he doesn’t contradict what Kyle’s saying. “Like, passionately.”

    “Great,” Token replies flatly. “That’s spectacular. No one saw that coming.”

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Billy's handsome in a way girls call dreamy, but the tangible sense of danger that thrills them makes him hot. Will gets it on both counts.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    "No need to worry about me," he says, hoping his voice sounds casual. "I'm, like, totally into girls, you know? This would just be... bros helping bros. A solidarity handjob."

    It's not a lie. Since moving into this room, Yuuji's sexuality has been on a steady, confusing diet of "what is happening," but he is pretty sure he still likes girls. A lot.

    "A solidarity handjob," Megumi repeats, and he sounds like he's trying not to laugh.

    "Exactly. A SHJ. For the people."

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    Exchanging handjobs with your college roommate in the name of research does not mean you're in love. No, this is purely academic. Until the experiment becomes more than either of them bargained for.

    Or, five times Megumi and Yuuji fool around with science, and one time they do it for real.

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    27 May 2026