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    Shane is frozen to the spot. Or, it’s more like he’s being ripped apart from the inside. Half of his body - the parts connected to his panicking brain and nervous system - are pulling him out, towards the road, towards escape, towards safety. The other half of his body, the parts that might be connected to his heart, are trying to drag him back inside.

    In this moment, he is completely unable to decide which direction to go, and with each stuttering heartbeat it’s getting harder and harder to breathe. His body decides for him, brain and heart meeting in the middle, and he collapses down onto Ilya’s front step, giving in to the panic attack and letting his brain fill with fog.

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    Shane runs away during tuna melts, but only makes it to Ilya's front step. Everything that happens after is similar - except that it's so, so different.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    "What was she like?" He says it in a whisper, a kiss pressed against Ilya's skull when Hayden isn't looking. His hair stinks of alcohol and sick but Shane does it anyway.

    "Mama?" Ilya pulls back, swaying slightly as he looks up at Shane.

    "Yeah."

    "She..." He blinks, dazed. "Kind."

    Shane brushes the damp curls out of Ilya's face once more, praying Hayden's back is still turned as he leans into the touch. "What else?"

    "She..." he pauses again, blinking as if the action will bring the words back to his mouth. "She would have loved you."
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    Or: Ilya gets spiked while out clubbing, and who else would he call but Shane Hollander
    ft a very confused Hayden, Scott, Svetlana, and the Admirals team medic

    (oh, and it's the anniversary of his mothers death)

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    25 Jan 2026

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    “Ladies and gentlemen, this year's champion—Peter McVries and his prize!”
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    Pete wishes for Ray to live, but they still have things to do.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    A memory loss fic where Shane gets hit hard in the head and wakes up in the hospital. He thinks he is 27, sneaking around with Ilya and still in the closet, only to learn that they are married.

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    Tears spilled down his mother's cheeks. “No, honey, you’re not twenty seven. You're twenty nine. Almost thirty.”

    Shane snorted. “That can’t—”

    “It is, sweetheart. And Ilya is…”

    She glanced at the door where two large shadows stood just beyond the frosted glass window. The shorter one embraced the much, much taller one.

    Shane’s heart started beating frantically in his chest. His head pounded as he tried to take in what he was hearing, tried to process what the fuck his mother was saying to him.

    “Ilya,” he squeaked. “Ilya is what?”

    “Ilya is your husband.”

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    05 Jan 2026

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    “I like wearing your name. I like that everyone can see it. And I like even more that you will wear mine.”

    or, Being WAGs comes with perks: bragging rights, endless teasing, and most importantly, matching playoff jackets.

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    05 Jan 2026