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Sequel to 'A Prison of One's Own Making'. Season 5 AU. The brothers are reunited and have to manage the significant ways captivity has changed Sam. Dean wants revenge and there's still a looming Apocalypse to deal with. Maybe Sam's new abilities can give them the upper hand, but at what cost?
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- Part 3 of In this darkness, I might just disappear
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Companion piece to 'A Prison of One's Own Making'. Set during Dean's portion of Chapter 17. Contains the more graphic details of what happened to Sam while in captivity. Dark. See inside for warnings.
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- Part 2 of In this darkness, I might just disappear
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Missing scene for 11.22 "We Happy Few". Dean finds out the hard way that Sam isn't as calm and collected as he pretends to be, especially when it comes to Lucifer. Angst and brotherly love abound. One-shot.
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Season 9 and 11 spoilers. Set during Season 11 Episode 10 “The Devil in the Details.” Some dialogue taken from the show.
One-shot inspired by a tumblr post by casfucker: “gadreel and crowley were inside sam. on a scale of 1 to 10, how pissed do you think lucifer is right now?” jeni-thunder replied “666?” and luciferissatan replied “very”. It was a plot bunny I couldn’t resist.
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AU for 5.3 Free to Be You and Me and 5.4 The End. Turns out Tim and Reggie meant it when they told Sam they'd be back. They had a demon-killing weapon at their fingertips and weren't going to miss the opportunity to use it! Dean thinks Sam is still sulking when he doesn't return his calls. Will Dean figure out something is wrong before Sam is pushed beyond his breaking point?
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- Part 1 of In this darkness, I might just disappear
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Sam’s curled up tight in the backseat of a beat-up Dodge Charger, pale-faced and scratched to all hell and looking so fragile it wouldn’t be a surprise if so much as a gust of wind sent him crumbling into dust. But he’s also asleep, and that alone quashes any doubts Dean might have had about bringing him home.
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30 Jun 2026
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Sam pretends he's fine. Pretends he's not listening to the Devil. Pretends he's not looking at is brother like... that.
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- Part 145 of Every First Time
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30 Jun 2026
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Sam knows what's real and what's not. The lines get fuzzy around his brother.
BONUS: Dean doesn't knock.
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- Part 132 of Every First Time
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30 Jun 2026
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Exhaustion makes Sam stupid and desperate. No (good) solutions are found.
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- Part 147 of Every First Time
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30 Jun 2026
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Jody is beginning to think maybe Dean is just never coming back. Perhaps this search is going to take his whole life and she’s going to be saddled with taking care of a traumatised, barely functioning Sam Winchester until the day he dies (which, with the way things are going, is going to be pretty damn soon).
That’s cynical. Trying not to be is so hard though.
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17 May 2026