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All Wars End the Same by kodakren
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
11 Jun 2026
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Death is not the worst thing that can happen to a man.
To break him, you must first shatter his body—again and again and again. Then, you take his mind, his will, his name. You strip him down to something unrecognisable, reshape him into something he was never meant to be. Survival is its own kind of cruelty, and some wounds don’t heal. Some don’t even scar.
Because war doesn’t just take. It chews men up and spits them out as something else: hollowed beings, stitched haphazardly, and left to stumble forward. No side is ever truly victorious, not when the battlefield becomes a graveyard, and the survivors are left carrying its ghosts. No matter who wins, the cost is always the same: the weight of what can never be undone.
All wars end the same.
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This is the story of Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers, and the Howling Commandos. The war they fought. The men they lost. The scars they carried. The love that blooms, even in the darkest of places, far behind enemy lines.Before the ice. Before the Winter Soldier.
Before it all got worse .
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 282,366
- Chapters:
- 37/45
- Comments:
- 470
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- 371
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- 151
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11 Mar 2026
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The Wound Won't Close (If Clarity's in Death Then Why Won't This Die?) by Chloe0rSam0rSophia0rMarcus
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016), Stranger Things: The First Shadow - Trefry
02 Jan 2026
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Re-writing the scene in the cave to be more of what I would have liked to see in the finale. Very sad and emotional. (Creelby if you squint. They have like a few sentences.) More of a Henry character study than anything else.
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07 Jan 2026
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Blood-Bound by flollius
Fandoms: The Hobbit - All Media Types, The Hobbit (Jackson Movies), The Hobbit - J. R. R. Tolkien
31 Jan 2024
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After a theft gone wrong, a young Fili takes it on himself to rescue an injured orc who seems to carry dwarvish blood, and care for him in secret.
Still reeling from the loss of his parents, living amongst his uncle's tribe on the edge of a city of Men, he struggles every day to belong. But as the truth of this stranger's blood comes to light, shattering a decade of lies and grief, Fili finds himself questioning everything he knows - about his past, his family, his people, and what it means to be a brother.
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29 Dec 2025
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Fine-Tune Repairs by ruyusanxian
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
07 Sep 2025
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"For the last time, Jayce, these are not kitten paws," Viktor spits out as he wiggles his feet, ire flaring for the umpteenth time. "They—"
Jayce keeps the smile plastered on his face as his hand comes down on a button.
A jolt of pleasure hits Viktor deep in his core, sudden like a flood as he chokes on his words, nervous system lighting up, sweeping outwards from the center to his back and legs, toes — not paws — curling from the force.
"Good," Jayce says, eyes flickering to the monitor where it'd emitted a slew of frantic beeps.
Viktor nearly dies from an augmentation gone awry.
He wakes up and finds Jayce, who fixes his botched repairs and a little more beyond that.
(Lol!Jayce x Viktor)
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07 Sep 2025
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Twenty three year old Jayce Talis wakes up on the floor in the middle of his apartment with all his Hextech research gone, missing three days’ worth of time, and a simple message on his blackboard:
VIKTOR WHAT THE HELL? IF YOU COME BACK HERE WAIT FOR ME.
It’s possible he’s been possessed, but that’s not important; his research is missing and a few notes are his only clues. Step one is obvious: find the mystery person ‘Viktor’.
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10 Aug 2025
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A home of lavender and citrus by Bookaburra
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
29 Apr 2026
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As a child, Jayce had only ever wished to hold an omega’s hand.
As a pit fighter, Jayce had only ever wished for his touch to be gentle.
As Viktor’s alpha, he only ever wished to stay.
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- English
- Words:
- 38,477
- Chapters:
- 9/?
- Comments:
- 368
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- 1,239
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28 Jul 2025
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Jayce is drugged at a gala, but it is no ordinary substance. Thrown into a mindless rut, who does he come upon but his partner?
Together they must wade through the aftermath of the assault and decide if their partnership can withstand such weather, or if it will crumble under the weight of guilt and resentment, respectively.
Or perhaps it will turn into something else entirely.
[Mind. The. Tags. Could be triggering to sensitive folk.]
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 136,026
- Chapters:
- 15/?
- Comments:
- 280
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- 736
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- 120
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- 20,170
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28 Jul 2025
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Viktor doesn't deserve to be here. He's not crazy, he's not going to kill himself. So what if he's underweight? That doesn't mean he deserves to have his right to refuse treatment taken away from him. Not for six whole months minimum.
Jayce can almost taste it - freedom, finally, after ten agonisingly long months of inpatient treatment after a BPD crisis led to a near fatal suicide attempt. Nothing can stop him now - he's on the road to recovery.
Or: Jayce and Viktor meet in an acute mental health unit. In an attempt to help each other, they end up undoing all of their progress.
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08 Jul 2025
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house-hunting by nightshadextract
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
02 Apr 2025
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“We can’t go back to Piltover, Jayce.”
He already came to terms with it, long ago. “I know.”
Viktor’s voice is quiet, “Where would we even go, then?”
“Does it matter?” Jayce shrugs, the motion slow on the gravity of the astral plane. “As long as we are together.”
Where Jayce and Viktor go cottage hunting across all regions of Runeterra.
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06 Jul 2025
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10 Apr 2025
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“I watched a documentary on the bombs dropped on Nagasaki and Hiroshima a while ago. In the blast radius, sometimes a… a person blocked the bleaching effect of the radiation. So the person was vaporized, but a shadow was left behind, on a bridge or a wall – their shape, their outline, when they were completely gone," Steve said. "It’s called a nuclear shadow.”
“If you’re implying the Soldier is like a nuclear shadow, then that is seriously fucking dark, man,” Sam said dryly.
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Before the fall of the Soviet Union, the Winter Soldier was sent to the American arm of Hydra - only there was a malfunction in the cryo-unit that meant it couldn't be opened, and it was left, powered but abandoned, in an underground base.
25 years later, the Avengers find it.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 25,553
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 575
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- 12,019
- Bookmarks:
- 3,572
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- 165,691
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03 Apr 2025
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Here, There and Everywhere by fremma
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
23 Jul 2025
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What if Hydra experimented on the Tesseract in the same base where they were keeping the Winter Soldier?
What if something went wrong?
What if....the Tesseract left something behind in the Winter Soldier?
Or, Hydra accidentally give Bucky additional powers from the space stone.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 278,423
- Chapters:
- 50/50
- Comments:
- 402
- Kudos:
- 521
- Bookmarks:
- 154
- Hits:
- 23,193
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07 Mar 2025
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A Chance to Keep Breathing by Wtfisgoingonhere
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies)
18 May 2025
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After DC, the world keeps on turning.
Steve faces the aftermath of the fight with HYDRA and the fall of SHIELD, and tries not to lose himself in this new, empty world where Bucky Barnes is alive and doesn’t remember who he is.
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14 Feb 2025
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Avalanche by MuzzledRavings
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
27 Oct 2022
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When an experiment to improve the effectiveness of the Winter Soldier’s supersoldier serum is a little too successful, James regains his mind and his memories. After breaking free from HYDRA’s grasp, he finds the world is infested with HYDRA. Desperate for purpose, he puts the muzzle of the Winter Soldier back on to fight against his old tormentors from the shadows.
When New York is attacked by aliens, the masked Avengers assemble. Not knowing who this new superhero team truly works for, James tries to find out while still hunting HYDRA. When it becomes clear to him that the Avengers can’t be trusted, he decides the best way to protect the world is to do it himself. So, the Winter Soldier founds a terrorist organization.
TL;DR: The Winter Soldier founds a terrorist* organization
*Terrorism subject to interpretation- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 94,915
- Chapters:
- 19/19
- Comments:
- 529
- Kudos:
- 856
- Bookmarks:
- 312
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- 20,207
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24 Dec 2024
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Sunny Spring Morning by eleinuin
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
18 May 2025
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“You can't tell anyone! Do you hear me?! Promise me!”
The war is in Europe, so Buck is going away. Steve doesn't even know if he will see him again.
He can do this for him. He’s going to do it because these may be his last words.
His last will.
So Steve Grant Rogers bites his tongue, swallows his words and swears to him.
He swears that he will never say a word without his permission. That he will never betray his trust. That he’s with him to the end of the line, in Germany or in Brooklyn, and his secret is safe with him.
He swears to God.
He swears by his mother.Until the end of the line
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- Part 1 of Spring, summer, fall and Winter Soldier
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 157,628
- Chapters:
- 39/39
- Comments:
- 167
- Kudos:
- 419
- Bookmarks:
- 110
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- 25,904
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09 Dec 2024
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Where is Thy Sting? by wickedthoughts
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Agent Carter (TV)
05 Jun 2022
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Two phone calls change Peggy Carter's life.
(Or, how the man Peggy loved came back to her, how the man he loved came back to him, and how they all came to love each other.)
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05 Dec 2024
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Man the guns, the howlers are coming by wheres_the_conspiracy
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Comics), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel
31 Mar 2021
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---Bucky Barnes & Steve Rodgers: hydra experiment to commando. Dancing monkey to Captain. Best-friends and a little more to the end of their first war.
( Bucky clenches his fingers tighter, and pulls him until he follows, stumbling against a tree farther away from the hustle. He lets go to practically hug the bark of the tree, looks up at the canopy and around him again. Steve, thinking him delirious, reaches out to check his temperature. Bucky’s eyes shoot to him as he does, bright and possessed.
“Is this real, Steve?” He asks, sounding like he’s almost begging. “Is this real? It feels real, like, like the tree and ---and you,” he clenches a hand around the zip of Steve’s jacket, digging the metal into his palm. “But not you at the same time. But you feel…Is this...? Tell me it’s real.” )
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 452,598
- Chapters:
- 36/?
- Comments:
- 526
- Kudos:
- 454
- Bookmarks:
- 152
- Hits:
- 29,539
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01 May 2024
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Alternatively by 16woodsequ
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Captain America - All Media Types
09 Jan 2020
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After waking up 70 years in the future, Steve thought that dealing with his fraying emotions while trying to lead a group of misfit super heroes would be the worst of his problems.
That is until he's fighting a doppelganger version of himself who whispers three impossible words.
"Bucky... is... alive."And then JARVIS has some interesting footage for him and Tony to see, and Steve soon finds himself doing something he never could have imagined; diving deep undercover in Hydra.
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- Part 1 of Alternative Timeline
- Part 6 of Steve Rogers Has PTSD
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 103,312
- Chapters:
- 20/20
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 1,069
- Kudos:
- 2,573
- Bookmarks:
- 576
- Hits:
- 72,185
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18 Apr 2024
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The Life, Death, and Resurrection of James Buchanan Barnes by DCAngst
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
20 Aug 2022
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One day in 2012, Steve Rogers encounters a doppelgänger of himself who says three words that change everything: "Bucky is alive."
This is a story about friendship that survives war, tragedy, and the devastation of time. It eases into things with a glimpse of two friends growing up together in the 20s and 30s. It then goes DARK (mind the tags). Darkness doesn't last forever, though. It yields to light. COMPLETE. Thanks to Fictitious for beta-reading!
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 164,216
- Chapters:
- 35/35
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 697
- Kudos:
- 1,099
- Bookmarks:
- 266
- Hits:
- 31,499
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10 Apr 2024
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Recursive by Domenika Marzione (domarzione)
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Captain America - All Media Types
30 May 2014
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In the wake of the HYDRA revelations, Steve Rogers finds himself both a pawn of the rebuilding SHIELD hierarchy and the leader of a newly-independent Avengers. He’s got masters he can’t run from, teammates he can’t let down, and a best friend who is turning his newly remembered past to ashes.
But when a blast from a mysterious device seemingly sends him back to 1944, Steve has to decide if he should he change his past and risk ruining his future by fixing his greatest mistake.
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- Part 1 of Recursive
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 67,129
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 374
- Kudos:
- 1,517
- Bookmarks:
- 442
- Hits:
- 49,087
Bookmarked by Lisanders
08 Apr 2024