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    thats... a lot of eyes... by

    Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe  

    23 Oct 2025

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    He knew Peter was an... anxious kid, to say the least. He knew he'd been through more than any kid deserved to at his age - or any age, really. He knew Peter wasn't used to being open about his powers, or his spider-manning, or just - life in general. But Tony had hoped that by now, after all they'd been through together, peter might feel a bit... safer, around him.

    Alas, (really, Tony?) there wasn’t much he could do about that but stick around. Be supportive. Remind Peter he was there to talk whenever.

    So, no big deals, no big worries.

    Until, of course, the Big Deal happened.

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    Come With the Rain by

    Fandoms: Twisted-Wonderland (Video Game)  

    17 Dec 2024

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    In Sunset Savanna, the Cloudcalling Festival celebrates the start of the rainy season. Leona invites you to tag along (after some convincing) and you get to experience the festival with a few other friends chosen to participate in the main event, the Bead Brawl, in hopes that the NRC team wins so the prince can skip out on his royal responsibilities. You just wanted to have a nice little vacation, but since when have you ever had a peaceful day in Twisted Wonderland?

    or

    Cloudcalling on the Savanna event except you and Leona like each other and are too oblivious to realize.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    Saving Grace by

    Fandoms: Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir  

    01 Oct 2024

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    Sometimes I'd forget

     

    Rocky has been stranded, alone and light years away from home for 46 years. For a long time it seemed like nothing would ever change. But a new arrival in Tau Ceti system is about to alter the course of history; For Rocky, for Erid, and for another world far, far away.

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    Beta read by chez_levi! Thank you for your notes, and curse you for your implications about metaphors

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    5 Times Someone Noticed Peter Doesn’t Breathe and One Time They Didn’t by

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe  

    07 Feb 2021

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    Fun fact: some spiders have what is known as book lungs which are made up of folds that contain blood and air pockets for gas exchange. Book lungs evolved separately from our lungs and no motion of the folds is required for respiration (ie no breathing movements).
    Not so fun fact: Peter has picked up a bunch of spider traits from a bite from some sort of mutant spider - and they go deeper than the surface

    This is a peter was more spider than you thought story (you know the type).
    I read a fair bit about spider anatomy last summer (for purposes unrelated to this fic) which gave me the idea for this!

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    Lie Awake and Scream by

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)  

    26 Dec 2022

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    Now I lie awake and scream,
    In the zero gravity,
    And it's starting to weigh down on me,
    Let's abort this mission now,
    Can I please come down?"

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    "He just went through an awful lot of crap." Sam sighed. "We can't expect him to talk about anything yet, especially not Ben. Ben is old trauma, and right now he needs to deal with the new trauma."

    "Ok, fine." Tony nodded. "What do you suggest?"

    "Right now he needs to relax. Get his mind far away from Osborn, and then, once he's healed and settled in, he needs some major therapy."

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    "Another nightmare, huh?" May softly smiled at him, casually sitting at the end of Peter's bed.

    "When did I fall asleep?" Peter groaned.

    "Why would I know?" May laughed, helping him relax. "I'm you; I'm just in your head."

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    OR Five times Peter hung out with the Avengers, and the one time he couldn't.

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    PART FOUR of Feelin' Like An Astronaut! Please read the others first! Thanks :)

    TW: References to depression, hallucinations, insomnia, ed, crack treated seriously, suicidal thoughts (it sounds so dark omg)

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    08 Nov 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Heartbreaking but beautiful one of my favorites that I've ever read
    Unfinished