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  1. Public Bookmark 40

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    It wasn't supposed to happen like this...

    Over time, a slight change in angle can massively alter the trajectory of history. So what happens when Shane and Ilya never hooked up that day after shooting the commercial?

    Ilya still seeks out trouble, that's what. And without Shane's measured caution, he gets caught and outed.

    Just when Ilya thinks his life is over, Shane seems drawn to him like a center to an open net. But can Ilya handle watching Shane live the life he lost? Ilya thought he would be the one winning championships and making his country proud. Instead, he must learn to navigate his new life as an Ottawa Centaur.

    Will their unlikely friendship ever turn into something more?

    OR Ilya gets outed and Shane is so intrigued by the forbidden nature of an out hockey player that he can't stop fantasizing about Ilya.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Ilya and Shane are broke roommates, until Ilya discovers streaming and starts making bank jerking off for the viewers
    Naturally, he offers his good friend Shane a chance at making money the same way
    And if they touch each other a little it’s only because of the tips, not because they are into each other

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    Shane and Ilya are both completely straight here
    #ISwearrr

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    03 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 75

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    The coffee used to get cold. Before, when he would find every reason to linger around the kitchen counter, trading lazy kisses tasting of burnt coffee and mint toothpaste, stealing bites of breakfast sandwiches that didn’t fit with his diet during hockey season. He couldn’t help himself then. He lacked discipline and focus. But that was another lifetime. That was before. Shane was different now. He had to be.

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    Four years after the cottage, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov quietly ended their relationship.

    Two years after their split, the shape of their lives is drastically different. Ilya is in New York married to Svetlana. Shane stayed behind in Montreal and is single. They keep their distance, only spending time in the summer when required as co-founders of The Irina Foundation.

    In 2023, Shane meets someone else. Someone perfect on paper, who offers to give Shane everything he’s ever wanted. Well, almost everything he’s ever wanted.

    Shane will face the ultimate decision. And he’ll have to ask himself one question: Is this enough?

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    03 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 32

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    “Do I know you?”

    “I wanted to meet you,” Shane said, stepping forward and holding out his hand. “Shane Hollander.”

    Rozanov looked at his hand for a long moment before shifting his cigarette to his lips and taking it between his teeth so he could shake it.

    “Ilya Rozanov, right?” Shane said. “You’re really good. I used to watch you a lot. In Hockey I mean.”

    “I don’t know what you’re talking about,” he said flatly. “You are hockey player?”

    “Yeah,” Shane said, now unsure again.

    Just as quickly, Rozanov relaxed. The tension was gone, replaced by a more deliberate composure. He leaned back against the wall again, tilted his head, and gave a small smile that looked more practiced than felt.

    “Are you looking for a fuck?” Rozanov asked, casual and direct. “I’m very discreet. And cheap.”

    -or-

    Once upon a time, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov were supposed to inherit the hockey world together. Then Ilya vanished. Years later, Shane finds him again. The problem is that Ilya seems determined to stay lost.

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    03 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 64

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    Ilya is a physiotherapist (and AT in training) for the Montreal Voyageurs; when Shane ends up on his examination table with a sprained groin, Ilya’s deft hands produce an embarrassing reaction… Shane is mortified. Which is why it’s so horrifying when Ilya is charged to monitor him throughout the night after he is sent home with a concussion.

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    24 Jun 2026