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  1. Public Bookmark 54

    And You Knelt Beside My Hope Torn Apart by

    Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

    29 Mar 2026

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    He didn’t want to see their faces. Their looks of anger. Hurt. Betrayal. Sadness.

    Their looks of disappointment.

    That would hurt the worst, even if he understood it. And he would. He would understand their disappointment, because he was disappointed with himself. But he couldn’t see it on their faces. Not now. Not yet. Not when he felt so vulnerable, so raw, like an open wound.

     

    Or: Chimney tells the team about Buck's dependency. Buck thinks he's losing them.

    A 9x15 coda

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    18 Jun 2026

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    My Straight Best Friend by

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    08 Mar 2026

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    Eddie Diaz will never see this.
    He underlines it twice.
    Then, because he’s Buck, because he’s always been Buck—because if he doesn’t make a joke the world might split open—he adds:
    If you are reading this, congratulations, something has gone catastrophically wrong.
    He stares at it for a long time. The ink looks too dark. Like it means more than he wants it to. Like the paper can tell he’s lying.
    He flips to the next page.
    And then the dam breaks.

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    27 May 2026

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    Unintended Outcome by

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    09 Apr 2026

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    Post-lawsuit, while Buck is man behind, Phillip Buckley shows up unexpectedly.

    It doesn't go well.

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    08 May 2026

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    in the blindness of my nightmares by

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    21 Mar 2026

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    “I— I’m sorry I woke you. I— Fuck. I had a nightmare,” Buck rubbed his eyes with his hands. “Is this real? Are you real? Am I dreaming still?” Buck whispered, low enough that he hoped Eddie didn’t hear.

    “Hey. Come here,” Eddie said, his arms opened up, giving Buck a space to fall. So he did. Right into Eddie’s arms. Where he felt safety. Warmth.

    “Eddie,” Buck sobbed out, burying his head into Eddie’s chest.

     

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    Buck has a nightmare post kidnapping and Eddie is there to save him, again.

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    My Weakness I Feel I Must Finally Show by

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    24 Mar 2026

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    “Ed—Eddie…th-think I mess-messed up,” he slurred. His voice was breathy, like he didn’t have the energy to make his voice work.

    Fear clamped around Eddie's heart like a vice. Ice formed in his bones, crawling down the length of his spine.

    “What happened, Buck? Where are you, are you home?”

    “H-home, yeah,” he mumbled. “Think I…th-think I took too many. Don’t…f-feel good.”

     

    Or: Buck accidentally overdoses on prescription medications

    A 9x15 spec fic

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    01 May 2026