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the fuckboy passport by lipstickliterature
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 May 2026
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Ilya posts a casual video of himself covered in a necklace of hickeys given to him by his beautiful, freaky boyfriend. In an unfortunate turn of events, girls all over the world join forces to share the details and video evidence of their own sexual exploits with Russia’s pass-around party boy. Shane is not at all consumed by jealousy and absolutely does not fall into a spiral of competitive obsession over these events.
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Or, 5 times Shane tries to be as good as every girl that Ilya’s ever been with, + 1 time Ilya shows him that he has always been better.
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01 Jul 2026
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Ilya posts a casual video of himself covered in a necklace of hickeys given to him by his beautiful, freaky boyfriend. In an unfortunate turn of events, girls all over the world join forces to share the details and video evidence of their own sexual exploits with Russia’s pass-around party boy. Shane is not at all consumed by jealousy and absolutely does not fall into a spiral of competitive obsession over these events.
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Or, 5 times Shane tries to be as good as every girl that Ilya’s ever been with, + 1 time Ilya shows him that he has always been better.
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canada's community boyfriend by lipstickliterature
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Apr 2026
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After Shane films an obscenely slutty advertisement for a sports drink company, the whole goddamn world decides he’s their new favorite sex symbol. Ilya reacts perfectly normally to this latest development.
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Or, 5 times Ilya is consumed with jealousy over his own fucking boyfriend + 1 time Shane shows him who he really belongs to.
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Bookmarked by KittyKask1
01 Jul 2026
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After Shane films an obscenely slutty advertisement for a sports drink company, the whole goddamn world decides he’s their new favorite sex symbol. Ilya reacts perfectly normally to this latest development.
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Or, 5 times Ilya is consumed with jealousy over his own fucking boyfriend + 1 time Shane shows him who he really belongs to
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love takes miles by mightyd0lphin
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Jan 2026
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Bookmarked by KittyKask1
01 Jul 2026
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The coach's son from Ilya's youth sells his story, and Ilya is left to pick up the pieces. Hollander helps more than he could have ever expected.
set early 2016, pre-tuna melt
or: they got through the immediate storm of ilya being outed. now shane must learn to be a little bit braver, and ilya must learn to talk a little more
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Heteronormative? More like Homonormative by M_1dn1ght_s
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
28 Jun 2026
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A series of vignettes where Shane reminds everyone that he is ALSO the man in the relationship.
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- Part 1 of Homonormative
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Bookmarked by KittyKask1
01 Jul 2026
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A series of vignettes where Shane reminds everyone that he is ALSO the man in the relationship.
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lit and loving in las vegas by Pinkperel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 Jun 2026
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Shane leaves Ilya's hotel room in Las Vegas feeling lost, so he makes the mistake of drinking way too much. Now drunk, lost in the streets of Vegas, and making bad decisions, Shane texts Ilya, "we didn't even kiss."
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29 Jun 2026
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WIP
Shane leaves Ilya's hotel room in Las Vegas feeling lost, so he makes the mistake of drinking way too much. Now drunk, lost in the streets of Vegas, and making bad decisions, Shane texts Ilya, "we didn't even kiss." -
Ilya Rozanov has a Shane Hollander Update Account? by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 Jul 2026
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Cliff: who handles yours? Mines handled by my team
Cliff: my manager says its good tactic or some shit
Ilya: oh so your team interacts with the account?
Ilya: they know like inside bs?
Cliff: insider, yeah yeah, kind off, they say its good publicity
Cliff: and you can control what goes out or what not
Ilya: oooo smart
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Hm. Insider.
To be clear. If he did this, its not like the account will be the front runner or anything. Let alone get insider bullshit but still. It'll probably help with his english right, it'll also make him updated on the rival's captain.
It just make sense. And who knows it'll also help him know Hollander's strategy, see. It make sense. Thats all.
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What if Rozanov was too enamored by Hollander after what happened in the hotel gym. Couldn't get enough of him that he made an update account to have a reason to watch his every move.
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Bookmarked by KittyKask1
29 Jun 2026
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WIP ch 14
Cliff: who handles yours? Mines handled by my teamCliff: my manager says its good tactic or some shit
Ilya: oh so your team interacts with the account?
Ilya: they know like inside bs?
Cliff: insider, yeah yeah, kind off, they say its good publicity
Cliff: and you can control what goes out or what not
Ilya: oooo smart
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Hm. Insider.
To be clear. If he did this, its not like the account will be the front runner or anything. Let alone get insider bullshit but still. It'll probably help with his english right, it'll also make him updated on the rival's captain.
It just make sense. And who knows it'll also help him know Hollander's strategy, see. It make sense. Thats all.
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What if Rozanov was too enamored by Hollander after what happened in the hotel gym. Couldn't get enough of him that he made an update account to have a reason to watch his every move.
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you’ve become the voice in my head by mostardentlyy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 May 2026
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Shane Hollander has been Ilya Rozanov’s manager for nearly a decade. But when Shane suddenly announces his resignation, Ilya is forced to confront some truths about their relationship.
Like the fact that he may have been secretly in love with Shane the entire time they’ve worked together.
or: Shane is clinically oblivious, Ilya is about to commit HR violations worthy of Olympic gold, and everyone else kind of thought they were already hooking up (wait, they’re not hooking up?).
Sports Manager!Shane x Hockey Player!Ilya
🗓️Two Weeks Notice inspired AU- Language:
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Bookmarked by KittyKask1
29 Jun 2026
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9/11 ch read
Shane Hollander has been Ilya Rozanov’s manager for nearly a decade. But when Shane suddenly announces his resignation, Ilya is forced to confront some truths about their relationship.Like the fact that he may have been secretly in love with Shane the entire time they’ve worked together.
or: Shane is clinically oblivious, Ilya is about to commit HR violations worthy of Olympic gold, and everyone else kind of thought they were already hooking up (wait, they’re not hooking up?).
Sports Manager!Shane x Hockey Player!Ilya
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The Centaurs Have a PR Problem (and It’s Married) by Justaromanticfool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Jun 2026
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Shane and Ilya are finally on the same team! The Centaurs’ communications and PR department hasn’t known peace since.
Featuring: the unhinged internet, chaotic group chats, Ilya being a menace, Shane being very tired, Harris trying (and failing) to contain the chaos, Luca accidentally starring in his own little rom-com, wholesome group dynamics and love all around.
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Bookmarked by KittyKask1
29 Jun 2026
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WIP 18/26
Shane and Ilya are finally on the same team! The Centaurs’ communications and PR department hasn’t known peace since.Featuring: the unhinged internet, chaotic group chats, Ilya being a menace, Shane being very tired, Harris trying (and failing) to contain the chaos, Luca accidentally starring in his own little rom-com, wholesome group dynamics and love all around.
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Shandry's Third @shaneybaby
uhhh so im on r/shanehollander rn and some guy is claiming to have cloned shane’s dad’s phone and uploaded it to the internet?? has anyone else clicked on this link will it give me a virus if i do
7:03 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 135.1k retweets | 232.1k likes
Shandry's Third @shaneybaby
okay I googled his dad and he’s a 52 year old forensic accountant who thinks fashion peaked with ralph lauren polo shirts. am I enough of a hollander simp to risk my laptop just to look through the phone of his dad who acts like sandals and bermuda shorts are a risqué choice. yes.
7:04 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 137.1k retweets | 235.9k likes
Shandry's Third @shaneybaby
oh my god his password for everything is ShaneHollander24. pov you love your son so much that it compromises your bank account
7:04 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 143.7k retweets | 250.7k likes
Shandry's Third @shaneybaby
HOLY FUCK
7:19 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 337.1k retweets | 413.3k likes
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Bookmarked by KittyKask1
29 Jun 2026
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Shandry's Third @shaneybabyuhhh so im on r/shanehollander rn and some guy is claiming to have cloned shane’s dad’s phone and uploaded it to the internet?? has anyone else clicked on this link will it give me a virus if i do
7:03 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 135.1k retweets | 232.1k likes
Shandry's Third @shaneybaby
okay I googled his dad and he’s a 52 year old forensic accountant who thinks fashion peaked with ralph lauren polo shirts. am I enough of a hollander simp to risk my laptop just to look through the phone of his dad who acts like sandals and bermuda shorts are a risqué choice. yes.
7:04 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 137.1k retweets | 235.9k likes
Shandry's Third @shaneybaby
oh my god his password for everything is ShaneHollander24. pov you love your son so much that it compromises your bank account
7:04 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 143.7k retweets | 250.7k likes
Shandry's Third @shaneybaby
HOLY FUCK
7:19 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 337.1k retweets | 413.3k likes
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Ottawas Dream Player by immersivemedia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jul 2026
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Six months after moving to Ottawa to be closer to Shane, Ilya Rozanov is… struggling. He has the support of many people around him, but he needs to make this new city his home, that starts with building a winning team.
AKA: With the help of the Montreal Metros WAG’s Ilya is trying to scout the perfect team for Ottawa.
Bostons worst nightmare sequel!
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- Part 3 of Bostons worst nightmare
- Language:
- English
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- 47,735
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- 14/?
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Bookmarked by KittyKask1
28 Jun 2026
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Six months after moving to Ottawa to be closer to Shane, Ilya Rozanov is… struggling. He has the support of many people around him, but he needs to make this new city his home, that starts with building a winning team.AKA: With the help of the Montreal Metros WAG’s Ilya is trying to scout the perfect team for Ottawa.
Bostons worst nightmare sequel!
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not "your' anything by 24begaydonothing81
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jun 2026
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SHANE: Lily.
LILY: Hello
SHANE: Dead to me.
What the actual fuck?
LILY: ??
SHANE: what. The. Hell. Did. You. Do.
LILY: ahh
I am in trouble
Yes?
Or Ilya's teammates add "Jane" to the Boston WAG group chat in the height of their "no, we aren't falling in love, whatever do you mean" era (2014-2016-ish?).- Language:
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- 27/?
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22 Jun 2026
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Last left on chapter 27
SHANE: Lily.
LILY: Hello
SHANE: Dead to me.
What the actual fuck?
LILY: ??
SHANE: what. The. Hell. Did. You. Do.
LILY: ahh
I am in trouble
Yes?Or Ilya's teammates add "Jane" to the Boston WAG group chat in the height of their "no, we aren't falling in love, whatever do you mean" era (2014-2016-ish?).
Ilya's team got "Jane's" number. Hilarity insues.
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Shane Hollander is my Angel by codiwill
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Heated Rivalry (TV) RPF, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jun 2026
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Shane is in a post-game interview when his world stops.
He’s just answered a question about Montreal’s offensive strategy going into the game. Clean passes, avoid penalties, draw defenders wide. It had worked and the Voyagers had beat Colorado soundly, 4-1. Shane had scored two of the goals and assisted on a third.
Usually, Shane would be eager to boast about the win to Ilya. But ever since their fight- since Ilya told Shane to leave- winning feels hollow. Losing feels better, somehow. As if Shane deserves to lose after being so selfish. Ilya gave up everything for him- his home, his team, and to some extent- his happiness. Hockey. Ilya gave up hockey- good hockey- for Shane.
A ripple goes through the room of reporters. Shane swears he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘crash’. But no one is paying attention to him anymore.
“What’s going on?” he asks into the microphone, feeling strange at the role reversal. Usually, he’s the one being asked questions.
No one answers. And this time he knows that he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘Centaurs’.
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Shane rushes to Ilya after the almost plane crash. Their secret is no longer a secret.
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- 10/?
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Bookmarked by KittyKask1
21 Jun 2026
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Shane is in a post-game interview when his world stops.He’s just answered a question about Montreal’s offensive strategy going into the game. Clean passes, avoid penalties, draw defenders wide. It had worked and the Voyagers had beat Colorado soundly, 4-1. Shane had scored two of the goals and assisted on a third.
Usually, Shane would be eager to boast about the win to Ilya. But ever since their fight- since Ilya told Shane to leave- winning feels hollow. Losing feels better, somehow. As if Shane deserves to lose after being so selfish. Ilya gave up everything for him- his home, his team, and to some extent- his happiness. Hockey. Ilya gave up hockey- good hockey- for Shane.
A ripple goes through the room of reporters. Shane swears he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘crash’. But no one is paying attention to him anymore.
“What’s going on?” he asks into the microphone, feeling strange at the role reversal. Usually, he’s the one being asked questions.
No one answers. And this time he knows that he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘Centaurs’.
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Shane rushes to Ilya after the almost plane crash. Their secret is no longer a secret.
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Teeth of ivory, smiles of gold by iffervescent
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 May 2026
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“And why is a Russian prince inviting me to his matchmaking party? Do they need gentry chaperones or something?”
“No, no, and it’s not a party, it’s a whole series of affairs, it’s…Shane, you’re invited as a candidate. A marriage candidate.”
Shane pulls the phone away to make sure the line’s still connected and he hasn’t accidentally started watching Downton Abbey or something.
Prince Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov meets Shane Hollander, Duke of Montreal.
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“Why are you so sure he’ll reject you? He was already fucking in love with you, Roz, literally all of us knew it, it was clear just from how he looked at his fucking phone—”
“That was— That was a fucking miracle, Pike. Miracles don’t happen twice.”
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shane doesn't remember his relationship with ilya after the hit. ilya was going to break up with him anyway.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,412
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by KittyKask1
20 Jun 2026
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Another amnesia Shane fic ❤️
“Why are you so sure he’ll reject you? He was already fucking in love with you, Roz, literally all of us knew it, it was clear just from how he looked at his fucking phone—”“That was— That was a fucking miracle, Pike. Miracles don’t happen twice.”
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shane doesn't remember his relationship with ilya after the hit. ilya was going to break up with him anyway
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“Marley.” Ilya says evenly, suddenly knowing he can actually breathe. He had a plan and he knew what he needed to do. And he couldn’t do it from the locker room bench. “If he is very injured, if he cannot play again, if he is very bad, I will kill you. I will kill you painfully.”
Cliff gapes at him.In which the hit that Cliff Marleau had on Shane Hollander goes a little different. For one, they’re in Boston. For another, Ilya realizes he might be panicking? Which is probably not something to do in the middle of a game. And, oh yeah, he just outed both himself and his not-boyfriend to an entire locker room of hockey players.
But that’s okay, because while Boston may be vicious, they do take care of their own. And they quickly realize that their captain’s happiness and willingness to stay with the Bears is tied to Shane Hollander. The solution is easy, they’ll just have to make Shane Hollander a Bear.
- Language:
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- 13/20
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Bookmarked by KittyKask1
19 Jun 2026
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WIP
“Marley.” Ilya says evenly, suddenly knowing he can actually breathe. He had a plan and he knew what he needed to do. And he couldn’t do it from the locker room bench. “If he is very injured, if he cannot play again, if he is very bad, I will kill you. I will kill you painfully.”
Cliff gapes at him.In which the hit that Cliff Marleau had on Shane Hollander goes a little different. For one, they’re in Boston. For another, Ilya realizes he might be panicking? Which is probably not something to do in the middle of a game. And, oh yeah, he just outed both himself and his not-boyfriend to an entire locker room of hockey players.
But that’s okay, because while Boston may be vicious, they do take care of their own. And they quickly realize that their captain’s happiness and willingness to stay with the Bears is tied to Shane Hollander. The solution is easy, they’ll just have to make Shane Hollander a Bear.
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what a man (a mighty good man) by hermacology
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Feb 2026
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Shane was gay. That was the entire point of this whole thing. He was a man who loved another man. And he was a man.
He was a professional athlete, nearly six feet tall, just about 200 pounds. But for every single thing about him that he felt like served to qualify him as a man, it was like Ilya had somehow turned the dial up to eleven.
And Shane loved it.
or, five times that Shane is overwhelmed by his husband's masculinity and one time that Ilya realizes he is not the man of the house.
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- English
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- 14,367
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by KittyKask1
19 Jun 2026
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Shane was gay. That was the entire point of this whole thing. He was a man who loved another man. And he was a man.
He was a professional athlete, nearly six feet tall, just about 200 pounds. But for every single thing about him that he felt like served to qualify him as a man, it was like Ilya had somehow turned the dial up to eleven.
And Shane loved it.
or, five times that Shane is overwhelmed by his husband's masculinity and one time that Ilya realizes he is not the man of the house.
Shane, masulinity is about more than what u are and more about what u do... and maybe who u are.
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"Holy shit!" Vic gasps, gaping at Ilya. "Holy shit," he repeats more slowly as realization dawns on him. "Shane Fucking Hollander is your Montreal girl?"
OR: Ilya's teammates go with him to visit Hollander at the hospital and a high-on-painkillers Shane can't keep his mouth shut. Ilya learns that when it comes down to it, ice is thicker than blood.
- Language:
- English
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- 38,975
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- 7/?
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Bookmarked by KittyKask1
17 Jun 2026
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WIP
"Holy shit!" Vic gasps, gaping at Ilya. "Holy shit," he repeats more slowly as realization dawns on him. "Shane Fucking Hollander is your Montreal girl?"OR: Ilya's teammates go with him to visit Hollander at the hospital and a high-on-painkillers Shane can't keep his mouth shut. Ilya learns that when it comes down to it, ice is thicker than blood.
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No Good Deed (Goes Unpunished) by khaleesiofalicante
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 May 2026
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“Hello,” Ilya repeats, still kind of stuck on those freckles.
“Hi?” the man says.
“Hi,” Ilya says—again.
Oh god, he's said hello three times now. He should literally say anything else. His name, probably. His phone number, preferably.
“Hi,” Ilya says again, because he can’t help it. “I am—”
“Are you Nick?” the man asks, and it comes out as a breathless sound.
OR: Shane gets stood up on a blind date, and Ilya comes to the rescue, and proceeds to make a series of questionable decisions.
- Language:
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- 64,878
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- 12/12
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Bookmarked by KittyKask1
17 Jun 2026
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“Hello,” Ilya repeats, still kind of stuck on those freckles.
“Hi?” the man says.
“Hi,” Ilya says—again.
Oh god, he's said hello three times now. He should literally say anything else. His name, probably. His phone number, preferably.
“Hi,” Ilya says again, because he can’t help it. “I am—”
“Are you Nick?” the man asks, and it comes out as a breathless sound.
OR: Shane gets stood up on a blind date, and Ilya comes to the rescue, and proceeds to make a series of questionable decisions.
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Shane makes some changes to protect his privacy. People notice.
*5+1 of Shane establishing his boundaries. AU where Shane and Ilya were never caught at the cottage.- Language:
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- 7,875
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by KittyKask1
15 Jun 2026
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Shane makes some changes to protect his privacy. People notice.
*5+1 of Shane establishing his boundaries. AU where Shane and Ilya were never caught at the cottage.They're so marrued 😍
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Controlled Substances by AglaiaOnTheMoon
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 May 2026
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The victims all say the same thing afterward:
They knew exactly what they were doing.
While investigating a synthetic rut inducer linked to organized crime, Agent Shane Hollander is forced into partnership with undercover operative Ilya Rozanov; controlled, dangerous, and far too easy to want. Shane has spent years building his life around control; control of his instincts, control of his body, control of the people around him.
Then Shane gets dosed with the drug himself.
And recognition, it turns out, is the worst part.
Bookmarked by KittyKask1
15 Jun 2026
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The victims all say the same thing afterward:They knew exactly what they were doing.
While investigating a synthetic rut inducer linked to organized crime, Agent Shane Hollander is forced into partnership with undercover operative Ilya Rozanov; controlled, dangerous, and far too easy to want. Shane has spent years building his life around control; control of his instincts, control of his body, control of the people around him.
Then Shane gets dosed with the drug himself.
And recognition, it turns out, is the worst part.
