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Being with Mollymauk in the ways that he is should be enough-It should've been enough; Caleb finds himself wanting more. Selfish, sinful Caleb Widogast, breaking the rules they've set for one another.
Caleb knows if these feelings surface he'll scare Mollymauk off, so he remains in silence and hopes the unwanted feelings die down. The rest of the Nein aren't eager to let him kill this new part of him. They do as they always do: interfere.
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- Part 2 of Between these (emotional) castle walls
Bookmarked by Kitanda
11 Jul 2026
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I've Been With You Through Your Worst (Please Let Me Be Your Best) by GrellSutcliff
Fandoms: Critical Role: Exandria (Web Series), The Mighty Nein (Cartoon)
08 Jul 2026
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Bren had heard the whispers and mutterings for a very long time. Once puberty hit, that night, the voice started in his head, in a language he had no idea to understand. But Bren knew exactly what the voice was though, as his parents had been so excited to reassure the young man about it.
That was the thoughts of his soulmate. The very mind of the other he was to be with for the rest of his life, should they meet.
Essek didnt believe in such drivel, presuming everyone was lying or just making up this ridiculous "soul thoughts" nonsense. Why in Lights name would he care about the thoughts of someone else anyway? He had just reached his 100th birthday, his culmination to being a true adult in Kryn society when the most curious thing came to him:
He heard a voice.
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07 Jul 2026
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- Part 3 of Adventures of the Mighty Nein AU
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28 Jun 2026
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The truth is in the spaces by bigskyavenger
Fandoms: Critical Role: Exandria (Web Series)
24 Jun 2026
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Essek isn't usually so antsy for Caleb to return home. Usually.
This time Essek can't get the idea of him out of his mind.
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20 Jun 2026
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A problem shaped like seven unexpected mercenaries carrying one of the priceless artifacts he stole arrives on Essek's doorstep, but he can handle it. Is handling it. Will be able to handle it, at some point, if he can figure out how to avoid them killing him first.
(Or: time looping your way into a new alignment, one catastrophic failure at a time.)
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19 Jun 2026
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“I’ve committed treason against the Bright Queen,” Essek says quietly, “it’s not a matter of if someone wants me dead, it’s whom.”
On the brink of war between the Empire and the Dynasty, Essek is visited by a Scourger tasked with assassinating him once his use runs out.
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19 Jun 2026
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Lucien is almost finished with his masters degree when that bitch DeRogna fucks him out of his scholarship. He has two choices: drop out or find a way to afford the semester.
Well, Kinsley did suggest finding a sugar daddy...
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Modern college sugar baby au!Lucigast
Bookmarked by Kitanda
16 Jun 2026
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two wrongs don't make a right by parad0xspace
Fandoms: Critical Role: Exandria (Web Series), Critical Role: Campaign 2 - The Mighty Nein (Web Series)
29 May 2026
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When Essek delivers the Beacons to the Empire, he meets a Scourger by the name of Bren who he can't help but feel drawn to. It's a dangerous game they're playing, but one that may lead to a better outcome for both of them.
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16 Jun 2026
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A Monument to All We Are by Sable_Scribe
Fandoms: Critical Role: Exandria (Web Series), Critical Role: Campaign 2 - The Mighty Nein (Web Series), The Mighty Nein (Cartoon)
27 Jun 2026
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Sometimes Dead Gods still Dream. Sometimes Dead Gods don't stay Dead.
Sometimes a Dead God's greatest hope is a handful of broken souls bereft of love and purpose, lost in a world that has never cared to truly know them.It is the nature of Faith to believe in what Isn't, to believe in the Light that cannot yet be Seen.
The faith of a God is different. The faith of a God is to be given their Fangs.
In the wide world of Wildmount, some great thing outside of time and space owes the Mighty Nein a debt– weather they like it or not– and it intends to make good on it. Fate now converges upon a single, final timeline, with all of Exandria now caught in the crossfire.In which things happen a little out of order, family is both a choice and a ferocity, Gods are fussy creatures that absolutely play favorites, and Kings and Queens have nothing on a group of assorted lunatics that Really Don't Care About Your Pride, Thanks.
In which our intrepid heroes develop a pathological allergy to positive attention– which doesn't stop it from happening– things keep trying to kill them anyway, and the 'Mighty' part of the Mighty Nein is added much much later than you might think.
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- Part 1 of Crown of Stars
Bookmarked by Kitanda
16 Jun 2026
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i'll follow you into the dark by ArtificialHaunting
Fandoms: Critical Role: Campaign 2 - The Mighty Nein (Web Series), Critical Role: Exandria (Web Series)
04 Jul 2026
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After Caleb and Essek have their first real fight, Beau offers Caleb a safe solo research trip. It seems like the perfect way to distract himself from a house and a life that seems bent on reminding him of what is absent. Only, it turns out the trip is neither solo nor safe, as one Seth Domade was also invited, and the sea caves they are researching are full of forgotten life.
Caleb has no idea what he is in for.
E earned in Chapter 5
Bookmarked by Kitanda
15 Jun 2026
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Blood Wizard by A_Random_Being
Fandoms: Critical Role: Exandria (Web Series), Critical Role: Campaign 2 - The Mighty Nein (Web Series)
13 Jul 2026
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“All right, next stop, Cognouza!”
Leaving Catha behind, Essek turned to look out into the beautiful sight that was the Astral sea, looking for familiar constellations and what he saw next was Ruidius coming closer towards them.
Staring down at the red surface of Ruidius was an ocean. An entire crimson ocean, but within the red was a blip, it bubbled up and down in the ocean’s rough currents.
“I sense life down there”
“Caduceus! What did you mean by sensing life?”
“The wild mother whispered it to me”
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The Mighty Nein and Bloody Mary crossover you may not know you needed.
Bookmarked by Kitanda
14 Jun 2026
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A house of his own.
The thought slams into Caleb with the force of a sledgehammer, the enormity of it nearly knocking the breath out of him. It's over twice as large as the cottage where he'd spent his childhood—a kitchen separate from the dining room and the sitting room! Not one, but two bathrooms! And best of all, three whole bedrooms! Enough space for Caleb, his books, and whichever of his friends would deign to visit him. The height of luxury indeed. Back then, Bren’s parents could only afford one bedroom, and young Bren himself had slept in the loft. Frumpkin would curl up on the foot of Bren’s mattress, and he'd wake to the smell of breakfast, the early morning light in his eyes, the rafters brushing his hair when he got up.
Or so it had been once, an entire lifetime ago.
“Veth,” he says.
She looks up at him. Then she grins. “Isn't this exciting?”
“I think so,” Caleb says, a split second too late.
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14 Jun 2026
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Mollymauk runs a small, slightly illegal, magic business where they sell some magic items. But also put some minor hexes on people to pay the bills. A woman convinces them to put a curse on their Ex, Bren. Filled with guilt he decides he has to find out who this Ex is. Along the way he catches feelings for a C.A. consultant under the name of Caleb Widogast, whose job it is to stop illegal magic users.
In short he was fucked.
Bookmarked by Kitanda
25 May 2026
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24 May 2026
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so bright you burn my eyes by inkietd
Fandoms: Critical Role: Exandria (Web Series), The Mighty Nein (Cartoon)
21 May 2026
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" Our timetable has shifted. I will notify you when we are to proceed."
Essek paused his pacing, feet clumsily connecting with the floor. Even through the anxious, angry rush of blood in his ears, the words of Ludinus Da'leth rang clear in his mind.
The Archmage of Civil Influence: Deposed. The Martinet: Missing in action. Shadowhand Essek Thelyss stands at a precipice, poised to lose everything he has desired for the last century, and prepared to give up anything to prevent this golden opportunity from slipping his grasp.
(or, what if Essek didn’t steal the beacon until after the Nein finished their adventures?)
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22 May 2026
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Their first date happened by chance. The second is planned with hope and trepidation. By the third, they are both sure of one thing: running away from this would spell regret, even if the urge to do so keeps coming up the closer they grow together.
And that is before they stumble upon parts of each other's stories that neither of them is ready to bring to light.
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- Part 2 of Eventualities
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15 May 2026
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Jewels by harp_er
Fandoms: Critical Role: Exandria (Web Series), Critical Role: Campaign 2 - The Mighty Nein (Web Series)
14 May 2026
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“Have you thought about it?”It takes a moment for Essek’s brain to recalibrate from historical theories on Pre-Divergence transmutative equations to the question he’d been asked. “What?”
“Where you are to go, after this.”
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When faced with the choice of where his life is to lead him after Aeor, Essek goes to visit Jester.
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14 May 2026
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All Things Considered by Silfrvarg
Fandoms: Critical Role: Exandria (Web Series), Critical Role: Campaign 2 - The Mighty Nein (Web Series)
14 Jun 2026
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Falsely accused of conducting espionage against the Dynasty on the orders of Trent Ikithon, Caleb is imprisoned in the Dungeon of Penance. The evidence against him is compelling, and it quickly becomes apparent that the distinction between "active scourger" and "almost scourger" will not be enough to save him. Caleb can only endure.
Caught between duty and friendship, Essek can do nothing to prevent Caleb from being tortured for information that he may not even possess. Essek can only watch, and hope that he has an opportunity to ease at least some of his friend's suffering.
Each chapter fills one of the daily prompts from the "April is the Cruellest Month" challenge.
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Bookmarked by Kitanda
12 May 2026
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They got Essek out of that vile place.
Alive.
Safe.
Relatively unharmed.
But now the hardest part is about to begin:
To help reassure and make Essek feel safe again. To go back to how things were, before.
Is Caleb up for the task, without upsetting his own ghosts?Series
- Part 4 of Longest Night
Bookmarked by Kitanda
10 May 2026
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sorry, i don’t understand it (i find it outlandish) by ninjnerd_Anaklusmos
Fandoms: Critical Role: Exandria (Web Series)
26 May 2026
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“Oh!”
Fjord jerked up to the new voice, finding Molly leaning against the doorframe, his multi-colored coat wrapped tightly around his body. And nothing else, if the view of his bare legs meant anything. “I didn’t realize you were, uh. Out here.”
Fjord stared at Molly for a long moment, trying to process what he had just seen. Molly looked sheepish, a little flustered if the darker purple on his cheeks meant anything. His tail was down by his ankles, curling loosely around his left one. His arms were tight around his torso, holding his coat shut, and his red eyes were flicking nervously over Fjord, then down the hall where Caleb had gone.
Suddenly, a lot of things started to make more sense. Like Molly not going to a different room anymore. He’d rather run the risk of dealing with him over Nott any day.
Fjord doing his best when his roommate happens to be Mollymauk Tealeaf. And all that entails.
Bookmarked by Kitanda
29 Apr 2026