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  1. Public Bookmark 24

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    Ilya knew that Cliff and his other friends wanted to convince him to celebrate his birthday together, but he had no intention of giving in, given that he had already made another very important commitment: he had found the courage to invite Shane to his house for his birthday and, against all his expectations, he had accepted.

    What he didn't know was that his friends organised a surprise party at his home.

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    27 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 82

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    Shane speaks slowly. “Being with you … is emotional for me.”

    Ilya takes in breath. Shane’s life is better now, and sleeping with Ilya again probably makes him think of the sad times before he met Rose. Okay, Ilya can roll with that. He can give Shane a good enough time that he forgets the negative memories he associates with Ilya. He voices this: “I will take care of you.”

    Silence. But Shane still hasn’t run away, which isn’t nothing.

    Instead of publically breaking up, Shane and Rose continue a fake relationship. (Temporary) Heartbreak for Ilya and Shane ensues.

    all four chapters are fully planned :)

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    27 Jul 2026

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    Shane's accident isn't enough to stop Ilya from breaking up with him.

    — An alternate ending to s01e05 with a way more depressed Ilya

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    27 Jul 2026

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    The Boston Raiders tease Rozanov about his mystery long distance girlfriend, sending Jane stories and embarrassing pictures of Ilya. Shane and Ilya don’t think much of it - until Theo Michaud gets traded to from Boston to Montreal and updates his contact list.

    Set during Ilya's last year as a Raider and Michaud's first day as a Metro.

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    27 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 46

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    A half naked Shane stares doe eyed at the camera, his cheeks flushed, his dark hair askew. He’s laying on a bed, the sheets beneath him artfully tangled, wearing only some branded underwear. And most scandalous of all, his muscular chest is covered in ruby red kisses.

    “Fuck,” Ilya swears under his breath.

    It’s like his worst nightmare and most delicious daydream has come to life.

    Shane, all marked up. Except, not by him.

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    26 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 79

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    Shocked was not the word. Ilya ran for his phone and immediately opened Google. If he wasn't going insane, then there had to be a logical explanation for what had just happened. 

    'Why is a flower coming out of my mouth" 

    The simple search yielded results that made Ilya turn his phone off and sit down. He was on the edge of the bed, sitting and staring at his own two feet. He didn't know what to do. The top result was as follows,

    'The Hanahaki disease is something that is very rare these days, only being seen in about 2% of the population. It is also referred to as 'unrequited love sickness'. This is caused by someone experiencing unrequited love, causing the body to grow flowers in the lungs and throat. The disease is usually marked by a full flower coming out of the patient the first time it happens. This then begins the progression of the illness, with smaller parts of flowers being coughed up at first, and as the roots get bigger, the patient will begin to vomit up full flowers just as the first time.'

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    Ilya Rozanov develops Hanahaki disease and chooses Shane Hollander over himself.

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    25 Jul 2026

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    Ilya's hand closes around Shane's on a chilly December morning, and he feels the seed of Shane's soul sink into his skin and make a home there.

    He's just not sure that Shane was seeded in turn.

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    25 Jul 2026

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    He doesn’t notice when it starts. Later he’ll think back to the withered petals he found on the coffee table, but he doesn’t remember coughing them up when he heard the front door close.

    Ilya develops Hanahaki’s Disease after Shane walks out on him.

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    24 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 87

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    Ilya Rozanov almost crashes his car when he coughs up his first blue petal. When his research points to Hanahaki disease, he’s left with three options: confess his feelings and risk being rejected, lose them entirely with an invasive surgery, or die.

    Unfortunately, the person he’s in love with isn’t speaking to him. And might already be moving on.

    What follows is a story about making choices. About the ways we protect ourselves, and the ways we hurt others in the process. And the courage it takes to be honest to the ones we love and ultimately grow.

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    24 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 91

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    For a second - just one - he considers that maybe it’s a fluke. That maybe this is something else. An irritation in his chest. The beginnings of the flu. Too dry air, stirred up by the brewing autumn storm. Asthma… anything.

    Anything but this. Not again.

    But the petals are in his hand, and that’s all the evidence he needs. His stomach drops so hard it feels like the ice has given out beneath him, but it’s not the ice giving out, it’s his knees.

    ________________

    Or, Ilya Rozanov is no stranger to the sensation of flowers growing in his lungs.

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    24 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 95

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    “Fuck baby,” he hears a man’s voice saying, “you taste so good.”
    Hayden groans to himself and speeds up when he hears a very familiar voice speaking in Russian. What the fuck? There’s no fucking way. That was Ilya fucking Rozanov’s voice. In an alley, with another man.

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    Hayden accidentally stumbles upon Ilya being assaulted in an alley next to a bar and intervenes.

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    24 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 19

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    Ilya Rozanov was going to get over Shane Hollander, or die trying.

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    23 Jul 2026

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    “Can you believe it? How the hell did he end up bagging her?” 

    Ilya stared, brain not comprehending what his body already seemed to, that Hollander was dating-

    “Rose fuckin’ Landry! How does the lamest guy in the League-”

    He knew that smile. He thought it was for him, just for him. But it wasn't. 

    “No,” he whispered. His stomach spasmed. 

    “You good, Roz?”

    Why would he- How could he- 

    They were holding hands…

    “Rozanov? What the fuck?”

    He jumped up from the table and stumbled for the front door, just barely making it through before the first mass of petals came up. He heaved as he ran, trying desperately to get away from the pavement, somewhere he could hide what was happening. 

    Unfortunately, his teammates had followed, because of course they would. He saw a photo of Shane Hollander holding hands with a movie star and promptly threw up.

    Who wouldn't be curious?

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    24 Jul 2026

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    You haven’t gone home with anyone else in ages, Ilya's brain treacherously supplied, you’d wait for him for months. At that thought, the slight itch in his throat quickly cascaded into a coughing fit, and this time he didn’t bother to cover it up. Little flurries of leaves spluttered onto the floor in front of him.

    It’s reminiscent of that stupid documentary of Shane’s cottage, that one scene when they panned out to the lakefront and stayed there for a few seconds as the leaves fluttered across the camera. He hated that he could remember the whole thing by heart.

    He heaved out a last cough to dislodge the last bit of mass clinging onto his mouth, but instead of the spikeness he was expecting, this was round. He opened his eyes, and a tiny flower bulb stared back. Great.

     

    Or: Ilya gets Hanahaki.

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    24 Jul 2026

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    “We do not say anything about the Hollander situation,” LeClaire tells them even though it sounds like he’s already resigned to what he knows is going to happen.

    After all, Roz gets extremely mad whenever it’s brought up. Not that Cliff can blame him, he’s pretty sure that Roz liked Hollander before this (wouldn’t chirp him half as much if he didn’t). Finding out that he’s such a bastard must sting.

    Not to mention that Roz does not mess around with people that disrespect girls. Or women. Or kids. Or dogs. Or the elderly (excluding Scott Hunter). Or really anyone, if it’s for petty stupid reasons.

    “Of course,” Cliff agrees for both of them since Roz is still too busy texting someone.

    It’s apparently not good enough for LeClaire because he asks, “Roz?”

    “Just one second,” he answers without raising his eyes from his phone or stopping his typing. “Need to get my Jane to agree with something. She’s very stubborn.”

     

    Or. My take on the 'their text leak and now everybody thinks that Shane is an abusive bastard' premise. Featuring Ilya giving a presser, Marly realizing in real time who 'Jane' is and the internet reacting to the craziness.

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    24 Jul 2026

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    "Did any of you think for a single moment about the fact that Ilya is from fucking Russia?”

    The room was silent.

    “Huh? No? That’s weird. What, Wilson, you are telling me you wouldn’t share a secret that would endanger Roby’s life? How weird.”

    Shane looked around the room, staring each and every player in the eye. He was done being afraid; he was done being ashamed. They should be the ones cowering their gaze, not him."

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    Homophobia, Russia, fear, and everything in between.

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    23 Jul 2026

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    “I was trying to be cool about it.” Shane's confession is a quiet whine, muffled into his palms. “Go with the flow, y’know?”

    It’s almost unbearable, how much Ilya adores this perfect, neurotic man. “Hollander,” he says patiently. “You have never once gone with flow. Not ever in your life.”

    There is only one grey cloud in the perfect blue sky of Ilya’s summer.

    His two weeks at the cottage are almost over, and Shane still hasn’t asked him to stay.

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    22 Jul 2026

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    “I do not want to make you uncomfortable. With how I talk about us. To others. Like . . . reporters. Or how I treat you in front of others, like the guys on the team.”

    Something like understanding settled on Shane’s face now, and it immediately made Ilya’s heart stop racing. “You think I don’t like PDA.”

    “First time I held your hand in public I thought you were going to have a panic attack,” Ilya admitted.

    --

    Or: Shane's first season on the Ottawa Centaurs, as told through five times Ilya initiated PDA (and one time Shane did).

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    22 Jul 2026

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    Kicking Shane out was the last thing Ilya wanted to do that night, but what he did want was so big it made him frantic. He wanted to crack open his ribs, let Shane curl up in the bloody warmth of his chest cavity and keep him there forever, and the magnitude of that desire fucking terrified him.

    It still does. It hasn't faded at all; if anything, it's getting worse.

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    22 Jul 2026

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    "Is she everything I'm not?"
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    Everything is finally going the way it's supposed to.
    Then Ilya Rozanov drunk-dials Shane, and Rose answers for him.

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    22 Jul 2026

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