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    Jane
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    Ilya stared at the photo of a tiny, red faced baby. He wasn’t sure why Shane was sending him a photo of a random newborn.

    Lily
    Cute! Whose baby is that?

    Jane
    She’s ours

    Lily
    What?

    Jane
    I had a baby an hour ago

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    Before Ilya and Shane meet at the cottage, Shane very very unexpectedly has a baby. Chaos (and love) ensues.

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    05 Apr 2026

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    Luca "the future of hockey" Haas has a meltdown on the ice in the final five minutes of the game.

    So naturally, the best way Luca thought to rebrand was by throwing himself into a summer athlete campaign with the Centaurs, in hope to outrun the fear that he’ll never be as skilled, confident, or sexually expressive as Ilya Rozanov was at his age.

    But when the harmless Luca Haas snaps and shocks everyone by fistfighting with Filipino-Canadian youth athlete Angelo Perez, summer quickly derails into a dilemma to be seen as mature, living up to the expectations of the team, and these newfound, guilty urges for the very guy he fought on day one.

    Centaur matchmaking. Missing home. A messy summer fling. A mean article. An exploration of what sparks are supposed to feel like. And Ilya catches Luca buying condoms.

    And a “bad influence” that makes Luca feel—maybe for just one summer—that it's okay to be a little selfish.

    OR; Practically a character study of Luca Haas' insecurities + his foil to Rozanov disguised as me trying to revive the scrapped Haas book

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    25 Mar 2026

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    Start on 4

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    "Ilya smirks, moving around them and planting himself behind Hayden, whispering, hot into his ear, “Don’t play a game you cannot win, Pike.”

    Hayden´s grin widens. “Playing? Me? I have no idea what you’re talking about, Rozanov. I’m simply dancing with my good friend Shane.”
    He presses his hips against Shane again, teasing.

    “You will lose, Pike,” Ilya growls.
    “Mmmh no, I don´t think so” he purrs, moving his hips a bit harder.
    “I assure you, you will” Ilya retorts, fully back to his confident self.
    “Wanna bet?” Hayden answers, turning Shane toward him and kissing him fiercely."

    OR the Follow up of A very special game: two players works, three is better !

    Hayden, Shane and Ilya explore their newfound relationship and try new things. It gets hot, messy, complicated, and yet so simple at the same time.
    There will be tension, overwhelming feelings (oops) and more special games between good friends and even better lovers ;)

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    14 Mar 2026

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    start on chapter 5

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    What starts as a post-loss ritual spirals into an all-consuming sickness that Shane was sure he had buried with his 17 year old self. Shane nonetheless believes that he can hide his ugly secret from the world- until Ilya uncovers all of the instabilities that even Shane himself would rather run from.

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    Shane's anorexia relapses during his third season with the Metros, and Ilya is determined to help him (and not only because he's maybe in love with him).

    TW: Eating Disorders and explicit mentions of calories, weight, restrictive eating, relapses, and more. Please do not read this if you are not in a stable enough state to do so. Recovery is possible and necessary. Stay safe <3

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    09 Mar 2026

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    he gets me🥹

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    “Just because I can be really articulate and give a television interview doesn’t mean I am able to speak up when I’m emotionally distressed or threatened.”

    It’s highlighted, circled heavily, bracketed, with arrows pointing at it, and Shane’s handwriting in the margins is much neater, like he really meant it.

    YES.

    David has to set the book down for a couple minutes and take a lap around the porch.

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    08 Mar 2026