James_Should_Not



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    “Just-” Ilya starts, intending to tease, the offer of a massage more about getting Hollander back in a more relaxed headspace than anything else, but then the wire-tight tension in the muscles under his fingers registers, and he frowns, pressing testingly before making a noise of disapproval. “Fuck, Hollander, you are secretly doing crime or what?”

    “What?” Hollander asks, confused, starting to lift his head before Ilya pushes it back down absently, focused now on feeling out the knots Hollander seems to be completely made of. He’s felt tension in Hollander’s shoulders before, usually during coaxing little squeezes while coaching him through learning how to deep throat, but he’s always written it off as nerves from learning something new.

    Now he wonders if Hollander is just nerves, period.

    (the "ilya massages shane" fic inspired by hudson saying that playing shane made him sore because he was so tense all the time)

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    It's been nearly one and a half years since Buck and Christopher's lives were changed forever in one fateful night. As Buck still tries to cope with the impact of losing Eddie, something happens that turns his world upside down once more.

    ~*~

    This story is set almost two years from now but is canon-compatible until the end of 5A.

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    Tommy narrowed his gaze. “Okay, Diaz, look—”

    “Hm, no,” Eddie interrupted him and held up one hand. “Let me direct. Just stop. You’re being fucking weird.”

    “Oh, I’m being weird?” Tommy’s jaw locked. Eddie noticed him clenching his fists at his sides. “I’m not the one standing in my old house threatening his friend.”

    “No,” Eddie snapped. “I am the one in my current home threatening my boyfriend’s ex, who won’t take the hint and leave him alone.”

    OR: Tommy tries to get Buck's attention. Eddie refuses to let him have it.

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    "Eds."

    Eddie twists his head around to look at Buck. "Yeah?"

    Buck slightly sways on his feet and a mumbled word leaves his lips. "Catch me."

    And Buck's knees go weak as his eyes flutter close, for the second time today.

    Almost like an instinct, Eddie takes one full step and holds Buck— Buck's head lolling against his chest and his form completely pliant, and he makes the two of them sit on the ground.

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    Buck passes out. Repeatedly.

    No.19. Repeatedly Passing Out

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    07 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is happier than he’s ever been and it’s all due to Jane. And yet, for some reason that Cliff can’t fathom, he refuses to propose to her. Cliff’s had enough. Rozy is going to buy a ring today.

    Cue Ilya buying a men’s engagement ring.

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