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I'll Feel You Forget Me Like I Used to Feel You Breathe by turningthepages
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
22 Mar 2023
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A car accident leaves Eddie without ten years of memories. He forgets meeting Buck, falling in love, getting married, and bringing two more kids into their life. As Eddie struggles to adjust to this new life, Buck struggles with being in love with someone who doesn't want to remember him.
Oh, and they have really cute kids.
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Just another Hollywood Amnesia story the fandom probably didn't need but lived in my head rent free for too long.
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- Part 1 of I'll Feel You Forget Me
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- English
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- 128,883
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- 12/12
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11 Jul 2026
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i'm making plans for my future (and i plan on you being in it) by rizcriz
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
16 Feb 2026
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“Oh,” Eddie yells after him, tone almost mocking. “So that’s it? You’re just going to walk away?”
Buck stops, biting down on his cheek. He knows, distantly, that they’re making a scene. That everyone who isn’t actively putting what’s left of the fire out can see and hear everything they’re saying. He sighs. “I don’t know why you’re so pissed,” he mutters, twisting back around to face him just in time to see Eddie’s eyebrows rise high up on his forehead.
“You don’t know why I’m pissed?” Eddie asks, stepping towards him.
Shit. He needs to walk away before this blows up. They’re one throw away comment from explosion.
Buck whips back around, taking a step towards the engine and away from Eddie. “That’s what I said,” he calls over his shoulder. Which—maybe, isn’t the thing to say to cool things down.
But—
“I’m pissed,” Eddie shouts back, voice frayed and desperate, “Because I fucking love you.”
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Or, loud so everyone can hear.
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10 Jul 2026
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Chim is reading aloud before Buck can lunge across the counter and stop him, “I’d beg so loud they’d all know exactly what you—” His eyebrows climb to his hairline, “Buck, what the fuck?”
Ravi bursts out laughing, nearly doubling over, “Wait, you sexted the group chat?!”
“No, no, no—” Buck’s voice traitorously cracks and he can feel the heat in his face, “That’s not—I didn’t—”
Hen’s tone sharpens, amusement undercut with curiosity, “You’re seeing someone? Who is she?”
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Three months of secret hookups with Eddie and Buck manages to blow it all with one wrong text.- Language:
- English
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- 99,118
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- 15/15
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- 1
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08 Jul 2026
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"So," Buck says, sliding onto the seat next to Eddie while the auction winds down around them. "Mystery bidder. That's exciting."
Eddie takes a very deliberate sip of water. "Yep."
"You know who it was?"
"Nope."
"You don't even seem curious," Buck tries.
"Not really."
"Someone spent over two grand on you, Eddie. On a date with you. Like a date-date. With food and conversation. And you're just— what, chill about it?"
Eddie shrugs. The picture of nonchalance. "It's for charity."
"It's for— okay." Buck gapes. He’s got nothing. He’s standing at the door and Eddie has deadbolted it from the inside. "Cool. Great."
It is not cool. It is not great. Buck is aware that his definition of cool and great has always been somewhat flexible, but this doesn't qualify under any interpretation.
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Buck just wants to know who bid on Eddie. That's it. That's all he wants. He's being totally normal about it.Bookmarked by JRAS
08 Jul 2026
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The boyfriend looks at Eddie's arm, looks at Eddie's face, does whatever math drunk people do when they're deciding whether a fight is worth it, and somehow arrives at the correct answer. He grabs maybe-horse-Ashley by the elbow and pulls her away, muttering something about firefighters that Buck doesn't catch because he's too busy trying not to pass out.
Eddie turns around. His hand is still on Buck's chest.
"Seriously?" One eyebrow up. Not angry yet, but getting there. "We've been here an hour."
"He came at me!" Buck throws his hands up. Outraged. Innocent. An absolute victim of circumstance and nothing more. "I was just talking to her."
"You were practically on top of her."
"That's just how I talk to people, Eddie. I'm a leaner. It's my thing."
Eddie stares at him for a second. His hand drops from Buck's chest and he shakes his head, turning back to the bar.
"Get yourself a drink," Eddie says over his shoulder. "And stay out of trouble for five minutes."
He makes it roughly eleven minutes before he does something stupid again.
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Buck is completely normal about Eddie shoving Blue to defend his honor. Really. He is.Series
- Part 1 of no grave can hold my body down
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08 Jul 2026
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"That is. Okay. Where do I start." Pushing off the counter — hands need to be free for this. "Number one. That is not how being secure in your sexuality works. Number two. That is the opposite of how it works. Number three. Most straight men who are secure in their sexuality do not, as a method of confirming this, seek out gay sex. That is— Eddie, that is gay. The thing you are describing is gay. The act of doing it is gay. There is no version of this where you end up more straight at the other end."
Eddie scoffs. "You don't know that."
"I do know that."
"You don't."
"Eddie, I am bi. I have personally conducted this experiment. The results are in."
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Eddie asks Buck to fuck him to prove he's straight. Things go about as well as you'd think.Series
- Part 1 of veni, vidi, vici
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- English
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- 16,297
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08 Jul 2026
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"What— what do you see?"
"I see," Eddie says, measured, careful, "someone who looks like he wanted somebody to see him like that."
Buck's whole body goes hot.
"And I'm trying to decide," Eddie continues, slower now, his breath heavier, "whether I'm allowed to be that somebody."
The hand on Buck's thigh has migrated upward. He notices it three seconds after it happens, his palm now resting flat against his own stomach where his shirt has rucked up, fingers splayed across the skin. The touch of his own hand on his own body in this context is sending a current up his spine that he is, evidently, helpless to stop.
"Eddie." Buck's voice cracks. "Are you— are you jerking off to my photo?"
The pause is brief but loaded, and when Eddie answers it’s barely recognizable, every word landing somewhere in the south of Buck's body with a measurable physical impact.
"You send me a picture like that, Buck. What am I supposed to do?"
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Buck wins a boudoir photoshoot giveaway. Eddie reaps the benefits.Or,
Buck accidentally sends his nudes to Eddie.- Language:
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08 Jul 2026
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In 2022, Hen and Karen made a bet. By 2024, that bet had gotten somewhat out of control. Now it’s 2025, Bobby is dead, Buck is apartment hunting, and Eddie finds a list of names and dates in Hen’s locker.
Oh, and there's a backup on the 10. Again.
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Or: betting on when your friends will realize they're in love is a lot less funny when one of them already knows.
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- Part 2 of Amiril Fic (Not Cover Art)
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- English
- Words:
- 25,982
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 386
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08 Jul 2026
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you can stay through the night in the palaces of my mind by buckstairs
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
15 May 2026
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“...What I’m trying to say is, we’re best friends, you know? There’s nothing romantic about it. Just best friends.”
“Best friends who live together and raise two kids,” Eddie adds, perplexed.
“Yes!” Buck agrees, nodding, “Exactly.”
“Okay,” Eddie says, but it’s not, not at all. He’ll be demanding answers soon.
(Or, Eddie wakes up without remembering most of his life. He doesn’t freak out, really, he just needs someone to explain why is he not married to Buck.)
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- Part 1 of buddie, chris & theo
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- English
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- 7,226
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- 1/1
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- 3
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- 196
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- 16,237
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07 Jul 2026
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“I lied,” Buck blurts out, sheepishly. “You seemed so relaxed while you were sleeping, and with the extra shift you covered yesterday… I just wanted you to rest.”
“You lied about what?” he asks, even though he has a pretty good guess.
“About the time,” Buck confesses, then adds, smiling at him, bashful, “I also turned off your alarm.”
(Or, five times Eddie feels something as Buck takes care of him, plus one time he realizes what it means, and kisses Buck about it.)
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- Part 2 of buddie, chris & theo
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07 Jul 2026
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“...So, yeah. I’m in love with my best friend, Father. Sorry for—you know, dumping this all on you.” Buck says, sounding defeated, then, hesitatingly, “Um, are you going to absolve me?”
Eddie hums again.
(Or, Buck goes to Father Brian to confess about certain feelings he has for his best friend, and it should be okay, except, Eddie is the one sitting on the other side of the booth.)
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07 Jul 2026
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“Dearly beloved,” Bobby’s voice interrupts, dragging Eddie’s attention back towards his captain. “We are gathered here today, to join Buck and Eddie in the bonds of—uh…”
“Jesus christ,” Eddie mutters to himself, low enough that Bobby can’t hear him.
“HR paperwork,” Chim suggests helpfully from off to the side.
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(Members of the 118 stage a fake wedding to celebrate Buck and Eddie officially disclosing their relationship to HR.)
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u/fuckley • 4 yr. ago
🔞 NSFWHOW DO I STOP HAVING MORNING WOOD WHILE SHARING A BED WITH MY BEST FRIEND??? [URGENT]
I don’t know which sub to use for this, but I need immediate help.
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OR the emotional rollercoaster of Buck’s Reddit posts throughout the history of knowing Eddie.Series
- Part 2 of reddit fics <3
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- English
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- 7,889
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06 Jul 2026
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Eddie ends up dozing off with his phone in his lap, until the ping of a notification rouses him.
A text from Buck.
hey, what on earth are you doing on bantr???????
Oh, shit.
How do you know?
I just saw you on there…
do you have men selected as an option alongside women because you’re peeping if someone you know is on there, haha?
Little does Buck know that he only has men selected.
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OR, Buck and Eddie match on a dating app as a joke. Until it’s not a joke anymore.Bookmarked by JRAS
06 Jul 2026
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u/elpaso-dad • 40dMy (M30) best friend (M27) came out as bi, and I think I’m homophobic. HELP
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Eddie Diaz takes to Reddit to figure out why he hates his best friend’s new boyfriend so much.
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- English
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- 1/1
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- 6
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- 416
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06 Jul 2026
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“So, his name is Eduardo?” Josh does something weird with his eyes that Eddie can’t decipher. “Are we sure Buck isn’t paying this guy to prank us?”
“Buck doesn’t need to pay anyone to date him,” Eddie responds. “Have you seen him?”
“Obviously, lover boy.”
“Stop that,” Eddie insists. “I’m not in love with Buck.”
“Sure.”
“Maybe you’re in love with Buck,” Eddie throws back when he doesn’t get the response he wants. “Ever thought about that?”
“I can confidently say never,” Josh says, indeed confidently. “Can you say the same?”
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(Buck brings a date to Trivia Night. Eddie handles it about as well as anybody would expect.)
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06 Jul 2026
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“Why are you the way you are?” he asks and Buck freezes in his movements. Eddie sounds serious — like he’s genuinely upset. With Buck?
“What, um,” Buck tries, clearing his throat awkwardly, a sinking feeling growing in his gut. “What do you mean?”
“‘s fucking annoying,” Eddie slurs, rolling his eyes again and leaning back to look at the ceiling as if it’s something interesting. “”’nd exhausting.”
Buck’s heart drops, remembering Eddie’s words in the grocery store all those years ago. Eddie just yawns and closes his eyes with a sigh.
“D’you know how exhausting it is to be around you?”
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Or: Eddie is annoyed with Buck for being so very kissable but his drunk self isn't the best at phrasing things.
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04 Jul 2026
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“I asked if Eddie has attempted to speak your language in the way you have his?”
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Where Eddie and Buck learn that they both have different love languages and it's importance to learnt the language of your love
- Language:
- English
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- 5,589
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- 1/1
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04 Jul 2026
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Personal space was always something that Eddie shared with Buck. It happened so naturally that he had never thought too much about it, never considered that it was too much or that it could cause his heart to ache instead of flutter. At least, not until he was unable to separate the space between them. Then it became unbearable.
For a number of reasons.
Probably the most significant being that he realised that he was in love with Buck.
aka. Eddie's in love with Buck and when they get trapped in close proximity on a call, feelings come out when they weren't supposed to.
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04 Jul 2026
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They look at the only bed in the room, and then at each other, and both of them burst out laughing.
“If you wanted to get me into bed, you didn’t have to drag me to Portland to do it,” Buck teases.
(Or, Buck and Eddie travel to Portland for a wedding. There’s only one bed. You know the drill.)
- Language:
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- 8,227
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04 Jul 2026