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  1. Public Bookmark 24

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    He’s pretty, is Chuuya’s first thought. Pretty cute.

    It’s only once the polite smile begins to turn strained that Chuuya notices he’s staring.

    “No,” he replies, saving the poor man’s lips. He gestures to the empty seat. “You can sit.”

    Chuuya's always been smart, yet he puts too much trust in his romantic partners. After getting stood up once again, he ponders on his naivety in a busy café. Enter Dazai Osamu, who claims there's no other free seat in the establishment.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    He doesn’t really care how or why it happened; Chuuya’s hands squeeze a line from his thighs, to his hips, to his sides.

    And then Chuuya is brushing aside some of the bandages wrapped around Dazai’s neck. Dazai shivers when Chuuya’s fingers brush against his throat, then tenses and clings tight to Chuuya’s coat when those fingers are replaced by teeth.

    “Hm.” Chuuya hums when he pulls away, blue eyes dark in the night. He tilts his head, circling the tip of his pointer finger around the imprints left by his teeth. “A pity this’ll fade, huh, mackerel?”

    “If only it were permanent.”

    And then, Dazai—well, he has an idea.

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    28 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 21

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    Dazai was not his soulmate — Chuuya knows that now.

    He’s gotten used to the feeling, even when he was grating against it and Dazai had made sure that there was no-one else left for him to care about, but being in a pit of his own making has done little to alleviate its existence. Of the lack that comes with being made wrong, digging in his nails and taking bullets he doesn’t ever need to take just so he’d seem less a blanked-out, lab grown freak each time he sees his skin in the shower or the bathroom mirror.

    He’s given up wondering what Dazai’s soulmate must think of all the bullet wounds and scars, what kind of deranged, unlucky son of a bitch the universe deigned to saddle the mackerel to for life.

    They would’ve died with him anyway. Selfish bastard.

    Or: Soulmate AU set two years after Dazai's defection, where Chuuya believes that he died with Oda.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Entirely self indulgent au, because I love whipped Chuuya

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    26 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 23

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    “I don’t know what’s wrong with me.”

    Sitting on the damp, muddy ground, hugging his knees to his chest, not caring about the dirt most definitely getting on his khaki pants and tan coat. When he first got the outfit, it felt like it swallowed him whole. Now, he has grown into it. It is still a bit large on him, his body gangly with the clothes a little loose, but not nearly as oversized as before. More evidence that his body is changing, that he is changing. The more he thinks about it, the worse he feels.

    “I’m sorry.”

    He rarely apologizes like this, genuine. Maybe it is only something he can only say to a tombstone.

    No one ever told him the light would be this lonely.

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    Or, joining the agency is not as easy as Dazai thought.
    OR, happy birthday to the one and only (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧

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    26 Jun 2026