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Olivia, Amanda, Casey, Alex and Melinda share a booth, tequila, and terrible decisions.
Complete AU! Canon was ignored so I could have all the women in the same story.
Set in a Season 8-ish universe where Elliot is divorced, nobody is pregnant, and Olivia Benson is about to make a series of choices involving her phone. 👀
Come for chaos. Stay for drunk Olivia Benson! 😎
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30 Jun 2026
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hors d'oeuvres by puppyghost (whinypuppy)
Fandom Call of Duty (Video Games), Call of Duty: Modern Warfare (2009)
08 Mar 2026
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my cod drabbles <3
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- 9,697
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- 14
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20 Mar 2026
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the kinktober fics (and one whumptober fic) that i wrote for what i have dubbed pittober 2025!!
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30 Jan 2026
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A wholesome series in which Arthur Morgan and John Marston are living safely together, and very much in love, on their own homestead. Growing their own crops, breeding horses, and making their own way. No explanation as to how or why, they just are.
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05 Jul 2025
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Three's Company by Aphasioutta
Fandoms: Daredevil (TV), The Punisher (TV 2017), Spider-Man - All Media Types
14 Jun 2022
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Frank comes home to his boyfriends. Just good old, home grown Matt/Peter/Frank smut. Enjoy
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04 Mar 2025
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Cocky Stupid Sloppy Idiot - Good Version by Aphasioutta
Fandoms: The Punisher (TV 2017), Daredevil (TV)
02 Mar 2025
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This is a sequel to my very old work, What He Needs. More not-really-sex-pollen, but Frank gets hit this time. Matt helps him out solo.
I wrote this one twice, both versions a while ago, but I thought with our boys continuing their mischief this month, I should toss something out for the revival. This is part 1, which is much nicer to Frank and easier on his pride. Buckle up for part 2 though, that borders on Dead Dove.
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- Part 2 of Doing Drugs and Getting Naked
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03 Mar 2025
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Matt gets a dose of a mysterious new drug, and Peter and Frank help him out the only way they know how.
(Hint: It's butt stuff)
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- Part 1 of Doing Drugs and Getting Naked
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- English
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- 4,544
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- 1/1
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03 Mar 2025
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It’s easy enough to keep himself still when Johnny begins to touch him. He drags warm, firm hands across Simon’s back, his palms sliding effortlessly against skin and scars alike with the oil slicking the way. It’s as familiar as it is alien. Johnny’s hands, callused and strong. Reliable and sturdy; clever and quick. They’re the same hands that clap him on the shoulder and pat him on the arm and hand him a mug of tea.
He’s rarely had them on his bare skin. Simon runs hot; knows it because of how he’s had to act as the human furnace on missions with subzero temperatures and snow banks taller than his head. But Johnny’s hands mark their path across the plane of his back with a pleasant warmth, one that lingers even as his touch moves on.
Johnny’s palms dig into the meat at his shoulders, then push down, across his back and his ribs and his waist. By the time his hands catch at his waistband, Simon has arched into the sensation like a cat, muscles trembling. Johnny’s hands lift away and, strings cut, he collapses into the bed, breath shaking.
or: Ghost has been tense lately; Soap helps him with that.
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03 Feb 2025
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A thousand lives, spiralling out around him, all full of possibilities...but Simon lived in this one.
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Ghost slowly learns how to be in love, and in doing so learns how to stop wishing for a different world and start living in the one he's got.- Language:
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14 Sep 2024
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Free use in all its glory by ig_you_idiot
Fandom Call of Duty (Video Games), Call of Duty Modern Warfare 2
06 Nov 2023
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Just some rambling thoughts of Price and Ghost in a free use relationship with reader.
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04 Jul 2024
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got me catching feelings (i think it’s too late to save me) by Anonymous
Fandom The Walking Dead (Comics), The Walking Dead (TV), The Walking Dead Series - Robert Kirkman & Jay Bonansinga
07 Oct 2024
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An Alpha/Beta/Omega series in which most parts will focus on Negan enthusiastically integrating his way into Rick’s and Carl’s and Judith’s lives, trying to prove himself worthy of the little family.
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10 Mar 2024
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HAPPY OCTOBER!
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08 Mar 2024
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can I get a rain check on this heart of mine? by amongthebooks
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
24 May 2023
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It almost feels like you're ignoring me on purpose... It’s been what, three weeks since we last spoke?
The voicemail rang loud in Ghost’s head. No, no that couldn’t be right. He didn't- He wasn't intentionally ignoring Johnny. He just needed his phone back, then he could fix everything.
Ghost couldn't believe that three weeks had passed since he’d been taken captive.
Look, I have two weeks left…and I'm tired of hearing the dial tone after you don't pick up. If you can't be bothered to answer my calls or even send a text then… then I think we might need to have a talk when I come back.
Simon’s heart caught in his throat. What did he mean by- Oh. This was it. Johnny wanted to cut things off.
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Soap is on leave when Ghost unknowingly goes MIA. After not hearing from him, Soap leaves Ghost a voicemail, insinuating that he wants to break up.
What happens when his captors get a hold of what Soap said?
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aka the "rain check" thread fic on twitter :)
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- Part 2 of Scar's SoapGhost Fics
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- English
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- 27,090
- Chapters:
- 10/10
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27 Feb 2024
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All the Words We Dare Not Say by WhisperedWords12 for shadesofstarlight
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
17 Nov 2023
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“Just this once,” Ghost said. He put up a good front, but Soap could see through it, could hear the slight tremble in his voice.
“Just this once,” Soap reassured him.
But deep down, he let himself hope. He was going to make this so good for Ghost, was going to ensure he knew that once was never going to be enough.
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Soap’s always been bad at keeping his hands to himself, that was no secret. More than that, he knows Ghost wasn’t someone he should be touching, shouldn’t be antagonizing like this. But never would he have guessed that this would be the consequence for crossing the line.
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27 Feb 2024
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Soap isn't used to fantasizing about someone with nearly a foot of height over him and girthier biceps than his own. He finds himself wondering what it would feel like to confront that wire-crossing pit in his stomach that makes him feel both inadequate around his lieutenant—and wholly, undeniably turned the fuck on.
So he channels that energy into SAS-approved homoeroticism-as-a-punchline flirting over comms. And Ghost flirts back, on occasion.
But Soap would never actually try anything.
Not really.
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26 Feb 2024
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talk dirty like you need love by puppyghost (whinypuppy)
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
01 Feb 2024
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there’s a gag, then another, and his eyes flutter closed as he tries to imagine it. glimpses of the muscled man he’s seen in photos and videos posted on his twitter, on his knees, mouth pink and wet and ready for cock, working its way up and down—
“mm,” ghost pulls off after one last long, filthy suck, and johnny aches with the idea of his cock in ghost’s pretty mouth, of ghost drooling over his cock as he talks to him all pretty, just like this.
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- Part 1 of digital bath (i feel like more)
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13 Feb 2024
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Soap's not gay, but his growing obsession with Ghost has him questioning his faith.
But he'll do everything possible to prove it to himself and God, even if it means having Ghost - the figure of sin himself - fucking a woman with him.
It's hardly gay if she's there, after all.
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A civilian propositions them both on leave, and Ghost and Soap fuck a woman together instead of just talking to each other.
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08 Feb 2024
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Someone is in Ghosts room. He can’t see anything out of place or missing but he just knows that someone is here. As he entered his room he heard a door close on the inside so whoever is tempting fate is still in here and they’re hiding in either his bathroom or his closet.
When he considers it properly, the only person that would be either brave or stupid enough to go into Ghost's room while he’s away would be Johnny.
The little fucking shit.
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25 Jan 2024
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Ghost is bored on a mission waiting for action and Gaz is subjected to his whinging for a bit before he decides to do something about it.
Bluntly: Gaz cures Ghost’s boredom by sitting on his cock.Bookmarked by Idkwhyimherehelp
24 Jan 2024
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Hanzo Shimada takes his new boy to his bed for the first time. It probably won't be the last.
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15 Jan 2024