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    "For god's sake, I cannot watch my wife dance with other men!"

    When the final ball of the season forces her family to take the next ship to America, Penelope finds herself in a marriage with the last man she can think of - the very man she loved since ten- Colin Bridgerton. With less than four weeks at hand, Penelope must find a way to escape before she loses not just her freedom, but her heart once more. And Colin must find a way not to be bothered when other men approach the lady he so boldly claimed to never court.

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    02 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 81

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    “It is vexing—far more vexing than you can possibly imagine!” Colin burst out. “Not merely the loss of your friendship, but the prospect of losing you entirely, Pen.”

    He drew a deep, uneven breath before beginning to move toward her with slow, deliberate steps. Only when scarcely an inch remained between them did he finally stop.

    “I would sooner allow myself to be utterly ruined than endure a world in which you are no longer mine to cherish, Penelope. That is a loss I find myself wholly incapable of surviving.”

    “But we are both engaged to other people, Colin!” Penelope cried breathlessly. “We are to be married, to entirely different people—”

    “I do not care!” Colin interrupted fiercely.

    He stepped even closer, desperation burning plainly within his eyes.

    “Damn me to hell if you must, Penelope, but I shall not permit this torment to continue a moment longer.”

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    OR: A Season 1 Polin fan fic nobody asked for where both Penelope and Colin got engaged to other people.

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    27 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 29

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    Over two years ago, Penelope (finally) hooked up with her best friend Colin, only to have everything come crashing down the next morning.
    She successfully cut him out of her life, but how will she cope when he’s unexpectedly hired at the same restaurant she’s built her career at? And will she be able to keep up the wall she’s built around her heart?

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    23 Jun 2026

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    On his 18th birthday, Colin received the game The Sims from his crush, Penelope. After making an utter jerk of himself, Colin builds a game where they can live happily ever after.

    What happens when Penelope discovers the game years later and must finally face her own feelings about Colin?

    Note: Dark Colin is only tagged because Colin + The Sims + Pool + People cruel to Penelope = No pool ladder.

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    18 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 97

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    During a perfectly normal study session, Colin asks what he swears is an innocent question.

    Because it seems like having built-in pillows on one’s chest would make laying on one’s stomach and studying for an upcoming English exam almost comfortable.

    Then Penelope invites him to see for himself exactly how comfortable it is, and Colin’s afternoon takes a decidedly unexpected turn.

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    18 Jun 2026