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we only know the love we’re shown by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 May 2026
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Ilya has always known Shane could do better than him. It shouldn’t come as a surprise that he’s finally found it.
Found someone else.
Because that’s what this is, isn’t it?
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05 Jul 2026
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“...oh,” his mom says. “Oh, honey, you were seeing someone? You never said anything.”
“It’s-it’s complicated.” He catches the present tense too fucking late to do anything about it, and he barely resists the urge to either groan or slip forward to start beating his head against the coffee table.
Fuck his fucking life.
“You’re still…seeing this person?” His mom asks, and the amount of control he can hear her exerting is almost painful. “Who is-”
“Yuna,” his dad cuts in, voice quiet, “maybe give him a second, yeah?”
Yeah, Shane agrees in his head. Give him a second.
Maybe give him a decade while they’re at it.
(when shane's old fake id falls out of his wallet around his parents, he has to explain that it was to book hotel rooms before he was 21)
(...and then he has to explain why he needed to book those hotel rooms in the first place)
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05 Jul 2026
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come real quick (and get inside my mind) by coffeeinallcaps
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Feb 2026
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He should just forget about Rozanov. Forget about Rozanov coming all over his own stomach as Shane watched, transfixed; forget about Rozanov’s hand curving possessively around Shane’s jaw to pull him in for a kiss. Forget about the dizzying, red-hot bolt of shame and anticipation and fear and arousal that had shot through him when Rozanov stroked two fingers down between his ass cheeks and pressed there—a question, an offer. A promise.
(In which Shane responds to Ilya’s texts between 2011 and 2013.)
“Stop saying dick pic,” Shane hissed. “This is harassment.” He glared at the bulge in his pants. “You are harassing me.”“I do not know what this word means.”
“How fucking convenient for you.”
“Aw, Hollander,” Rozanov said, but he sounded a little contrite. After a beat, he asked, “Do you want me to stop?”
“Don’t you dare stop,” Shane said through clenched teeth, surreptitiously palming himself to take the edge off. It didn’t help.
“So do you want my dick or not?” Rozanov asked after another beat.
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05 Jul 2026
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The steady, persistent pressure of Rozanov’s thick cock sinking into him is unlike anything Shane has ever felt before. He feels impossibly full, impossibly exposed, but more than that, he feels good.
Fuck, it’s good.
It’s so good that he forgets to feel awkward as he begins to rock back into Rozanov’s thrusts. He forgets to feel ashamed as Rozanov draws sounds out of him he didn’t even know he was capable of making. As Rozanov drives him out of his mind and deep into his own body, holds him there, forces him to feel everything and think nothing at all—
Shane forgets to feel anything but good.
(In which Shane has a dirty fantasy, and Ilya runs with it.)
“Ah,” Ilya says softly, brushing a finger along the column of Shane’s throat. “Is that what you want, Hollander? To be humiliated?”“Yes,” Shane says, the word a guttural moan. “No? I don’t know. Maybe. Fuck.”
“To be put to good use? To be told what to do?”
“Yes,” Shane gasps, relieved to be asked a simpler question. “That’s what I want.”
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05 Jul 2026
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drink deep by bogcreature
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
09 Apr 2026
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Ilya loved drunk Shane, he loved the way his mask would start to slip, and he would beam at whoever he was talking with. He knew he would probably only see Shane like this a couple times during the season, with Shane being so strict with his training regimen, but he was determined to enjoy this for all it was worth. Ilya wasn’t drinking tonight, instead assigning himself the important role of getting Shane Hollander home in one piece.
He has also assigned himself the role of getting Shane Hollander to cry on his cock tonight, which was only of slightly less importance in his eyes
Or: Shane Hollander finally is able to relax for once and Ilya takes advantage of it.
Written for Day Four of Mean Dom Ilya Week
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Bookmarked by Hellsing
05 Jul 2026
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Unknown
funny
just like that movie you’re watching
Shane
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stop looking out the window
this is the best part
Shane
What the fuck
Are you fucking stalking me
Pro tip: learn what stranger danger means before someone is standing outside of your window and recording you in the middle of the night.
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04 Jul 2026
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Yuna has everybody’s security cameras on a family plan. She never really checks them; they’re just there for insurance.
Until she sees Ilya Rozanov at Shane’s front door.- Language:
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04 Jul 2026
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When Ilya is Coach he does not try for grace. Shane takes care of that part himself. Leaning into Ilya’s hand, Shane quivers with his compliance, says, “Yes Coach. I wanna know a secret.”
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04 Jul 2026
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from your point of view by probablylily for cccloudsss
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 May 2026
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"Wow," Ilya says, pinching Shane's nipple. "He really wants it."
"What?" Goosebumps dots Shane's skin, and he leans further into Ilya, hand coming up to grip his shirt.
"The guy in the video—the one on his knees," Ilya clarifies. "He's really into it, isn't he?"
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Shane and Ilya watch the tapes.
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- Part 2 of all my perversions
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02 Jul 2026
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“Y-you want me to be a girl?”
Ilya rubbed the base of one of his thumbs with the other. Seeing Ilya’s shyness so plainly made Shane’s nose twitch.
“No, not all the time,” Ilya said after a moment. “And not if you don’t want to. Never if you don’t want to. I just . . . I think about it, sometimes.”
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Ilya loves his life and his husband. But lately, he's found himself missing girls. Luckily, Shane is happy to indulge this fantasy.
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02 Jul 2026
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It’s not Shane’s fault, really. The being hard and begging Ilya for it in a dirty public bathroom thing.
If he had a nickel for every time it happened, he would now have two.
Or: Guard dog Ilya punches a Metro, Shane gets to live his dream of licking Ilya’s blood, and Ilya finally gets his dick stepped on as god intended.
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01 Jul 2026
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Who.
Who taught Shane about this.
Ilya is going to kill someone, and then himself. Not Shane. Never Shane. But he is going to have to kill someone with his bare hands.
Or: Shane invents advanced blowjob positions with his own beautiful freaky mind, thereby unintentionally turning Ilya into a danger to himself and others.
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01 Jul 2026
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"You have been playing like this?" Ilya mused. "With this? For how long?"
Hollander's mouth was flat. "Two weeks."
"Wow." Ilya let out a low whistle. "Pussy makes you better at hockey."
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01 Jul 2026
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"Stop asking me if it's okay. If I want it. You're always, like—whatever. I'm not one of your fucking girls, okay? If I don't like it, I'll stop you. I can make you stop."
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01 Jul 2026
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When Shane trudges through the door of his apartment, late from practice, hair still wet from the showers, shedding his bag off with a huff, and dropping to his knees in front of Ilya with a muttered, “please be, like, so fucking mean to me,” Ilya is given pause.
Or: Shane can be as frustrated as he wants, but he's just too good to brat.
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- Part 3 of Today I Fell, and Felt Better
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30 Jun 2026
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all my perversions by probablylily for connorstorriethinker
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Mar 2026
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He watches the tape again over dinner. Listens to Rozanov moan inside a girl's pussy while he eats. By the time he finishes his last bite, Rozanov's inside her, her nails raking down his back, her mouth twisted open in pleasure, and Shane's hard in his pants.
So, Shane puts his plate in the sink and goes back to his room. Starts the video over.
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A sex tape of Ilya with a girl leaks. Shane reacts normally.
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- Part 1 of all my perversions
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27 Jun 2026
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Out of Context by Nat_Mirror
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
14 May 2026
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“What videos, Ilya?” David asked, his tone laced with concern, but Ilya couldn’t deal with that right now. He was never putting his phone on Do Not Disturb again.
He had more notifications than when he’d checked it at the gym. Transactions made with the card from their shared account, alerts to change Shane's email passwords. Shit, shit, shit.
“Ilya…” David said again, more demanding this time, making him finally look up.
Videos of us that are going to make you look at me differently. Videos that might make you hate me. Videos that could ruin everything.
His throat went dry.
And maybe… send me to prison.
or When Shane’s phone is stolen and he ends up in the hospital, Ilya has to deal with his severely injured husband, and with videos that could leak and change their lives forever. The video Pike had accidentally leaked years ago would be child’s play in comparison.
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28 Jun 2026
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but it's my birthday by probablylily for Enigmatica
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 May 2026
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"What is wrong with you today?" Condescension coats Ilya's words. "You think you can just get whatever you want? When has that ever been true?"
"It's my birthday," Shane says dumbly.
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It's Shane's birthday. He doesn't get what he wants.
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28 Jun 2026
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Max stands, pacing again, and says, “I mean, what do I do? I can’t tell them I know now. It’s way too late for that.”
“It’s really okay,” Troy says far too optimistically. “It’s not that big of a deal.”
“Yeah, you can say that because you're not the one who heard Ilya tell Shane he misses his slutty little mouth."
Or: The Centaurs' newest rookie speaks Russian. It's too bad that Shane and Ilya don't know that.
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28 Jun 2026
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“Hollander, has anyone ever told you that your dick is huge?” he asked as he jerked it slowly, watching Shane’s face turn from pink to red, the flush spreading exquisitely down his bare chest.
“I- not in exactly those words,” he demurred. “But. Yeah.”
“So big, and what do you do with it? Hm?” Ilya murmured, swiping his thumb over the head. “You don’t even fuck anybody. You like being fucked too much.”
“Shut up,” Shane panted, and his cock twitched in Ilya’s grasp.
Or: Shane has a big dick, and Ilya teases him for it.
Bookmarked by Hellsing
28 Jun 2026