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    Shane is heavier than he used to be; his weight bears down on Ilya in a new way. He’s put on pounds of muscle since Ilya last touched him like this. Ilya flattens his palms, skims them under Shane’s undershirt, feels the flat solidity of his abs, the bulk of his lats, the swell of his chest. It’s the same and it’s new, this body; it’s the boy he couldn’t stop thinking about when he was 18 and the man he loved enough to let go at 26 and the person who somehow always comes to find him when he’s lost.

    A stranger, and the love of his life.

     

    or, Ilya's father doesn't die in 2017; Ilya breaks up with Shane instead of confessing his love. They get older, but not any less stupid about each other. Shane gets a boyfriend; Ilya gets on medication; they work on becoming whole people. And they always find their way back to each other.

    OR a story for those who love Shane and Ilya's baby love but ALSO think it's hot when people in their thirties make active choices about who they are and what they want in their partner!!

    Note: the "cheating" tag refers to the relationship between Shane and his aforementioned BF, not to Shane and Ilya cheating on each other.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    On chapter 8

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    Ilya doesn't know why the One Wish Willow has grasped his attention now, since it has been sitting in his bedside table for many years, possibly since he arrived in Boston. It stares back at him from the open drawer until he picks it up.

    He reads the box: "Spark the middle and break in half." There are some words circling around each other, but Ilya ignores them. They probably just say what he already thinks: this is just dumb fun and will not actually work.

    He considers his wish.

    OR: Ilya uses a One Wish Willow and it backfires. Kinda.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov got married in secret and for two whole years, they lived their life quietly.

    They broke apart quietly, too.

    The worst part is that none of it feels right. Not their continued rivalry on the ice, not the divorce papers on Shane’s table, and definitely not the idea of saying goodbye. There are too many wounds untouched, too many things left unsaid, and too much love between them still.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    A series of AU's featuring Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov, together in every timeline! Can be read separately, not in any particular order.

    spice up your life, come get a freak

    Or, the dumbification of Shane Hollander. (3.3k words)

    passionate from miles away

    Or, the one where they were frat rivals. (8.4k words)

    i'm a motherfuckin' starboy

    Or, Professor Rozanov and his favorite student, Shane Hollander. (3.8k, unfinished)

    why can’t you come stitch me up?

    Or, the one where Ilya forgets Shane’s birthday. Coping ensues. (10.2k words)

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    03 Jul 2026

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    "Hi, solnyshko.”
    The Russian pet name set a firework off inside Shane's mind as he heard it cooed from behind him. The intonation was just as he remembered, but the voice was much deeper.

    He turned and felt himself short circuit. It took every ounce of willpower to not let his jaw drop cartoonishly to the floor. Shane would recognize his individual features anywhere, even after 5 years. But it was as if someone had snapped their fingers and the smug, silly Russian boy who had been attached to Shane's hip for 3 summers was transformed into some sort of fucking Adonis right before his eyes.

    “Ilya-” was all Shane managed before strong arms were wrapped around his waist and lifting him off the ground in a greeting all too familiar from years ago.

     

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    When Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov spent their summers as teens in an elite hockey camp, they quickly became inseparable friends. But they lose touch when Shane moves on as a prospect for the NHL and Ilya for the KHL.

    Years later, Montreal makes a bold move to take the hottest player in the KHL. After hearing of the Russian's reputation, the Montreal Captain is tasked with keeping his old best friend and new teammate out of trouble.

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    16 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    On chapter 22