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"A year ago, Spencer Reid took the last dose of Dilaudid he had in his possession and dumped it down his drain. Logically, he knew that wasn't the best disposal method, but he hadn't really planned on doing it."
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Spencers recovery milestones + how Derek became his support system
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Spencer is fucking depressed and kills himself idk
I didn't realize this was shorter than my usual fic but i'm posting it anyways
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"So he continues to isolate himself, continues to cut himself, continues with his wish to leave this earth. "
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"Spencer Reid wakes up in a hospital bed, his head pounding and his arms aching a dull pain. He has no clue how he ended up here, but he can somewhat make out Derek sitting in a chair in the corner of the room. He feels a no-longer familiar itch in the crook of his elbow, going to scratch at it leads him to discovering nothing but an IV. His eyes follow it upwards and he realizes it's administering NSAIDs into his bloodstream. All of a sudden the memories from last night come flooding back."
AKA accidental suicide attempt...because why not?
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Spencer wants to kill himself, the silly people in his computer unknowingly stop him.
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"It didn't really hit him until he was texting the moderator of the Chess Forum that he might be MIA for a little. That didn't stop him from sending the text, becoming aware of the fact he was going to kill himself didn't stop the thoughts."
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- Part 3 of Chess Forum Series
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The suicide notes of a passively suicidal Spencer Reid (with a hint of moreid this time)
This is apart of a series, but you do not necessarily need to read Chess Forum to read this.
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"Up to 42% of suicidal people wrote notes to their loved ones, these were his most recent drafts."
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- Part 2 of Chess Forum Series
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Spencer Reid is passively suicidal (mostly) and this random Chess Forum he came across one day makes every breath more breathable
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“You know, approximately forty to sixty percent of people relapse within their first year of recovery? I—I—did you—?”
“Pretty boy,” Derek’s voice echoes through the phone. “Did you relapse?”
“Did you—did you know that Robert Louis Stevenson used cocaine to write faster? He—he wrote sixty thousand words in six days compared to his—”
“Spencer.” His tone shifts from worry to sternness. “Did you use dilaudid?”
“Derek—I—” He pauses. “Will you come over?”
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or... spencer relapses on dilaudid, he's the only person he'll have forever, right?
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30 Jun 2026
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Two of Quantico's BAU agents, Derek Morgan and Spencer Reid, are sent to New Orleans for additional field training on the topic of Cybercrimes. Untapped feelings that had gone unmentioned for far too long are brought to the surface when the two are forced to share not only a small hotel room for three days, but also a single bed. Heavy hands turn into heavy mistakes for both Spencer and Derek, and they aren't sure they will be able to deal with the consequences of it all.
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30 Jun 2026
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He didn't mean for it to happen.
He's not a cutter, really.
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He could map out every freckle on his body. Every ridge on his fingerprint. Every beautiful blonde lock on his head .
But since moving in together he has started to become suspicious he’s missing something rather large.Or: Alex tries to confront Henry about his autism and Henry asks him to leave.
some lines, once crossed, don’t disappear so easily.
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29 Jun 2026
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An attempt at bonding over a social media trend has surprising results.
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29 Jun 2026